Pekko stood behind him, his disdain like a burn between Vikram’s shoulder blades.
“Talk to her.”
Adelaide seemed half-dead. Vikram crouched in front of her, looked right into her eyes as he said her name. There was no response but the drowsy flicker of her eyelashes, as though she was drugged.
As they closed the door on the tiny room, Adelaide’s presence stayed with him, as if she had become a part of his own pulse. He could not set aside the image of her face under Pekko’s torchlight. Somehow, he had to protect her.
One of them was always on watch. They patrolled the circumference of the tower, walking through the empty laboratories, past the torched counters, around metal twisted into weird sculptures and the traces of clumsily adapted sleeping spaces. Ilona and Rikard went to check that their blockades were still in place in the other stairwells. Peering out of the dirt filmed window-walls, they watched for any sign of skadi vehicles. The only boats they saw were fish barges heading out to sea.
Pekko contacted the other cells. He reported that they were holding out. The second cell had arranged a call to the Citizens which they would link to Pekko later in the day. The others played cards. They made up a game with a motley collection of chess, Shells and Sharkbait rules. Buried in the dirt, Vikram found a necklace carved out of bone. The string had rotted. When he lifted it the beads scuttled away. He collected them up and they used the pieces for counters.
Nils called Rikard on a point.
“That was five.”
“It was a six.”
“It was a five, I saw it tip.”
“It was a fucking six.”
“Guys, come on!” Drake grabbed the die. “Just throw it again.”
Around lunch time, Rikard handed out kelp squares. Vikram knew that he should be hungry but his stomach felt like air. He had to force himself to eat. Afterwards, he swallowed a few of the pills surreptitiously.
Vikram’s memories of the last riots were all vivid, fast-paced scenes-images of action, of violence, of cold clear mornings and wet nightfalls peppered with the clash of Home Guard guns. Perhaps there had been waiting too. Perhaps he had forgotten. He itched for information, for any news. He would have slid easily into the group’s routines.
He spoke to Pekko.
“Why don’t you let me take a patrol? Split the shifts between us?”
Pekko looked at him and said, “I don’t think so.”
“I want to help.”
“It’s not negotiable.”
As they threw down hand after hand of Pirahna and Sharkbait, he went through every possible and impossible solution in his head. Vikram would not-he could not betray his friends. The act was unthinkable. That did not mean he wasn’t searching for a way to get Adelaide out. Could one of fishing boats help him-could he get out a message? What if he let Adelaide escape, told her to hide in the tower until it was all over? Could he make it look like she’d got out by herself?
By mid-afternoon, he was exhausted. He curled up for a rest. He was only going to doze for thirty minutes but slept for several hours. The lost time worried him. His body never used to crash out with such dangerous oblivion.
When he woke, Pekko was out of the room. Vikram stretched his stiff, groggy limbs, easing cracks out of his knee and elbow joints. He winced as he kneaded the circulation into his muscles. He smelled tobacco. Nils lay on his side, dragging on a cigarette, hacking after every inhalation. Vikram had an instant craving for one of Adelaide’s cigarillos, their warm, woody, complex taste, even their acrid afterbite. Next to Nils, Ilona was filing down her nails with a bit of metal. On the other side of the heater, Rikard and Drake sat talking quietly.
“My brother’s over with Maak’s people,” Rikard was saying.
“Is he your real brother?”
“No. Good as, though.”
“Course. What does he think?”
“Same as us. That it’s changed. Used to be about equality, but everyone knows that isn’t coming. Says there’s been a lot of talk in the last year. About changing policy.”
“In Surface?”
“Everywhere.”
“I suppose your brother sees a lot of Maak, working with them.”
Rikard had clearly seen that Vikram was awake, but he answered Drake nonetheless. “I don’t think anyone sees too much of the man.”
“Who is Maak?” Vikram asked. His voice came out hoarse and crackly, and he cleared his throat.
“Who is he, or who was he?” said Rikard.
“Both.”
Rikard stretched out his legs. “He used to be a petty dealer. Greenhouse drugs, bit of manta on the side. Rose up to second in the Juraj gang. According to legend, he killed Juraj, then hacked him up and used the body parts for fish bait.”
“But Juraj burned. On a pyre. We saw it.”
“Not his limbs. Maak kept the limbs. But the fire fight-that was him, yeah. Crazed. A lot of Juraj’s supporters died that night, shot to bits by the skadi. Conveniently for Maak.”
“It’s true,” said Ilona. “When we heard about it, us girls on the boats, we were pleased at first. Juraj did terrible things to the girls.”
Nils squeezed her hand.
“But Maak is no better than Juraj,” Ilona added. “He burns people alive. He loves to burn things. He made a girl unconscious, then put her on a pyre all soaked in oil. When she woke up she was on fire. We all heard the screams.”
Drake scoffed. “I never heard that. They’re making things up to scare you.”
“I heard the screams,” Ilona insisted.
Rikard gave a lopsided smile. “Anyway, however Maak killed the old man, he’s merged the Juraj and the Roch gangs. Now he’s just known as the Coordinator.”
“Except that he’s never seen. The man’s like a ghost,” Nils put in.
“The Coordinator.” So Linus Rechnov had been right about one thing. “But what does he coordinate?”
“Violence,” said Rikard. “Assassinations. Hostages. That’s the way it’s going.”
“It’s not about justice any more,” said Drake. “It’s about war. That’s the choice people have made.”
“We never had a choice,” said Nils abruptly. “They made it for us. They make the same choice every time they slaughter one of us.”
“But we don’t have the resources to fight them, never mind attack them,” Drake said. “We never have.”
“That’s why Maak wants insiders,” said Rikard. “He’s taking on old principles. The man thinks like an Osuwite-the NWO radicals didn’t go far enough for him.”
Nils exhaled a trickle of smoke through his nostrils. “D’you reckon it was the NWO who killed the Dumays, Rikard?”
“I don’t know. Maybe.”
“Could have been anyone,” said Drake. “You know what I think? I think the Rechnovs did it. Them or the Ngozis.” She held her hands over the heater, rubbing them together. “Makes perfect sense. They wanted everyone to hate the west, so they killed off two of their own.”
“Could well be,” Rikard nodded. “Why don’t you ask the girl?”
Drake laughed. “Adelaide? She don’t know anything.”
Rikard looked at Vikram, as if for confirmation. Vikram thought of his last conversation with Linus. He thought of the man’s reaction when he said Whitefly. But Adelaide hadn’t known about that either; she’d been fishing for information. Once again, he thought of her drugged, ice-bound eyes. There had to be a way to get her out without compromising the others. Adelaide would listen to him. If he told her to hide, she’d hide.
“Honestly,” he said. “I don’t think she does.”
When Pekko returned, his face was agitated. He stood in the doorway, surveying them all, until one by one their conversations dropped away. His hands, buried in his pockets, clenched and unclenched. At first it was not clear whether the news was good or bad. Then a smile twisted Pekko’s mouth.
“We have a location for the exchange,” he said.
Everyone spoke at once.
“When, Pekko?”
“Who did you speak to?”
“What did they say?”
Pekko came to sit by the heater, not next to anyone but in a space of his own. He was clearly relishing his moment of triumph.
“Tomorrow, two hours after sun-up. S-294-W. They’ve promised to withdraw the patrol force. They’re sending the food supplies.”
Rikard rattled two die between his hands.
“Will they expect to see the girl before they release the boats?”
Pekko barked with laughter.
“The girl’s going nowhere near the place. All we have to do is sit tight and let Sorren’s cell take care of it. They’ll seize the supplies. If the Citizens complain we can always send them a bit of the girl. A finger, for example.”
Excitedly, the group discussed the logistics. Vikram said nothing. The back of his neck tingled where the dampened tracker was lodged. Implanted, Pekko had said. What in hell’s tide had Linus put on him? Had he really imagined Vikram would trust Linus to keep his side of the bargain?
“I’ll go check on Adelaide,” said Ilona, as if she could read his thoughts.
“Already done,” Pekko shot over his shoulder. He grinned. “Not in the best state, our little princess. Learning how the real folk live.”
His eyes slid to Vikram: a slow, thoughtful look.
Sunset fell. Vikram accompanied Nils on his watch. They felt their way around the circumference of the window-wall, peering through the opaque glass for the telltale lights of skadi boats. The wind had dropped. On the other side of the tower, they stood watching the sea. The moon glimmered faintly on the waves.
Vikram spoke softly to Nils. “Do you blame me for going to the City?”
“You did what any of us would have done.”
“That’s not a no.”
“You’re still pedantic. Anyway, it’s what Mikkeli would have wanted.”
“She did?”
“Of course. It was her great plan. You were always the clever one. She had ambitions, that girl.”
“But that’s what Keli wanted. And she’s gone. It’s us that’s still here.”
Nils’s sigh was heavy. “Of course I can’t blame you, Vik. You were doing good stuff with those schemes.”
“Didn’t work.”
“Not your fault. Things were already in motion.” Nils paused. “Drake and I agreed we’d try and keep you out of it.”
“What? Why?”
“C’mon, Vik. After last time…”
“You were trying to protect me.” Of course they were, he thought. He’d have done the same, had their situations been reversed.
“Well I guess that didn’t work either,” said Nils. “I don’t know what to think any more. Seems like people just keep vanishing. Keli. You. And it eats away at you. Makes you start to wonder about things.”
“What kind of things?”
“What’s ahead. I mean really ahead. I do think of those days, Vik-Horizon, Eirik, all the things he used to talk about-and he really, properly believed them. But it seems like madness. I don’t know what we thought would happen. Maybe back then, everything seemed-well, further away. Like we could beat it. But it’s here, isn’t it. I realized that when they drowned Eirik. I mean, this is it. I’m standing here with a gun and we’ve taken a Rechov hostage. A Rechnov, for stars’ sake.”
Vikram had no answer. He understood what Nils meant. He had seen Adelaide, and he had a choice to make. He could not delay much longer.
Outside, there was nothing but a vacuum.
He said, “Don’t think I haven’t noticed the coughing.”
“Stars, it’s nothing.”
“I’ve got City medicine. I’ll give you some.”
“It’s not serious.”
The lie hung between them, Vikram not knowing what to say, Nils clearly wishing the issue closed. Instead, Vikram asked, “What are they going to do with Adelaide?”
“It’s up to Maak. He’s in charge.”
Vikram could not see Nils’s face, but he heard the tension in his voice.
“Pekko wants her dead, doesn’t he?”
“It’s not Pekko’s decision. If Maak has any sense, he’ll strike a real bargain. We could get a lot out of that girl. We got you out of jail because of her, didn’t we?”
“And what if Pekko doesn’t listen to Maak?”
Nils’s silence was all the answer Vikram needed.
He lay awake through the hours of Pekko’s watch and then through Drake’s. Pekko fell asleep, his breathing quick and even. Drake got up and went on patrol. Vikram’s mind wandered. He found himself revisiting the ships rusting away in the harbour, all the expedition boats that had left Osiris, years before he was born. For the first time it struck him as peculiar that none of them had ever come back. Not a single one.
The Rechnovs had a secret. What if no-one was meant to leave? What if “Whitefly” was the key to enforcing that?
The wind moaned and rattled the boards in the window-wall. He shook aside the thought. It was only ghosts whispering in his ear. Their malice was childish.
Drake returned. He watched her face, tinged red with the glow of the heater. She huddled over it, her hands resting on her knees and her chin upon her hands.
“What time is it?” he muttered.
“About half four. Get some sleep, Vik.”
“I can’t. My mind’s too awake. D’you remember the story of the last balloon flight, Drake?”
She gave him a tired smile. He sensed she had been lost in her own thoughts. Perhaps now was not the time for his. “The one Keli talks about. Yeah, I remember. It’s not a good story though, really, is it.”
“No. I guess not.”
He lay back once more, watching a drop of moisture form on the ceiling until it fell onto the heater with a hiss. Even though the plaster was crumbling and the tower was falling apart, the sight of the water did not fill him with horror as it had done in the cell. For the first time, he felt the full relief of his escape.
I’d rather die than go back.
“Keli said the balloon would appear one day,” said Drake softly. “A huge, bright, striped balloon, floating through the sky.”
She fell silent again. He noticed the lapse into the past tense, as though Drake was too tired to pretend any longer, to offer respect because respect could not restore the dead.
He glanced across at Nils and Ilona. They slept side by side, Nils’s arm hugging Ilona’s tiny body tightly against him.
But if I can’t go back, then there’s something I have to do.
Vikram got up and stepped stealthily around the sleeping bodies of the others.
“Drake. I need to see Adelaide.”
Drake’s eyes darted towards the door, towards the room where Adelaide was being held. She looked back at him and her forehead was creased.
“Vik-”
“It’s alright,” he said quietly. “I know.”
He slipped away before she could protest.
He turned the handle and pushed it open. The sour smell of confinement wafted out.
“Close your eyes,” he said. “I’m going to switch on the torch.”
There was no reply. He could not tell if she was awake or asleep. He flicked on the torch. She was in a foetal position, her face hidden as it had been before. Her wrists were tiny in the ring of the handcuffs and the joints of her hands were swollen. He felt a surge of pity.
“Adelaide. I’ve brought you a light. And something to eat.”
No response. He moved the beam of the torch directly upon her.
“It’s Vikram,” he tried.
He shut the door and put the torch on the ground. He knelt in front of Adelaide to set down the two flasks he had brought. She looked to be carved out of stone.
He touched her arm lightly and she shuddered. A sigh of relief escaped him. She was still alive. Now he needed her conscious.
“Adelaide. Look at me, if you can.”
Still she gave no answer, so he took her shoulders and turned her towards him. Her head drooped. He pushed aside the tangled hair. Her eyes were slits. Vikram brought the flask of water to her lips and dribbled a little into her mouth. She gasped and began to shake.
“Woke me,” she mumbled. “Woke… me…”
“You need to drink,” he ordered. “Water first. Open your mouth.” He tilted the flask once more. “Swallow. Good.”
He saw the effect of the liquid with every drop. She had been lapsing into hypothermia. It was lucky she had City clothes, ripped and filthy but locking in some crucial insulation. Next, he took the flask of broth. She choked on the first mouthful. Her eyes sprang open, suddenly bright. She glared at him. He knew that glare. He had seen it in other people, in westerners, in visitors to the shelter; the helpless defiance of the already defeated. He pushed the flask mercilessly against her mouth.
“Drink. If you don’t drink this your body is going to shut down and you’ll collapse. You mustn’t go to sleep. You have to stay alert.”
“Nothing… keep me awake.”
“I won’t leave you on your own again. You’re getting sick.”
He examined her properly, with a curious sense of reversal. Had Adelaide’s brother looked at Vikram with this same, scientific scrutiny? Assessing his body’s deterioration, its potential for one final surge of activity? The skin around her eyes was shiny and tender, but her face had lost weight. With her bone structure newly close to the surface, she had the freakish beauty of the otherworldly.
He took a bit of wire he’d found on the floor from his pocket and inserted it into the handcuff lock. It took only a minute to release them. He massaged her wrists to revive the circulation. She winced. He took an adrenalin syringe out of its plastic packaging and rolled up her sleeve. He found a vein in the crook of her elbow, inserted the needle, squeezed the fluid out.
“My leg got hurt.”
He looked down. Her trousers had ripped and there was a six inch gash down her calf. The surrounding flesh was swollen with infection.
“Went through… a bridge…”
Shit, he thought. That would slow her, if she got the chance to run. But he said nothing, dug out a couple of the antibiotic pills from the nurse’s bag and pushed them between her lips. He put the water flask into her hands and to her mouth again. Water trickled down her chin. She wiped it away. The gesture took a long time.
“Why did you come here?” he said. It sounded harsher than he had meant.
She blinked.
“What-what is-this place?”
“It’s the unremembered quarters.”
She put down the flask. The adrenalin would take effect soon. Her pulse would quicken. Darts of pain would spark in her limbs as sensation returned alongside full consciousness. He had experienced it many times; it would be new to her.
“Why did you come?” he repeated.
She wrapped her arms once more around her body. “Cold.”
“I know. Adelaide-”
“Why did I come. To the west, you mean. To your city.”
“It was madness,” he said roughly.
“Then I came because I’m mad.” She attempted a smile. He saw a bead of blood forming on her lips where the skin had flaked and cracked. He took her right hand and began to knead her muscles through the fabric of the glove. He worked steadily up the arm, towards her shoulder.
“There’s no point in playing games now.” He kept his voice even.
“Then let me out of here, and stop… talking to me.”
“I can’t let you out. You’re the only leverage they have.”
“They?”
His eyes flicked to hers. “We.”
“I’m not sure you’re so sure.”
Vikram’s thumbs paused. “Those people out there have been my life. Whatever’s happened, I owe them mine and everything that’s part of it.”
“I suppose my father made you a good offer.”
“I didn’t see Feodor. I saw Linus.”
“Even better. Don’t tell me it hasn’t played on your mind. Especially here. There’s only death here. And cold. So cold. You don’t like the cold, Vik.”
The abbreviation dropped from her mouth, easily, a little sadly. How hard it is, he thought, to let go the trappings of intimacy. He knew this girl; he knew the patterns of her skin beneath the dirt, the conundrum of freckles. He knew the hiccups in her breathing cycle. He knew the smell of her, as though she was made from sea-stuff, as she would one day return to it. He knew that in the aftermath of a nightmare, her eyelids flew open and she would stare at the ceiling, oxygen stopped in her lungs, before she let go the breath.
They knew each other’s loss. That was what had drawn them together; two spirits reaching into the past, whose fingertips had touched in searching.
Adelaide was shivering. Vikram’s hands had stopped moving, circling her upper arm. He let her go.
“I’m used to the cold,” he said.
“You told me you like fire. Love fire, you said.”
“I told you a lot of things I shouldn’t have.”
Adelaide lifted her eyes to his. They were bright with moisture, like oysters glistening in their shells.
“Shame,” she said softly. “I thought perhaps you were going to bust me out after all.”
“We need you,” he said. “You’re too valuable.”
Again she smiled, and the bead of blood spread. He suppressed the impulse to wipe it away.
“Don’t overestimate me. I’m as much use to them dead as I am alive. Not the best ending for the Rechnovs, two children down, but I’d become a martyr. They’re very marketable. And then other people would do other things, and gradually, they’d forget me. There’s always someone to come after.”
There was no doubt as she spoke; her tone was absolute certainty. She tilted her head to one side, looking at him as though curious to know if there could be any opposition. Single-minded, but always sure. If he loved one thing about her, it must be that. He inhabited a world of greys and doubts, a world that constantly shrank and receded. Adelaide held it still. She had made herself blinkered because she refused to look at alternatives.
Except in coming here.
“Why did you come, Adelaide?”
“I don’t think, Vikram, that you truly wish to know. Things weren’t so… agreeable… between us, when we parted last.”
“What did you expect?” he flashed. “I was sent underwater because of you. You can’t understand what it does to you, that place.”
“I tried to get you out,” she insisted.
“You had no chance. Your own family locked you up, you were fooling us both. You’re an idiot.”
A slow dripping in the corner reminded him of time ticking down.
“I’m cold,” said Adelaide.
He pulled her against him, wrapping his arms around her, resting his chin on her head. One of her hands curled around his wrist. She was too weak for tricks. He was holding what was left of Adelaide Mystik. Or Adelaide Rechnov, or whoever she was. She felt fragile, strangely malleable, and tense all at once. She felt like the scent of dried roses.
Instinctively, he tightened his arms.
“That better?”
“I was never this cold before. You were, weren’t you.”
“Yes. Yes, I’ve been this cold. Lots of times.”
He had told himself there was a way out, a way to save her and to save them. He could ask himself what Keli would have done, what Eirik would have done, even what his old self would have done. But all of those people, one way or another, were already a part of him. The decision was his own to live with-or not.
If he got her out-if he took her back east, and Linus kept his word-the guilt would corrode him from the inside out. Sooner or later he would blame Adelaide, and eventually, he would hate her.
He pressed his lips against her dirty hair. Between the roots, her scalp was chalk white.
“It was my destiny to come here,” Adelaide whispered.
Vikram’s throat was tight. He swallowed, quietly, so she would not hear. “You, of all people, make your own destiny.”
“It’s written in the stars. It’s written in the salt.”
“What are you talking about?”
“The Teller told me. And Second Grandmother, a long time ago.”
“That’s why you came to the west? Because of some stupid prediction?”
“I had to come. I had to follow Axel.”
“You think he’s here.”
She didn’t answer. His eyes were wet and he blinked the moisture away. He owed her the truth, at least.
“He’s not, Adelaide. I know that because… he wrote to you. He wrote you a letter.”
The silence stretched out.
“It was before we went to Council. A woman came to your apartment with a letter for you. I don’t know who she was-a westerner, I think. An airlift. She gave me the letter. I read it.”
“And what did this letter say?” Adelaide’s voice was a tumble of hard little stones.
He told it to her, word by word, sentence by sentence. The image it of was glued to his mind. He saw Axel’s handwriting, the green loops of the y s and the g s, the paper folded into a horse’s head. Adelaide was shaking.
“Where is it?”
“I gave it to Linus.”
“Oh.”
“Adie-”
“Don’t.”
“He was saying goodbye. Adelaide, it was a suicide note.”
“Don’t you dare judge him.”
“I’m not judging him. I’m not saying that what he did was wrong.”
“He would never do that. He couldn’t-”
“I’m sorry. But I think the letter makes it clear. There was no conspiracy. Axel was ill, you told me that yourself.”
She wrenched away from him. Her face crumpled.
“Don’t you say his name. Axel would never do that. He would never leave me. Don’t you understand, Vik? Axel would never leave me.”
“I’m so sorry, Adie.”
“Get out!” Her voice broke. “Did you come in here to torment me? Is this another of your people’s games? Get out!”
Vikram felt numb. Seeing her face, he wished now that he had not said anything. What had been the point? If Pekko had his way, Adelaide Mystik would be dead by daylight.