She pulled back a little way. I looked into her blind eyes, the green shining tearful now. She said, “Daviot, I cannot betray Dharbek.”
I studied her face. I saw a strength I dreaded, a determination I feared. I read the direction of her thought. I’d run from that compass save it should have been a betrayal of this woman I loved, of the strength that made her what she was. I owed her better than that, and so I said, “What can you do, does worse come to worst?”
And she smiled-so brave, my Rwyan!-and told me, “Perhaps it shall not come to that. But does it-what choice have I, save to defy them?”
Almost, I said that she should speak put, answer whatever questions were asked, give whatever information was demanded; only survive, because without her my life should have no meaning. But that was selfishness and insulting to her courage. And I think she’d have scorned me had I said it aloud. So instead, I said, “The God will it not come to that.”
A small laugh then; and: “The God, Daviot? I’d thought you doubted his existence.”
“I do,” I said. “But be I wrong, then I ask he spare you. You deserve better.”
“I doubt,” she said, “that ‘deserve’ comes into this. It seems to me more happenstance-that I helped bring down Tezdal’s skyboat; that I was there when we found him. That he came to trust me, and I was chosen to escort him to Durbrecht. Even that the Sprite was the ship chosen. All happenstance, no?”
I wondered if she sought to strengthen her resolve with words or set aside contemplation of that resolution. If so, I’d help her: I said. “Happenstance? Or is there a pattern, and I’ve a part in it? Had we not met, should you have been sent so soon to the Sentinels? Had I not come to Carsbry when I did, I’d not have found you. Had Lan not given me this token-which he’d not have done save I knew Urt, who helped you and I to meet-then Ayl should surely have cast me overboard, and we’d not be together here. Aye, surely there’s a pattern too subtle for mere happenstance. It seems more like our fates are linked.”
I looked to comfort her (and am I honest, myself), but as I spoke, I saw a kind of truth in what I said. There was a pattern of some kind; at least an interweaving of our lives that surely ran more certain than random accident might dictate. It was as if we were fated to come together, and whether that was the God’s will or nebulous destiny, it seemed to me to become more real even as I spoke. I warmed to the subject.
“And the dreams,” I said. “That on the Sentinels you dreamed of me; not randomly, but as if you shared my dreams. And here-those judging eyes. Surely that cannot be happenstance.”
Her head tilted as if she saw me, and on her lovely face a frown set twinned creases between her eyes. Her lips pursed, luscious, so that I must struggle not to kiss them. Not yet; not whilst she seemed to find solace in my words.
“Perhaps it’s so,” she murmured. Then frowned deeper: “But Tezdal shared that latter dream.”
“And had Tezdal not been on that skyboat,” I said, “you’d not have found him on the rock, not come to Carsbry. I’d not have found you there, nor stowed away.”
“Then he’s a part of this pattern,” she said.
I’d seen it more in terms of we two, but I nodded and said, “I suppose he must be.”
“And Urt?” she asked. “That you knew him in Durbrecht, and had you not, he’d not have been sent to Karysvar, nor come here. Surely there’s another part?”
I nodded, though Rwyan could not see that, and murmured, “Yes, surely.”
I was frowning now. I had begun this wordplay intending nothing more than to comfort Rwyan. Now I began to wonder if we did not unravel threads of subconscious knowledge, somehow untangling strands of awareness to form a clearer picture … of what? That I could not say; not yet. But I felt we explored something here that I must pursue. That might-whatever ruled our destinies willing-afford us escape from our predicament.
“What is it?” Rwyan’s hands touched my face. “What silences you?”
“Urt is here,” I said. “Ayl told us that, no?”
“And a voice in their government,” she said.
“Then sooner or later we’ll speak.” I took her hands and kissed the palms. “And I can ask him if he’s shared our dreams.”
“Daviot!” She gripped both my hands, firm. “Do you say all this is truly so? Can it be?”
This straw seemed to me stronger. I said, “I’ll not tell you for certain, aye. But is it not strange, this interweaving of all our lives?”
She said, “Yes,” and once more pursed her lips in thought.
I could no longer resist: I kissed them. Her arms wound about my neck, and we lay upon the bed. Against my mouth Rwyan said, “What if we’re summoned by this Raethe?”
I answered her, “They sit late, Ayl said. And do they not, then they must wait.”
She laughed, and helped me find the lacings of her shirt.
We were in that room three days before the summons came. Ayl brought us out, with Glyn and five thickset bull-bred Changed in attendance. We were marched across the square and down a street that ended on the lake’s shore. It was early in the day, and I saw the skyboats clear as we were directed out along a pier. They were huge, floating like vast airborne slugs, their crimson flanks a bloody contrast to the pure blue of the water. I thought the baskets must hold a plenitude of Kho’rabi. Amongst them, like minnows swimming with whales, were the little scout vessels. It seemed to me the half-seen elementals sporting about the craft grew more agitated under my observance. I thought I heard their keening, but that might have been only the wind off the lake. Then Ayl tapped my shoulder, indicating I should board a skiff.
He took the tiller, and Glyn lowered the sail. There was room for only two more of our escort: we left the others on the pier. Rwyan took my hand. Her palm was damp, and when I looked at her face, I saw her jaw set firm, her lips a resolute line. Tezdal reached out and took her other hand. I could not resent that intimacy.
She smiled thinly and said, “Perhaps this necklace shall be removed now.”
I said, “Yes, all well.”
She said, “Where do we go?”
“Across the lake,” I answered.
The wind, which seemed not to affect the town much, was brisk out here, and we sped over the blue water. Waver lets lapped against the hull, and did I not look back to where the skyboats hung or wonder what lay ahead, I might have enjoyed the journey. Instead, I looked to the far shore, where a solitary building grew steadily larger.
It stood close to the shore, shining in the sun, for it was made all of white stone such as I’d not seen before in this unknown country. It was no more than a single level, and circular, with a portico running around its walls. I had the impression of a temple, surely of a place of power, though its architecture was plain. A pathway of the same pale stone stretched from the portico to a pier, where Ayl brought the skiff in.
We were handed ashore. Ayl beckoned us to follow, the rest falling into step behind. I saw that vivid flowers grew in profusion about the building, and insects filled the still air with their buzzing; but there were no birds. We climbed seven steps up to the portico and faced a door of wood shaved and bleached to match the stone. A brass gong hung there, and a mallet. Ayl took the hammer and struck a single ringing note that echoed sonorous down the colonnades. The door swung open on silent hinges. A woman-cat-bred, I thought-appeared. She seemed no different to any Changed female save that she wore a circlet of gold about her brow. Ayl ducked his head, and she nodded in reply, motioning us forward. As the door closed behind us, I realized Ayl and the others still stood outside.
“Do you follow me.”
It was not a question nor quite a command, but the woman turned and walked away as if she entertained no doubt but that we should obey. I thought she was not very old, perhaps younger than Rwyan, but possessed of such imperious confidence that she seemed ageless.
We crossed a broad vestibule that was, as best I judged, all seamless white marble to an inner door. The woman pushed it open and stood aside. We went through into a circular chamber lit bright by the windows that marched along the walls. My eyes narrowed against the glare, for it seemed that sunlight was reflected off every surface there. I was reminded of Decius’s chamber, unable to properly define the figures that occupied the tiered benches I faced. I suppose that was the intention: to set us at an immediate disadvantage.
Rwyan felt my hesitation and asked, “What is it?”
I told her, and as I did, my vision adjusted enough that I could better make out the room.
We stood on a kind of balcony, a semicircular balustrade opening on a short flight of steps that descended to an oval faced by the benches. The floor was yellow, not quite gold, and blinding; all else was white, save the clothing of our interviewers. That was a mixture of mundane homespun, simple leather, and brighter robes and gowns in a variety of colors. I thought perhaps fifty Changed sat studying us.
“Do you step down.”
The voice came from the midst of the watchers. As we obeyed, I looked for Urt, but the sun was in my eyes, and I could not find him.
The same voice said, “I am Geran, spokesman for the Raethe of Trebizar. You are hale? Your quarters are comfortable?”
I said, “Yes. Why are we here?”
Someone laughed at that and said, “You told us he was direct, Urt.”
He was present then: I felt more hopeful. I said, “Shall you remove Rwyan’s necklace now?”