Adikor Huld had forgotten what Last Five was like. He could smell them, smell all the women. They weren’t menstruating-not quite yet. The beginning of that, coinciding with the new moon, would mark the end of Last Five, the end of the current month and the start of the next. But they all would be menstruating soon; he could tell by the pheromones wafting on the air.
Well, not all of them, of course. The prepubescent ones-members of generation 148-wouldn’t, and neither would the postmenopausal ones-most members of generation 144, and just about everyone from earlier generations. And if any of them had been pregnant or lactating, they wouldn’t menstruate, either. But generation 149 wasn’t due for many months, and generation 148 had long since been weaned. Of course, there were a few who, usually through no fault of their own, were sterile. But the rest, all living together in the Center, all easily smelling each other’s pheromones, all synchronized in their cycles: they were all about to begin their periods.
Adikor understood well that it was hormonal changes that made so many of them testy at the end of each month, and why his male ancestors, long before they’d started numbering generations, had headed for the hills during this time.
The driver had dropped Adikor off near the home he had been looking for, a simple rectangular building, half grown by arboriculture, half built with bricks and mortar, with solar panels on its roof. Adikor took a deep breath through his mouth-a calming breath, bypassing his sinuses and his sense of smell. He let the air out slowly and walked along the small path through the arrangement of rocks and flowers and grasses and shrubs that covered the area in front of the house. When he got to the door-which was ajar-he called out, “Hello! Anybody home?”
A moment later, Jasmel Ket appeared. She was tall, lithe, and just past her 250th moon, the age of majority. Adikor could see Ponter in her face, and Klast, too; lucky Jasmel had inherited his eyes and her cheeks, instead of the other way around.
“W-w-what-” stammered Jasmel. She fought to compose herself, then tried again. “What are you doing here?”
“Healthy day, Jasmel,” said Adikor. “It’s been a long time.”
“You’ve got a lot of neck muscle coming here-and during Last Five besides!”
“I didn’t kill your father,” said Adikor. “Honestly, I did not.”
“He’s gone, isn’t he? If he’s alive, where is he?”
“If he’s dead, where is his body?” asked Adikor.
“I don’t know. Daklar says you disposed of it.”
“Is Daklar here?”
“No, she’s gone to the skills exchange.”
“May I come in?”
Jasmel glanced down at her Companion implant, as if to make sure it was still functioning. “I–I guess so,” she said.
“Thanks.” She stepped aside, and Adikor walked into the house. The interior was cool, a welcome relief from the summer heat. A household robot was puttering along in the background, lifting up knickknacks with its insect-like arms and sucking dust off them with a small vacuum.
“Where’s your sister?” asked Adikor.
“Megameg,” said Jasmel, emphasizing the name, as if it were a slight that Adikor had apparently forgotten it. “Megameg is playing barstalk with friends.”
Adikor wondered whether to demonstrate that he did know all about Megameg; after all, Ponter talked of her and Jasmel constantly. Had this been just a social call, he’d perhaps have let it go. But it was more than that; much more. “Megameg,” repeated Adikor. “Yes, Megameg Bek. A 148, isn’t she? A little small for her age, but feisty. She wants to be a surgeon when she grows up, I believe.”
Jasmel said nothing.
“And you,” said Adikor, driving the point home, “Jasmel Ket, are studying to be a historian. Your particular interest is pre-generation-one Evsoy, but you also have a fondness for generations thirty through forty here on this continent, and-”
“All right,” said Jasmel, cutting him off.
“Your father spoke of you often-and with great pride and love.”
Jasmel raised her eyebrow slightly, clearly both surprised and pleased.
“I did not kill him,” said Adikor again. “Believe me, I miss him more than I can say. It-” He stopped himself; he’d been about to point out that there hadn’t yet been a Two becoming One since Ponter’s disappearance; Jasmel hadn’t really had to face his absence yet. Indeed, it would have been unusual for her to have seen her father in the past three days, since Two last ceased being One. But Adikor had had to deal with the reality of Ponter’s absence, with the emptiness of their home, every waking moment since he’d disappeared. Still, it was pointless to argue whose grief was the greater; Adikor recognized, after all, for all that he loved Ponter, Ponter and his daughter Jasmel were genetically related.
Perhaps Jasmel had been thinking the same thing, though. “I miss him, too. Already. I-” She looked away. “I didn’t spend much time with him when Two last became One. There’s this boy, you see, who…”
Adikor nodded. He wasn’t quite sure what it was like for a father of a young woman. He himself had no child from generation 147; oh, he’d been paired to Lurt back when that generation was conceived, but somehow she hadn’t become pregnant-and, yes, they had endured the requisite jokes about a physicist and a chemist failing to understand biology. Adikor’s offspring from generation 148 was Dab, a small boy still living with his mother, and Dab wanted to spend every possible moment with his father when they got together each month.
But Adikor had heard Ponter’s-well, not complaints, really. He’d understood it was the natural way of things. But, still, that Jasmel had so little time for him when Two became One had saddened Ponter, Adikor knew. And now, it seemed, Jasmel was coming to grips with the fact that [115] her father wouldn’t be there ever again, that she’d missed out on time she could have spent with him, and now there was no way to make amends, no way to catch up, no way she would ever be hugged by him again, ever hear his voice praising her or telling her a joke or asking her how things were going.
Adikor looked around the room and helped himself to a seat. The chair was wooden, made by the same carpenter who supplied the ones he and Ponter had had on their deck; the woman had been an acquaintance of Klast.
Jasmel sat on the opposite side of the room. Behind her, the cleaning robot left, heading into another part of the house.
“Do you know what will happen if I’m found guilty?” asked Adikor.
Jasmel closed her eyes, perhaps to forestall them making a quick glance down. “Yes,” she said softly. But then, as if it were a defense: “What difference does it make, though? You’ve already reproduced; you’ve got two children.”
“No, I don’t,” said Adikor. “I have only one, a 148.”
“Oh,” said Jasmel softly, perhaps embarrassed that she knew less about her father’s partner than Adikor did about his partner’s daughters.
“And, besides, it’s not just me. My son Dab will be sterilized, too, and my sister Kelon-everyone who shares fifty percent of my genetic material.”
Of course, these were no longer the barbaric days of yore; this was the era of genetic testing. Normally, if Kelon or Dab could show that they hadn’t inherited Adikor’s aberrant genes, they would have been entitled to be spared an operation. But although some crimes had single genetic causes that were well understood, a murderous trait had no such simple markers. And, besides, murder was a crime so heinous, no possibility, however remote, of its predisposition being further passed on could be allowed.
“I’m sorry about that,” said Jasmel. “But…”
“There are no buts,” said Adikor. “I am innocent.”
“Then the adjudicator will find you so.”
Ah, the artlessness of youth, thought Adikor. It would almost be endearing, if it weren’t for what he had on the line. “This is a most unusual case,” Adikor said. “Even I admit that. But there is no reason I would have killed the man I love.”
“Daklar says it was difficult for you to always be downwind of my father.”
Adikor felt his back stiffen. “I wouldn’t say that.”
“I would,” said Jasmel. “My father-let’s be honest-was more intelligent than you. You didn’t like being an adjunct to his genius.”
“ ‘We contribute as best we can,’ ” said Adikor, quoting the Code of Civilization.
“Indeed we do,” said Jasmel. “And you wanted your contribution to be the principal one. But in your collaboration, it was Ponter’s ideas that were being tested.”
“That’s no reason to kill him,” snapped Adikor.
“Isn’t it? My father is gone, and you were the only one with him when he disappeared.”
“Yes, he’s gone. He’s gone, and-” Adikor felt tears welling at the corners of his eyes, tears of sadness and tears of frustration. “I miss him so much. I say this with my head tilted back: I did not do this. I couldn’t have.”
Jasmel looked at Adikor. He could see her nostrils dilating, taking in his scent, his pheromones. “Why should I believe you?” she said, crossing her arms in front of her chest.
Adikor frowned. He’d made his grief plain; he’d tried arguing emotions. But this girl had more than Ponter’s eyes; she had his mind, too-a keen, analytical mind, a mind that prized logic and rationality.
“All right,” said Adikor. “Consider this: if I am guilty of murdering your father, I will be sentenced. I will lose not just my ability to reproduce, but my position and my holdings. I will be unable to continue my work; the Gray Council will surely demand a more direct and tangible contribution from a convicted killer if I am to remain part of society.”
“And well they should,” said Jasmel.
“Ah, but if I’m not guilty-if no one is guilty, if your father is missing, if he’s lost, he needs help. He needs my help; I’m the only one who might be able to… to retrieve him. Without me, your father is gone for sure.” He looked at her golden eyes. “Don’t you see? The sensible position is to believe me: if I am lying, and I did murder Ponter-well, no punishment will bring him back. But if I am telling the truth, and Ponter was not murdered, then the only hope he has is if I can continue to search for him.”
“The mine has been searched,” said Jasmel, flatly.
“The mine, yes, but-” Did he dare tell her? It sounded crazy when the words echoed inside his head; he could only imagine how insane they would seem when given voice. “We were working with parallel universes,” said Adikor. “It’s possible-remotely possible, I know, but I refuse [118] to give up on him, on the man who is so very important to both you and me-that he has, well, slipped, somehow, into another of those universes.” He looked at her, imploring. “You must know something of your father’s work. Even if you made little time for him”-he saw those words cut deep-“he must have told you about our work, about his theories.”
Jasmel nodded. “He told me, yes.”
“Well, then, there might-just might-be a chance. But I need to get this reeking dooslarm basadlarm over with; I need to get back to work.”
Jasmel said nothing for a long time. Adikor knew from his own occasional arguments with her father that just letting her consider quietly would be more effective than pressing his point, but he couldn’t help himself. “Please, Jasmel. Please. It’s the only sensible wager to make: assume that I’m not guilty, and there’s a chance that we might get Ponter back. Assume that I am guilty, and he is surely gone for good.”
Jasmel was silent a while longer, then: “What do you want from me?”
Adikor blinked. “I, ah, I should have thought it was obvious,” he said. “I want you to speak on my behalf at the dooslarm basadlarm.”
“Me?” exclaimed Jasmel. “But I’m one of those accusing you of murder!”
Adikor held up his left wrist. “I’ve carefully reviewed the documents I was given. My accuser is your mother’s woman-mate, Daklar Bolbay, acting on behalf of your mother’s children: you, and Megameg Bek.”
“Exactly.”
“But she cannot act on your behalf. You’ve seen 250 moons now; you’re an adult. Yes, you can’t vote yet-neither can I, of course-but you are responsible for yourself. Daklar is still the tabant of young Megameg, but not of you.”
Jasmel frowned. “I–I hadn’t thought of that. I’ve gotten so used to Daklar looking after my sister and me…”
“You are your own person under the law now. And no one could better persuade an adjudicator that I did not murder Ponter than his own daughter.”
Jasmel closed her eyes, took a deep breath, and let it out slowly in a long, shuddery sigh. “All right,” she said at last. “All right. If there’s a chance, any chance at all, that my father still lives, I have to pursue it. I have to.” She nodded once. “Yes, I’ll be the one to speak on your behalf.”