He’d stolen someone’s clothes? How fascinating. What made Nicholas St. Croix break a basic human law?
And did the theft mean everything Ash thought she’d learned about him was wrong? Guilt, driven by a dress and underwear. But that didn’t fit now, did it? Did he even have anything of Rachel’s aside from the passport, or had he tossed it all six years ago?
“Why?” she asked.
“Do you truly think I’d give a demon anything of hers?”
“I obviously shouldn’t have,” Ash said. The passport had seemed to legitimize the other items. He hadn’t faked or stolen that. “Why give me the identification?”
“You needed the passport to board the flight. It was necessary. I’d never have given you anything of Rachel’s for any other reason.”
That didn’t surprise her. She wondered, “So you do have more of her things?”
“Yes.” He lifted his computer again and focused on the screen, effectively dismissing her. “But they’re not for you to ever touch.”
Because he’d cared for Rachel and hated demons, Nicholas would apparently break human laws while seeking his revenge . . . or just to play a game on a demon who’d lost her memory.
Well, now. Ash’s smile widened. That was so much more interesting than guilt.
Nicholas ignored her for the remainder of the flight, but Ash didn’t mind. She passed the time watching the attendants; one of them hated the other two, yet spent hours pretending that she didn’t. Why the hatred? Ash didn’t care enough to ask. Simply observing the attendant proved to be an intriguing study: The woman concealed her feelings, yet so desperately wanted the others to know how she felt.
The others weren’t completely blind to it. Unease and uncertainty coated Ash’s tongue in their vinegary flavors when a smile became too brittle, a laugh sounded too shrill, or a gesture appeared too abrupt.
Yet each time, the other attendants shrugged their unease away. Why? Didn’t they trust their perception? Or was it just simpler to pretend they didn’t notice?
Whatever their reasons, people were endlessly fascinating, Ash decided. And the man across her probably only seemed all the more fascinating because she couldn’t read him as easily. Perhaps, unlike humans, demons didn’t like everything to be simple.
Perhaps it was only Ash who didn’t.
She turned her attention to Nicholas again, trying to sense beyond his emotional barriers. Did he have to consciously maintain those after erecting them? She waited, but they held strong—only cracking once, when the plane shook through a spat of turbulence.
Even then, she barely sensed anything from him other than mild surprise, followed by expectation. No fear. No dread. He only met her eyes and said, “If it’s Rosalia, I hope that you’ll catch me.”
Rosalia, the woman he’d spoken to on the phone earlier—the one he’d called a Guardian. Did he truly think she’d attack a plane, or was he playing with the amnesiac demon again?
Ash decided that he was jerking her chain when he told her, “Or it could be a dragon.”
Sure. Ash gave him a disbelieving look. He smiled that unpleasant little smile and resumed his work. By the time one of the flight attendants came over to assure them that the turbulence would pass soon, the cracks in his emotional barriers had closed again.
But the cracks had been there. His expectation had been real. And he had said something about demons having wings. Guardians might, too.
Did Ash have wings? She hoped so.
Ash didn’t know if she’d bother to catch Nicholas St. Croix, though.
Fortunately for him, he never needed her to. The plane landed without incident in New York shortly afterward. Ash pretended to be Rachel through customs, where, despite the story she’d prepared in anticipation of questions about Rachel’s disappearance, the officer spent more time reminding Ash to update her passport photo to include her tattoos than asking about the years she’d spent in England. After they verified her status as a U.S. citizen, she followed Nicholas to their waiting rental, a black luxury SUV.
Outside the terminal, the air hit Ash with an icy blast to her face, far colder than London had been. She gritted her teeth and shoved her hands into her pockets, only to yank them out again when Nicholas tossed the SUV’s key fob at her. She caught it and stared at him over the hood of the vehicle.
He moved to the passenger door. “You know how to drive?”
“Yes,” she responded automatically. But did she know how to?
She supposed they’d soon find out. He got in, and after she climbed into the driver’s side—yes, all the controls and pedals felt familiar—he reclined his seat and closed his eyes.
“You don’t need sleep. I do. So you drive.”
So he knew Ash didn’t need sleep. How much more did he know but hadn’t yet told her? Maybe she’d catch him, after all.
And she had to admit, he did look tired. Nicholas St. Croix couldn’t conceal everything he felt. Shadows darkened his eyes and stubble roughened his jaw. Though it was only just past midnight in New York, given the time change, he’d essentially remained awake until dawn.
“All right.” Ash turned the key. With a few beeps and chimes, the dashboard computer started up.
The screen had a map. She didn’t know how to use that.
“Where do I go?”
“West on Interstate 80, then north to Minnesota. We’ll stop in Duluth before we head up to her parents’ house.”
It would take a full day to drive that distance. “Why not just fly there?”
Nicholas opened his eyes and scanned her expression, as if to determine whether she was serious. He must have realized she was. Tiredly, he scrubbed his hand over his face and closed his eyes again.
“Why not just e-mail our destination to the Guardians and save them the trouble of trying to find us?”
Ah, yes. The Guardians. He hadn’t had time to tell her about them before, but they had twelve hundred miles to kill now—and a tired man could still talk.
She checked traffic and pulled out into the lane. “So who are the Guardians?”
“Warriors with angelic powers. They were all human once, but they were transformed after sacrificing themselves to save someone else. I don’t know the full story—I just know what matters: Guardians kill demons.”
Oh, fun. They sounded almost as likable as Nicholas. “I can’t wait to meet one,” Ash said dryly.
A low, rough sound made her glance over. Was that a laugh? She hoped he hadn’t hurt himself.
He caught her look. The laugh receded into a wry nod of acknowledgment. “I’m tired.”
“I’ll remember that exhaustion makes you more vulnerable.” Just like a good demon would, surely. “So, Guardians kill demons. Why?”
“Because you’re determined to destroy everything human.”
Ash shook her head. “But I’m not. I don’t recognize anything of myself in that description.”
“Your memory—”
“That doesn’t mean anything. I don’t remember learning to drive, either. But some things feel familiar—and destroying humanity doesn’t.”