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of what was broken was still beautiful.

The physician was right. It would he easy to fix one thing, if there

were only one thing wrong. But there were so many was to break something

so delicate and so complex. Even the act of making one thing right

seemed destined to undo something else. And he was too tired and too

confused to say whether one way of being wounded was better than another.

There were so many ways to be wrong.

There were so many ways to break things.

hlaati felt the thought fall into place as if it were something

physical. It was the moment he was supposed to shout, to stand tip and

wave his hands about, possessed by insight as if by a demon. But

instead, he sat with it quietly, as if it was a gem only he of all

mankind had ever seen.

He'd spent too much time with Heshai's binding.

Removing-thePart-That-Continues had been made for the cotton

trade-pulling seeds from the fiber and speeding it on its way to the

spinners and the weavers and feeding all of the needle trades. But there

was no reason for h Iaati to he restricted by that. He only needed a way

to break Galt. To starve them. To see that no other generation of Galtic

children ever saw the world.

It wasn't Seedless he needed. It was only Sterile. And there were any

number of ways to say that.

He sank lower into the water as the sense of relief and peace consumed

him. Destroying-the-Part- That-Continues, he thought as the little waves

touched his lips. Shattering-the-Part-"That-Continues. Crushing it.

Rotting it. Corroding it.

Corrupting it.

In his mind, Galt died. And he, Maati Vaupathai, killed it. What, he

asked himself, was victory in a single battle compared with that? Otah

had saved the city. Nlaati saw now how he could save everything.

21

Sinja woke, stiff with cold, to the sound of chopping. Outside the tent,

someone with a hand axe was breaking the ice at the top of the barrels.

It was still dark, but morning was always dark these days. He kicked off

his blankets and rose. The undyed wool of his inner robes held a hit of

the heat as he pulled on first one outer robe and then another with a

wide leather cloak over the top that creaked when he fastened the wide

hone broochwork.

Outside his tent, the army was already breaking camp. Columns of smoke

and steam rose from the wagons. Horses snorted, their breath pluming

white in the light of a falling moon. In the southeast, the dawn was

still only a lighter shade of black. Sinja walked to the cook fire and

squatted down beside it, a howl of barley gruel sweetened with

winepacked prunes in his hands. The heat of it was better than the

taste. Wine could do strange things to prunes.

The army had been marching for two and a half weeks. At a guess, there

were another three before they reached Machi. If there was no storm,

Sinja guessed they would lose a thousand men to frostbite, most of those

in the last ten days. He squinted into the dark, implacable sky and

watched the faintest stars begin to fade. 't'here would still be over