He scrambled halfway up on his feet, then fell back down. "The wall's too far away," he complained. We had been using it to pull ourselves up.
"Okay. Let me stand first."
But before I was all the way up, he pulled on me, eager to get going. I lost my footing and came crashing down with him.
Others skaters laughed.
"Patrick, you must wait," I said, attempting to rise again.
Something in him just couldn't. We landed on the ice once more.
"Patrick!"
"I didn't mean it!"
"I know, but you must listen to me." I rubbed my backside and glanced around the rink. At that moment, my body hurt a lot more than my pride. "Why don't we crawl to the wall," I suggested. "Come on, make like a dog."
Patrick thought that was funny, and barked and crawled. I reached the wall first and pulled myself up.
"Hello, Kate."
Sam. He was sitting in the first row, his arms draped casually over the seatbacks, his school pack on one side, his skates and sports bag on the other.
"Sam, you're here!" Patrick said joyfully, using me and the wall to pull himself up. "Guess what, I'm skating!
"Is that what that is. And what is Kate doing?" Sam asked.
"She's teaching me. Want to skate with us?"
Sam glanced at his watch.
"I'm sure he's too busy, Patrick."
"Are you?" Sam replied. "Do you know my scheduler "Well no, of course not," I sputtered. "I simply didn't want you to feel as if you had to."
I never feel as if I have to do something," he said, then laughed at himself. "I'm cool. Here's the situation. I've got a pile of homework, but I'm waiting for Dion." He pointed to a guy skating backward on the ice. "He was late today. Coach assigned him laps. So, maybe I can give you a few pointers, Patrick" he glanced at me uncertainly-"or maybe not."
For Patrick, this was better than Christmas. "That would be very nice," I said.
Sam slipped the plastic guards from his skates, then pulled them on. His sweater sleeves were pushed up, revealing the muscles in his forearms. I watched his strong fingers as he quickly laced his skates. He glanced up, and I turned away."Do you want me to stay around for the lesson?" I asked, when Sam had stepped onto the ice. His shoulders were huge, even without the hockey padding. Patrick gawked up at him.
Sam studied my face. "You don't want to."
I thought it might be easier without me."
Sam smiled; he didn't believe the excuse.
"Call if you need me," I said, pushing off quickly, aware of the heat in my cheeks.
For the first five laps I skated looking straight ahead, but when I thought they had forgotten about me, I stopped to watch from a distance. Patrick listened intently to Sam, taking in every word. I laughed to myself when his little-boy arms gestured the same way Sam's did, imitating even the non skating moves. How could a guy resist a child who so adored him?
Sam squatted next to Patrick and adjusted the position of his feet for the hundredth time. Patrick skated, began to turn, and took a spill. Tears startedfrom frustration, I thought, rather than hurt. Sam crouched down again. He talked to Patrick, holding his face in his hands. How could a girl resist a guy who was so tender with a child?
Skate, Kate, I told myself, and moved my legs faster, as if I could give my thoughts and feelings the slip. Dion, making his laps, caught my eye and flashed me a smile. I wondered about Sam's friends, who they were, what they did, what kind of girls he dated. I skated on and tried to think about other things, focusing my attention on the talk show that was being broadcast over the college's radio station.
"Is there anyone here named Kate?"
I looked quickly to the right. Sam had caught up with me. "Sorry, were you talking to me? Where's Patrick?" I asked, spinning on my skates, looking for my charge.
"He's okay. Dion's taking care of him."
I skated more slowly, checking out the situation across the rink.
Sam matched my strides. "So how's it going?"
"I think he's catching on. You're a good teacher."
Sam sighed. "I was asking about you."
"Oh. Everything is, uh, going well."
"Everything like what?" Sam asked.
I felt confused, by his presence more than his question. "Like… whatever it is you were asking about!"
He laughed, and the back of his hand brushed the back of mine.
"About Patrick," I began.
"A safe subject," he remarked, "especially given the others we share."
"Do you know where they sell hockey sticks for little boys?"
"Yes. I can go with him when he's ready to buy. But don't rush him. Let him get his confidence as a skater first."
Sam's hand brushed my hand a second time.
"In the meantime I should get him some kind of crash helmet," I said.
"Definitely."
"About your hat, the one you lent me yesterday, I'll get it back to you."
"No hurry." His hand touched mine a third time.
"Kate, when a guy skates with a girl and brushes her hand, she is supposed to take it."