"What's going on?"
"She's going in for counseling." Counseling?"
Tracy sighed. "Oh, come on, Pen, We've all kept quiet the last couple of years while we watched her waste away. I don't know what prompted her, but she started talking to me and Morgan at the last meeting about wanting to get back in control."
"That's great." I was so happy for Kara. Happy and concerned.
"So, anyways," Tracy continued. "The program she is going to is all weekend long."
"Of course, it's fine." I felt bad that I didn't know about it or hadn't been there for Kara.
Ryan came walking toward his locker. it was the first time I had seen him outside of World History in a week.
"Hey, Ryan!' Tracy said.
He looked up from his locker. "Hey, Tracy."
He, once again, didn't even look at me. He quickly grabbed his things and left.
Tracy looked between me and Ryan, who was walking out the door. "What's going on with you two, anyways?"
"Nothing," And that was the truth. There was absolutely, positively nothing going on.
I decided I was going to use the week before thanksgiving break to focus back on the Club. I'd had enough of stressing over Ryan's coldness and Nate's desire to be friends.
"Okay, spill it!" Tracy said to Morgan as she sat down at our meeting on Saturday. "We want details."
Morgan blushed as the entire group awaited the details of her first date with Tyson.
"Well, Tyson picked me up in his mom's station wagon."
"He did not!" Erin exclaimed. "that is so not what I pictured."
"I know." Morgan smiled. "I thought he would've had some rock-star car, but it was really sweet. We went to the Mexicana Grill and had the greatest meal — they have the best guacamole.
Then we went to the garage, and I got to hear their band rehearse, and he sang a song for me." Morgan blushed at the memory.
"An original song?" Teresa asked.
As Morgan continued the story of her night, I looked around at the group. Everybody was interested in Morgan's date and happy for her. I couldn't help but smile. these were the kinds of friends that I needed. Supportive ones.
Not Nate, who'd betrayed me. And not Ryan, who was so quick to dismiss me.
"Did he kiss you or not: I said details," Tracy teased.
Morgan blushed and looked down.
A chorus of "wooo" filled the room as Morgan put her hands up to her face. "Penny, you've got to help me," she begged.
"All right, all right. Let the girl have some amount of privacy." I laughed.
I went through a list of movies we could watch and let the debate start between an eighties teen comedy or a horror flick.
"Hey, Penny." Teresa Finer came up to me. "Would it be okay if Marta and I went upstairs to study?"
"Study? it's a Saturday night, guys."
Marta Gonzales took out her Advanced Calculus textbook. "I know, but there's a big test on Monday we need to go over."
Teresa leaned in. "I failed the last exam, and if my grade drops any lower I'm going to lose my volleyball scholarship at UW."
"Oh, of course!" I motioned for them to follow me as I walked them up to my room. "It will be quiet here. Let me know if you need anything."
"Thanks," Teresa said as she sat down on my floor.
When I headed downstairs, I saw I had a text from Nate. Tracy had shut off his ringer, but that didn't mean he couldn't get through.
I flipped open the phone and burst out laughing.
"What's going on?" Tracy was in the kitchen with Diane getting more food.
I kept laughing. "Oh, it's this text from Nate.."
Tracy ran over and grabbed the phone. "What; I don't get it."
"What's it say?" Diane asked.
"Milk was a had choice," Tracy read. I burst out laughing again.
"It's.." I kept giggling. "It's from Anchorman. We saw it this summer on TV, and we kept quoting lines from it all the time. See, it was really hot out. ."
Tracy and Diane were both horrified.
"Penny, have you lost your mind?"
"What? it's a funny movie."
"You don't see what he's doing?"
What was he doing?
Tracy hit the delete button. "I'm keeping this tonight." She put my phone in her pocket. "Let's go back downstairs. Maybe being around the group will remind you why we're here."
I followed Tracy downstairs. But I had a smile on my face, remembering laughing so hard with Nate that I had tears running down my face. Good tears.
I had almost forgotten that there were good times with Nate.