Fitzwilliam arose early, as was his routine enforced by years in camp. After breakfast, he joined Rosings’ steward in the library to review the condition of the estate.
Hours later, the steward left a very bewildered colonel in that room. Richard sat before a desk strewn with maps, contracts, agreements, surveys, estimates, and at least a dozen documents he could not understand. He had been prepared for work, but this was so far out of his experience that at first he felt a sense of drowning. Half of what the steward said sounded like gibberish. Finally, after giving over his pride, he began to ask what he thought were very simple questions, but the steward answered them fully, never showing in his countenance that he thought the colonel was a simpleton. No, in fact, he treated Richard with the greatest patience and respect and readily agreed to ride the property with him the next day.
As for Fitzwilliam, the lessons in estate management his father insisted he take had finally come back to him about an hour into the interview. Richard was still confused over many points, but the conclusion was clear: Rosings was failing. The realization of the true condition of the place weighed heavily on him. Richard wished that his father, his cousin, or even his brother, the viscount, were there to help him. But no, it was not to be.
For heaven’s sake, man, what are you about? You have led a thousand men into the blazing guns of the French. You can do this. Richard looked at the piles. It is simply a matter of organization. A table—that is the very thing I need. Richard drew a blank sheet of paper from the desk drawer and began writing.
“Richard?”
Richard looked up and saw Anne peeking around the library’s door, dressed in a heavy winter cloak.
“Come in, my dear.” He rose, crossed to her, and took her hands. “Anne, have you just come in from outside? Your hands are like ice! Come, sit by the fire.” He escorted his cousin to a chair by the fireplace, despite her protests.
“I am not chilled at all. I rather enjoy my winter walks. The air is so invigorating!”
“Really, Anne! Think of your mother. She would be distressed at this behavior.”
Anne’s eyes went wide, and her good cheer fled. “Oh, please do not tell Mother! She would certainly forbid me my walks!”
Richard’s self-righteous concern faded at the sight of his cousin’s distress. “Never fear, my girl. I will not reveal your secret. Mum’s the word.” He absently patted her hands.
“Thank you. Please believe me, I am not in any danger; I am so much better now. You will see.” She gripped his hands firmly and then released them. Changing the subject, she asked, “What are you doing? Why are all those papers spread out over the desk?”
Richard turned to look. “Estate matters—I was quite a while with the steward.”
“So, you have taken Darcy’s place? Such a collection! You were shut up with the gentleman for no little time, but with this evidence of your labors, one can scarcely wonder why.” Anne rose and crossed to the desk. She picked up the paper Richard had been working on. “What is this?”
“’Tis nothing.” Richard was sure that Anne knew nothing of the condition of Rosings and did not want to alarm her.
“It is a chart of some sort.” She peered closely at the document.
“Nothing to worry your pretty head—”
Anne’s head jerked up, fire in her eyes. “Colonel Fitzwilliam, I would ask you not to patronize me in such a manner! I know I am but a poor woman, but Rosings is my home, and I deserve to be acquainted with all its concerns!”
Richard was taken aback. All his life he had known Anne as quiet and sickly. She had just reminded him that she was also the daughter of Lady Catherine de Bourgh.
“Forgive me. I had no intention of patronizing you.” He drew closer to her. “This is a table I am drawing up. As I am new to the particulars of Rosings, and owning a preference for organization, I was compiling—”
“A chart of accounts, a listing of income and expenses. I see,” she finished for him, surprising the colonel yet again. She looked up with a small smile. “’Tis not so different from running a household.”
Richard had to own that it was so. His opinion of Anne rose.
She looked about at the papers. “You have quite a task before you. Tea will be served soon; that is why I came looking for you. Perhaps after we eat, I may assist you.”
Startled, Richard blurted out, “You? Oh, no, I will see to it—”
“I beg your pardon?” Anne’s head came up slowly and her eyes narrowed. “Do I understand you to say that I am incapable of helping with such a chore?” Anne demanded, her voice growing louder. “I know I am only a poor woman, but—”
“Peace, Cousin!” Richard cried, cutting off the lady’s protests. “Forgive me; I misspoke again. I only wished not to inconvenience you.” Seeing that she still was not mollified, he added, “Think of what my aunt would say should she learn of your being involved in such a task.”
Anne frowned for a moment and then brightened. “But nothing is easier! All Mother needs to know is that you returned to the library to finish your task while I choose to read this afternoon. We shall be safe. Mother never enters the library.”
Unable to overcome Anne’s reasonable solution, the colonel surrendered. “I would be very happy to have your assistance this afternoon, Anne.” He grinned ruefully at her bright smile of thanks. She would have to learn the truth about Rosings sometime.
Four hours later, Richard sat in a wingback chair, reviewing their labors with satisfaction. The chart was not perfect; already he could see areas where it could be improved. Richard was pleased to see that Anne had anticipated some of those improvements in the notes she made in the margins.
He glanced at his cousin, still sitting at the desk. They made a good team, he thought. He could not have accomplished so much without her assistance. Anne decided that it would be best that Richard review the documents while she entered the information into the chart. Her steady penmanship and probing questions served very well, and Richard became familiar with far more details than if he had tried to do the task himself.
Of course, he was almost undone by Anne reaching into her reticule and pulling out a pair of spectacles. At his questioning look, she admitted that she needed them for close work such as reading, sewing, or writing. Anne was clearly embarrassed as she put on the spectacles, obviously under the impression that they ill suited her. Nothing could be further from the truth as far as Richard was concerned. To his eyes, she looked rather adorable, especially when she looked at him from over the rim as they hung near the end of her pert little nose.
The chart was a good beginning; already Richard could see patterns and tendencies. Various solutions already germinated in his head. The ride he planned to take in the morning would settle many things in his mind.
Anne’s thoughts were different as she now gazed at her cousin, his long, fit body stretched out, feet on the ottoman. She was startled to learn how things were at Rosings. She had felt that there was something amiss, especially during her visits to the village of Hunsford, but she had not known before how badly conditions had deteriorated. She hoped that Richard could find a way of setting things right, but for her part, she was worried.
It was hard, however, to think of land and harvests and contracts when before her was such a sight of masculine beauty. Richard’s ruddy complexion, grown tan by his years out-of-doors, complemented his sandy red hair and light blue eyes. He sat in the chair in complete relaxation, as only a man who had known hardship could relax. His body was lean and well formed; his years in the saddle had suited him very well. He gave every impression of a man of action, ready to defend all that he loved, yet still in possession of a kind heart. Anne sighed. There was no use in losing herself to such thoughts, so she resumed her work.
After a few minutes, Richard looked up to see Anne rearranging the many stacks of paper the two of them had spent hours on.
“Anne,” he asked, “what are you doing?” His breath almost caught in his throat as she looked up at him from above those spectacles again.
Unaware of the effect she had on him, Anne replied, “I am preparing the papers to be put away.”
“They are already arranged. Why change them now?”
She looked at him as though the answer was obvious. “They were arranged by type—bill, contact, letter, map. Would it not be more convenient in the future if they were filed away by name?”
All afternoon Anne had surprised Richard by her forethought, and not for the first time, he wished she were mistress of Rosings!
“Oh!” cried Anne. “It is almost time to dress for dinner. Mother will be expecting me. Richard, I will finish this task later. I expect we will see you in a few minutes in the sitting room.” With that, Anne swept out of the room.
The weather the next morning had moderated, though the clouds threatened snow. Richard found the ride with the steward around Rosings holdings to be enlightening, but he was left with as many questions as answers. One parcel of land was particularly vexing: The current tenant, aged in both body and custom, was unable to grasp modern methods of farming. Richard decided to ride into Hunsford, so he bid the steward good day and rode towards the village.
On the road, Richard espied the de Bourgh carriage apparently proceeding to the same destination, so he spurred on his horse to join the vehicle. His surprise was complete to see Anne and Mrs. Collins in the carriage, and that Anne’s hands held the reins.
“Good day, ladies!” he cried. “Where are you going? Shopping, I dare say.”
“You may well say so, sir, but you would be mistaken,” replied his well-bundled cousin with a cheeky smile. “We are to visit some of the tenant families in the neighborhood. Would you care to join us?”
“I should like it of all things. Lead on!”
The first stop was at the humble cottage of Mr. Clarke, one of the younger farmers, a man described to Richard by the steward as having ability but little land. The group was greeted at the door by Mrs. Clarke. Slightly flustered, the lady escorted her visitors into a small but neat sitting room.
“Ladies, how kind of you to visit! Colonel Fitzwilliam, Mr. Clarke will be so disappointed that he missed you, but he is attending to business in the village. May I offer you some tea? It would only take a moment.”
Anne smiled. “Thank you, but do not trouble yourself.” She held out the basket she had brought in. “This is from Mrs. Collins and me. It is not much—some sugar, preserves, a bit of spice.” She did not mention the bread and chicken. “The children will like the cookies, I dare say.”
“Oh, Miss de Bourgh, you’re too kind. I cannot accept—”
“Please, Mrs. Clarke,” said Mrs. Collins, “’tis but a gift.” The parson’s wife glanced at the children looking from around the corner. “There are strawberry preserves, too,” she added.
The requisite protest expressed and the expected rejoinder made, Mrs. Clarke accepted the basket with good grace and not a little bit of relief. Their larder had been getting bare.
Richard watched the exchange in quiet approval. Anne was growing in his estimation with every passing day.
“I must thank you for your kind visits, Miss de Bourgh,” Mrs. Clarke said. “How is your good mother? It has been so long since we have had the pleasure of seeing her Ladyship in Hunsford, save on Sundays.”
This caught Richard’s attention. So Lady Catherine had been neglecting her duty to Hunsford?
Anne hesitated, and Mrs. Collins began to reply, “Lady Catherine is in good health—”
“Ah-choo!”
All turned to the source of the sneeze. “God bless you, Miss de Bourgh. Are you well?” asked the hostess.
“I… I am—ah-choo!” Anne sneezed again, her eyes watering. “Just a passing fit.”
Richard watched his cousin with concern. It had been some time since he had seen Anne ill. Then he saw a gray streak dart past them out of the corner of his eye. Pausing by the doorway to the kitchen was a large gray cat, its golden eyes staring back at the colonel. The animal then fled into the other room.
Mrs. Clarke saw what caught the gentleman’s attention. “Oh, do not mind the cat, sir. It is no bother; the children love her and she keeps the vermin down.”
Richard’s reply was cut short by Anne rising to her feet. “Forgive me, Mrs. Clarke. I feel I must be going now,” she said between sniffles. Everyone arose, and politely assuring Mrs. Clarke of Miss de Bourgh’s health, the visitors made their good-byes and left the cottage.
“Goodness, Anne,” Mrs. Collins cried after the carriage got back under way. “You are quite ill! We must return to Rosings immediately.”
“No, Charlotte, I am well—’tis just a passing fit, as I said. I am feeling better already, I assure you. But I do wish to return home.”
Richard, riding alongside on his horse as the snow began to fall, heard nothing of this conversation. He finally realized what was missing at Rosings.
The family, along with the Collinses, gathered for dinner. By then Anne was recovered from her sneezing attack, although her eyes were slightly red. Mrs. Jenkinson was quietly concerned. Lady Catherine, commanding the conversation from the head of the table as usual, took no notice.
“The spring planting season will be upon us very soon, Mr. Collins,” she said. “It is very important to prepare the beds thoroughly for vegetables to ensure a bountiful crop. One cannot begin too soon.”
“Indeed, Lady Catherine,” responded her favorite, ignoring the fact that his patroness had made this speech annually at this time. “Your kind consideration to my wife and me with your excellent advice has improved my humble yet comfortable situation and has given my family far more in food and flowers than anyone could expect.”
His mistress acknowledged the praise with the barest of nods. “I am glad you think so; however, I recall that your potato larder was somewhat lacking this winter. Obviously, your man did not carry out your instructions to the letter. This will not do, sir! This year you must see to the work yourself.”
Mr. Collins paled at the thought, while Mrs. Collins cringed—it was evident that she knew her husband would follow Lady Catherine’s advice to the letter, no matter how inconvenient or outlandish.
It was at this time Colonel Fitzwilliam decided to change the subject. “Aunt Catherine, I have been here several days and not once have you regaled us with tales of your delightful Cleopatra.” Cleopatra was the latest in the line of a series of long-haired cats Lady Catherine kept as a personal pet in her private rooms. “Come, I am sure we would all like to hear about the latest mischief of that rascal.”
The silence that greeted this request was deafening. The Collinses turned red, Mrs. Jenkinson kept her eyes firmly on her plate, and Anne nearly gasped. Lady Catherine, who was eating at the time, sat shock still, her fork poised in midair. Slowly the old woman lowered her fork onto her plate; only after that was accomplished did she slowly turn her eyes to her questioner. A chill went down Richard’s back as he beheld the raw pain in his aunt’s face.
“Cleopatra is dead,” she said, her words falling heavily on the table.
“My dear aunt! I am so sorry—I had no idea! Please accept my condolences. It is an awful thing, to be sure, to lose one’s pet. I take it the tragedy was a recent event?”
Anne reached over to touch Richard’s hand as a warning. “No, Richard, it happened over two years ago. It is still very painful—”
“Murdered!” cried Lady Catherine. “She was murdered!”
“Mother—” began Anne.
“What did you say, Aunt?” asked Richard. “Did you say murdered?”
“Murder most foul it was, Richard.” Lady Catherine became more agitated. “I went to my rooms one evening and my dear, sweet Cleopatra was missing. She never left the room! I knew something was amiss. I roused the house, looked everywhere, including outside, and then—”
Richard, ignoring Anne’s tightening grip on his hand, asked, “And?”
Lady Catherine lowered her head and spoke in a dreadful voice. “She was found by a stable hand near the barn, limp and lifeless.”
Now Richard was thoroughly confused. “Were there any marks on the carcass… er… body?”
Dramatically his aunt answered, “No—none.”
“Then how is it you say that someone killed your cat?” Richard cried.
“Someone deliberately removed Cleopatra from my rooms and set her outside where some beast could attack her.” Lady Catherine ranted. “Such a sweet and defenseless creature! She was frightened to death, I am sure!”
Richard was not so sure; animals had been known to seek solitude when they felt their time was near. “A tragedy, aye, there is no doubt. I am so very sorry for your loss, my dear aunt.” He reached over with his free hand—Anne still held the other—and patted the old woman’s hand. “Have you given any thought to getting another?”
There was a crash. “Oh, clumsy me,” cried Mrs. Jenkinson. “I dropped my glass. Here,” she said to the maid, “help me clean this up.”
“It was water, was it not, Mrs. Jenkinson? Pray say you did not spill wine!”
“Never fear, Lady Catherine, it was only my water goblet,” said Mrs. Jenkinson. “I am so sorry, madam.”
“Get up all of the water, girl,” Lady Catherine ordered the maid, “or the table will mark. Ah, Richard, where were we? Another cat—no, I am afraid nothing can replace my dear Cleopatra.”
Richard looked upon his aunt kindly. “She was sweet and affectionate, I dare say.”
“Cleo?” snorted Lady Catherine. “I should say not! She was stately and regal—”
Standoffish and cold, thought Anne.
“—very particular of whom she would tolerate—”
A hateful little beast.
“—an excellent judge of character—”
Only her mistress could approach her.
“—and the owner of the loveliest long white coat.”
Cat hair all over creation.
“No, Richard, there will never be another such as my Cleopatra,” the mistress of Rosings finished with a sigh.
“I quite agree,” Mr. Collins injected. “Losing a pet can be the most trying of events. Why, we have sometimes thought of acquiring a small dog for the parsonage to entertain the children. But when we recall the pain our most esteemed patroness weathered with such courage when tragedy struck, I am afraid that our humble hearts are not up to the challenge.”
The grand dame turned on the hapless clergyman. “Are you comparing my Cleopatra to a mere dog? Of what can you be thinking?” Before Mr. Collins could apologize, Aunt Catherine turned to her nephew and asked, “What is the reason for your inquiry, Richard? I did not know you were so fond of my cat.”
“To own the truth, Aunt, I had never laid eyes on her. A small animal, I take it.”
“Cleopatra was neither large nor small,” Lady Catherine replied.
“Medium-sized, then—a perfect dimension for a cat.”
Lady Catherine looked slightly affronted. “I should not describe Cleopatra as anything as ordinary as ‘medium.’ She was the proper size of a truly superior creature.”
At Richard’s puzzled expression, Mrs. Collins held up her hands indicating the size of the beast.
An officer in his majesty’s army should be quick of mind, and generally, it could be said that virtue was owned by Colonel Fitzwilliam, but that day his wits failed him. “Why, that looks to be about the size of the cat we saw today in Hunsford—would not you say so, Anne?”
In that lady’s panicked expression, Richard saw his error. His only hope was that Aunt Catherine did not closely follow his meaning.
A false hope.
“I beg your pardon?”
“Yes, Aunt Catherine?” returned Richard, hoping to minimize the damage.
“Am I to understand that you saw a cat in Hunsford today?” she inquired.
“Yes, Aunt Catherine.”
“Anne saw the same cat?”
“Yes, Aunt.”
“In Hunsford?”
“Yes.”
“Where, may I ask, did you both see a cat in Hunsford?”
Before Richard could say anything else, Anne told her mother, “At the home of Mr. and Mrs. Clarke, one of Rosings’ tenants.”
“You saw it from your carriage.”
“No, Mother—in Mrs. Clarke’s sitting room. We delivered a basket.”
Lady Catherine drew in her breath. “Anne, do you mean to say you, a de Bourgh, entered a farmer’s house? One of those dirty hovels?”
Richard cut in. “Aunt Catherine, please—”
“Silence!” the woman roared. “Well, miss, what do you have to say for yourself?”
Anne leapt to her feet. “I have nothing to say, Mother, except I was doing God’s work. And I would do it again!”
“God’s work?” Lady Catherine sneered as she rose from her chair. “Charity promotes idleness! My daughter, risking her health, paying visits to such that should be on their knees in thanksgiving that they are allowed to reside here—it is beyond everything!” She then turned on Mrs. Jenkinson. “How could you allow this? Is this how you protect your charge?”
“Mrs. Jenkinson was not there, Mother!” cried Anne. “If there must be blame, then direct it to none but me!”
“Do not speak to me in such a manner! It is not to be borne!” At that, Anne turned and fled the room. “Anne! Come back here this instant! Ungrateful child, I am not finished with you—” She began to follow Anne when her nephew stood to bar her way.
“You are finished with her, Aunt,” Richard said sternly but quietly.
“How dare you! Get out of my way—”
“No. Sit down, Aunt Catherine.” At her glare, he leaned down close to her eyes. “Please—sit—down.”
After a moment, Lady Catherine returned to her seat.
“I think quite enough has been said for one day,” Richard continued. “I will attend to Anne. Do I bring with me your apologies?”
“Apologies?” she sputtered. “It is she who owes me her apologies for forgetting the honor due her mother! You will tell her that for me, sir!”
“She does indeed owe you deference, madam, as you are her mother, but I shall not berate her or carry any demand from you for repentance on her part. Indeed, you should be proud of her. Yes, proud!” Richard said, his voice rising as Lady Catherine made to interrupt. “She was only doing right by your tenants. She was doing your duty.”
“Duty?” Lady Catherine cried. “What do you know of duty?”
“You forget yourself, madam!” the colonel of cavalry roared. “Remember to whom you are speaking! Do not dare speak to me of duty!” Richard allowed his glare to fall upon his wide-eyed aunt for a few moments more before leaving the room in pursuit of Anne.
Mr. Collins was shocked at the exchange he had just witnessed. “Oh, my dear Lady Catherine! What is wrong with the young people these days, to speak in such a manner—?”
“Oh, be silent,” said Lady Catherine.
Richard ran out of the house pulling on his coat, having been told by a servant that Miss de Bourgh had gone into the garden. Through the lightly falling snow, he saw a figure in a hooded cloak walking slowly towards the woods. Without wasting a moment, Richard set off at a run in pursuit of the walker.
“Anne!” he called out. “Anne!”
The figure halted but did not turn. Richard caught up and turned the person around. It was indeed Anne de Bourgh, the hood pulled down over her weeping face. Richard’s heart wrenched at the site of her tears running down her lovely cheeks.
“Anne… Anne, please do not cry—I cannot bear it! This is no place for you. Come, I insist that you come inside where you may warm yourself. You will not have to face your mother; you will be left in peace. I swear it.”
Anne looked up at her cousin. Richard was mesmerized by the lady’s lips, so soft and inviting. He could think of nothing else but to kiss those lips, that nose, those tears. The realization then hit him like a thunderbolt.
He was in love with Anne de Bourgh.
For a full minute the two stood in the lightly blowing afternoon snow, the gentleman holding the lady by the shoulders, each looking the other full in the face, not knowing how the other felt, neither saying what was in their heart.
A sudden gust of wind hit the pair, bringing them to their senses and breaking the tableaux.
“I believe you are right—we should go indoors,” said the lady.
The gentleman nodded and held out his arm. Silently the pair returned to the house.