For the first time, I understand Tamra. And the appeal of normal.
“Yes.” It feels good to say it. To pretend. To drink in the sight of him and forget there’s an ulterior reason I need to go out with him. A reason that’s going to tear us apart forever.
Stupid. Did you think you might have a future with him? Mom’s right. Time to grow up.
He smiles. Then he’s gone. Out the door. For a second, I’m confused. Then he’s at my door, opening it, helping me out.
Together we walk through the parking lot. Side by side. We move only a few feet before he slips his hand around mine. As we near the front of the building, I see several kids hanging out around the flagpole. Tamra with her usual crowd. Brooklyn at the head.
I try to tug my hand free. His fingers tighten on mine.
I glance at him, see the resolve in his eyes. His hazel eyes glint brightly in the already too hot morning. “Coward.”
“Oh.” The single sound escapes me. Outrage. Indignation.
I stop. Turn and face him. Feel something slip, give way, and crumble loose inside me.
Set free, it propels me.
Standing on my tiptoes, I circle my hand around his neck and pull his face down to mine.
Kiss him. Right there in front of the school. Reckless. Stupid. I stake a claim on him like I’ve got something to prove, like a draki standing before the pride in a bonding ceremony.
But then I forget our audience. Forget everything but the dry heat of our lips. My lungs tighten, contract. I feel my skin shimmer, warm as my lungs catch. Crackling heat works its way up my chest.
Not the smartest move I’ve ever made.
I break away before it’s too late. I feel the steam of my breath and compress my lips. My nostrils flare, and heat escapes that way. I brush my fingertips over my face, checking my skin.
“Hey, Will. Jacinda.” Xander passes us, his narrow face strangely mild, dark eyes slivered, empty, soulless.
Will tenses. That muscle is back, feathering the flesh of his jaw.
Angus is more obvious. A great burly ape walking beside his brother, gawking with his mouth open.
Will watches them walk away with hard eyes. The first bell rings.
“We’re going to be late.” I glance at the front doors. Everyone’s on the move. Bodies flood through the double doors. Tamra nods once at me before joining the mass exodus.
All except one. Brooklyn stands there, glossed lips pursed to a pinpoint, her glare fixed on me. I look away. Back at Will. He’s not looking at her. His eyes are fixed on me. My heart clenches. Nodding like he’s answering some silent question of himself, he takes my hand again.
And I forget about Brooklyn.
Catherine catches me in the hall before seventh period.
“Where’s your boyfriend?” she teases. Again.
She’s teased me all day. Ever since Will walked me to our lunch table before heading off to his class.
“I don’t know.”
I look around the crowded hall. So far, he’s been waiting outside my classes when the bell rings. I haven’t quite figured out how he gets there so quickly, but I’m not complaining. Struggling through the jammed hall is easier with him by my side. I suppose it’s what he does to my draki. Makes me strong. Makes everything else melt away…even my skin when I don’t want it to.
“Real quick. Let’s go to the bathroom before class.” I follow Catherine and duck into the bathroom near our study hall.
As I wait, she chats from the stall. “I’m going to a concert with Brendan tonight if you want to come—”
“I have plans.”
“Let me guess. Will.”
A girl leaves the bathroom and it’s just the two of us. The warning bell rings and the drone of students outside reduces to a faint murmur. Catherine emerges and moves to the sink.
“Better hurry,” I say.
The bathroom door swings open then, and we’re not alone anymore.
Brooklyn enters with four other girls. Her usual crew. None of them smile. All wear identical expressions on faces that I can’t help think look the same. Shiny lips. Smoky eye shadow. Perfect iron-straight hair.
Catherine shuts off the water. Shaking off her hands, she turns, her gaze assessing the group of girls blocking the door.
I sigh, strangely unmoved. I know why they’re here…guess it was bound to happen sooner or later. I’m only sorry that Catherine has to be involved.
The tardy bell rings.
The hall outside grows quiet, and we’re buried in sudden, tomblike silence with a group of girls determined to put me in my place.
Moments pass. Maybe minutes. I don’t know how long we wait for someone to speak or move. Watching Brooklyn, I’m not even sure she knows her next move, what she’s going to say or do.
I finally speak, hoping to take advantage of her indecision. “That was the bell. We don’t want to get marked absent.” I glance at Catherine, signaling her to follow me through the wall of girls.
“Yeah.” Brooklyn cocks her head, her tone caustic. “That’s just not such a big deal to me right now.”
I stop inches from her. She and her followers haven’t broken rank. Nothing short of bulldozing them is going to have an effect.
She continues, “But you know what is a big deal for me?”
I wait, hold her stare.
“Redheaded skags like you who come into my school and act like you own the place.”
Catherine breaks in, her voice the height of tired impatience. “Give it a rest, Brooklyn.”
One of Brooklyn’s girls gets in Catherine’s face. “No one’s talking to you, loser.”
Brooklyn moves in. We’re nose to nose.