My wings work hard, snap and strain to ease us down. The burn goes deep, penetrating the muscles of my back. And all the while, I can only think, He has draki blood.
Once we’re both on the ground, I inspect his body, run my hands over him, checking for serious injuries even as I want to inflict damage on him myself.
His gaze devours me. Smiling wanly, he lifts a hand to my cheek. “You’re exactly as I remember you.”
I snarl at him, beyond furious. How can he have draki blood? I thought we had no more secrets. I just jumped off a cliff for him. Exposed myself to Xander.
It all makes horrible sense now. Our connection, why he’s such a great tracker, why he’s so drawn to me. That sense of knowing each other. Suddenly nothing seems real anymore. Not what we have…had.
He shakes his head, wincing as though the motion hurts. “Please don’t be mad. I can explain. It happened when I was sick. The cancer…I was dying. My father gave me draki blood. He didn’t give me a choice. He lost my mom and refused to lose me, too….”
I bow my head, try to leash my anger, the conflicting emotions. His words run together like the distant buzz of an engine.
A breeze stirs, lifts my hair off my shoulders. On a windless night.
I whirl, heat licking up the center of my chest. I hiss a smoldering breath as the sleek, black shape sets down, the giant iridescent wings winking with purple light. Cassian.
Then I notice that he’s not alone. He holds Tamra so close to him that I don’t notice her at first. Not until he releases her. She stumbles from the dark press of his body as if she can’t get far enough, fast enough. Her amber eyes spit angry fire, but I’m glad he went back for her…relieved he didn’t leave her on top of Big Rock with Xander and the other hunters.
Cassian’s not looking at Tamra though. His purply black eyes glow menacingly in the night…first at me, then at Will.
Fear bites me deep, takes hold with sharp teeth, but I ignore it and stand before Will, trying to hide the sight of him.
I’ve seen Cassian many times in full manifest. But here, now, with none of the pride around, it’s a terrifying sight. He’s taller, bigger than when in human form. Muscles and tendons ripple beneath an endless stretch of gleaming black flesh. His large wings look almost leathery. Not cobweb sheets of gossamer like my wings.
I crouch on the balls of my feet and draw a deep breath, let the smolder build, readying to defend myself and Will.
I sense Will rise unsteadily to his feet behind me, and wish he would stay down.
Cassian’s purple-black gaze whips to him—a hungry predator ready to pounce. His wings flash behind him. Air hisses through his teeth.
“Back off,” I bark.
He cocks his head like he hears something far off and speaks thickly, “They’re coming.”
I pay attention then, and hear them, too. Xander’s voice, and the others descending the rock, looking for us.
On another breath, Cassian commands, “We must go. Now, Jacinda.”
Tamra watches, strangely quiet.
Understanding that I’m about to leave—probably for good—Will seizes my hand, forces me around, his expression fierce. “No, Jacinda. Don’t do it. Don’t think it. Don’t leave with him.”
His grip on my hand tightens with each word.
His image blurs, and I blink tears, fight against the thick sob rising up in my chest.
“I won’t let you—” Words rise on my lips, words I keep in. I can’t stay, Will. Not now. I’m sorry, so sorry. I wish I could say them. Wish he could understand.
Still, it’s as though he heard me. “No, Jacinda!” His gaze swings to where Cassian stands just beyond me. His lip curls. “You’re going with him. Back to the pride.” He says this like I’m heading into my death. And in some ways, I realize, leaving with Cassian is just that.
“No!” Tamra shouts from off to the side, as if she’s waking from a dream, beginning to grasp the situation.
I shake my head, stroking Will’s face with fire gold fingers, trying to reassure him.
“I won’t let him have you.”
Cassian takes a menacing step toward us, growling in draki speech, even though Will can’t understand, “You haven’t a say in this, human.” His gaze shifts then, his dark eyes bleeding into me, and despite his promise to not force me into anything against my will, unease trickles through me at the dark possession glowing there.
Will sees it, too. He breaks from me and surges toward Cassian in a crippled stagger.
“You don’t own her,” Will mutters darkly.
Cassian sees then what I’ve already marked. The purple blood dripping down Will’s face, dribbling like ink from a pen. He sees. He understands, knows Will is no ordinary human.
I hold my breath, hoping he won’t reactWith a roar, Cassian charges Will. I jump between them just before they collide, press a hand on each of their chests, feel their hearts jump wildly against my palms.
“Stop it! Both of you! Cassian, no!”
Will clutches my hand, presses it hard over his heart as he looks at me intently from his bloodied face. I blink and look away, unable to stare at all that purple blood…evidence of the life his father stole for him.
A throbbing growl swells from Cassian. I hold up a finger in warning, as if that will be enough to discourage him from ripping Will apart. Then I hear my name being called.
And Will’s. Closer.
Will looks in the direction of the voices, clearly alarmed. “Did they see you like this?”
His good eye fixes on me, glassy bright. “Did Xander see you?”
“Of course!” Tamra hisses, her face unnaturally pale. “She did it to save you!”
Will still looks to me, seeking confirmation from me. I nod once, the motion jerky and pained.
His whole body sags then, the fight gone. He drops his head and drags his hands through his hair. “Jacinda.” He says my name so softly, sad and broken as he finally understands.
I’m dead if I stay. We both know there is no choice now. I have to go.
Footsteps grow nearer. A stampede of them. I withdraw from Will and edge toward Cassian.
“Jacinda.” Will’s voice is strangled now, thick with emotion. He looks prepared to snatch me back against him, and a part of me wants that, craves that despite everything.
I stare starkly into his eyes, conveying what I don’t dare say in front of Cassian. He totters too close to the brink already. I love you. Even if I shouldn’t. Even if stolen draki blood feeds your life.
Will understands. I see it in his eyes. And his pain. The same pain I feel.
Staring hard into his eyes, I shake my head, sorry for the chance we lost. The chance we maybe never had. But not for saving him. I would do that again, no matter the cost.