Urchin Girl
"I remember I was awful scared when I ran away from home, because I had no place to go and no money except fifty cents. And I was 'fraid as all-get-out that some policeman or truant officer would see that I was only twelve years old and wonder why I wasn't in school. They'd pick me up sure, I thought, and ask me where I live. Then they'd take me back to Ma and she'd give me another bad lickin' for runnin' off. The mean ol’ bitch! She may be my ma and all that, but oh, how I hate her! I jus' couldn't take another one of her lickin's. 'Cause she was always sloppy drunk I don't remember her when she wasn't sloppy drunk and she whipped me for most any little thing. And she always whipped me hard, with all her might, cussin' at me like she hated me worse'n anybody. Me, her own daughter, and the only kid she's got.
"I guess Ma hates me as much as I hate her if that's possible. I know why, too. It's because I look a lot like my pa and she don't want to be reminded of him. He dumped her about a year before I ran away on account of her bein’ all boozed up all the time, and never keepin' the house clean, and using filthy language at him. Whenever he came home and didn't bring a bottle of whiskey for her, she'd call him a fuckin' son-of-a-bitch and asshole and things like that. And she'd throw things at him.
"Pa took it as long as he could. Even tried beatin' Ma up a few times to see if that would settle her down but it weren't no use. Then he met this other woman and jus' walked out on us. I never saw him after that, and neither did Ma. If he'd only taken me with him, I wouldn't have minded so much, but I guess he thought I'd get in the way with his new woman, I don't know. Or maybe… maybe he planned to come back for me. Maybe he still plans to come back for me. Golly, I sure hope so. If you ever met my Pa you'd see that he's a pretty nice guy.
"Anyway, I knew I couldn't get very far on fifty cents, so I spent it on a sandwich and walked out on the highway to the edge of town. By this time it was dark and I was gettin' awful worried ‘bout where I was gonna sleep. One thing was sure: I didn't want to try hitchhiking out of town at night because I'd heard how dangerous that was for girls by themselves; how guys pick girls up and beat them even kill them if' they don't take their clothes off and let the guy screw them. I sure didn't want that done to me get screwed, I mean 'cause it might give me a baby and I was too young to have a baby. Besides, I’d never been screwed before in my whole life, except by my own little finger, and I knew it would hurt, maybe real bad. I knew from seem' my Pa naked once that men's things are a lot bigger than my fingers.
"So that first night I jus' found me a parked car that wasn't locked and went to sleep in it. The next morning real early I got back on the highway and stuck my thumb out for a ride. In a little while some old farmer came along in a pickup truck and offered me a lift all the way into Kansas City, which was jus' fine with me. Course I didn't know anybody there, but it was a good long way from my Ma and that was all that mattered to me. If I couldn't board and room in Kansas City for doin' some housework or something like that, well, I'd jus' hitchhike off to somewheres else.
"The old geezer I was ridin' with didn't bother me too much. He didn't try to screw me, though I think he would've liked to. He jus' told me I had pretty legs for my age and did I mind if he put his hand on them. I said I didn't mind bein' a little afraid that he'd stop and let me out in the middle of nowhere if I said I did and he" started runnin' a hand back and forth between my legs, all the way to my panties. Golly, he sure musta got a charge outa doin' that, 'cause he was breath in' real hard and his overalls were stickin' up on his lap. I'd heard my girl friends say at school that when a boy's pants stick out like that, it means they are sexually excited. 'Hot pants,' they called it.
"Well, pretty soon the old geezer stuck his hand inside my panties and started playing with my pussy. And that got him even more excited. Got me excited, too. Really, it was the first time anyone had done that besides myself, I mean. Somehow, it felt a lot better when he did it, 'specially when he started workin’ his big, knobby finger into my slit. It felt so good that I jus’ spread my legs real wide, hopin' that he'd go down farther and stick his finger into my hole. At least try it. His finger was a lot bigger than mine, so maybe it would go in and maybe it wouldn't.
"But d'ya know what? He didn't try it. I guess he was jus' too excited. Instead, he swung off onto a side road a little way, where there were no houses around, and hauled out his big thing. And I mean it was really BIG! At least it seemed that way to me then, 'cause it was the first time I'd ever seen a man's dick up close, all hard and everything. And once he had it out so I could see it real good, he said: 'Here, girl, take this in your mouth… quick! It's startin' to pop off and it's gotta have somethin’ to pop in. Hurry, girl… hurry!’
"Golly, I didn't want to, but there he was a-beg-gin' me, like if I didn't he'd get mad and dump me out or somethin'. So I jus' went ahead and did what he asked. I took his big, throbbin’ dick in my mouth I mean, jus’ the big knob at the end and waited to see what was gonna happen. I guess I waited only 'bout a second, then he suddenly grabbed the back of my head and pulled down hard until his dick was clear up in my throat, gag-gin’ me. And the next thing I knew, it was shootin' a little stream of hot juice into my throat. 'Ah, that's my little sweetie… you've got me coooomiiiing! Ahhhhhhh… that's good! Now drink, girl… swallow it down… swallow it all down!’
"Pardon the expression, but shit! how could I help but swallow it all down? He was still holdin' my head all the way on his rod and that stuff was oozin' further and further into my throat. And, on top of that, I had the feelin' that he wasn't gonna let up on my head till I had swallowed it, every drop. And it really didn't taste so bad a little salty, that's all.
"When the old guy was all done shootin', which didn't take more'n a minute, he let me up, stuck his dick back in his overalls and, not saying a word, drove back onto the main highway. That made me kinda mad, 'cause I was still hot and wantin' his finger in my pussy. And my breasts were tingling, wantin' to be played with, too. They weren't very big breasts then jus' sort of startin' to grow but they had a lot of feelin' in them, 'specially after all that horsin' around with the old man.
"So d'ya know what I did after we got back on the highway for Kansas City? I stuck my own finger into my pussyhole, runnin' it in and out, and rubbed my two little tit sprouts with my other hand. And I kept on doin' that until I gave myself a nice little orgasm not my first one, 'cause I'd been masturbatin' since I was eight, but my best one. I couldn't help it after what we'd been doin', and the old geezer sort of sympathized. In fact, he enjoyed seem' me do it, 'cause he was all smiles most of the time and he got another bulge on his lap, though not as big as the first time.
"What's more, he slipped me a twenty-dollar bill when he dropped me off in Kansas City. 'Good-bye, girl,’ he said when I got out of his truck. 'I don't know what you're aimin' to do here in the big city but this twenty will help. Take care, hear? And try waitin' a few more years before you take to lettin' men fuck you.' Yeah, he was a pretty nice guy, that horny old buzzard.
"Well, I felt pretty rich for a little while. I got me a room at the YWCA, say in' I was waitin' for my ma to come after me from Chicago and givin' a phony name. Even got myself a warm coat for two bucks from the Salvation Army. Ate pretty good, too, in the YWCA restaurant. But after one week, I was flat broke all over again. Honestly, I'd tried to find a house where they'd give me board and room for doin' cleanin' and baby-sittin', but they always stared at me kinda funny like, as if a girl my age should have a home of her own. One old hag guessed that I was a runaway and ran to her telephone to call the cops, but I managed to split from there real fast.
"Then, while walking through one of the big parks, I met a group of hippies, or flower children' like they called themselves. One of the long-haired guys had noticed me sort of wanderin' about like I was homeless and invited me to join in their poetry reading. He introduced himself as Reggie and I gave him my real name Karen. He said that he was the 'father' of their 'family' and that if I dug love and peace, I'd be welcome to share in their happiness. 'Sure,' I told him, glad for the chance to make some friends, 'I dig love and peace… and poetry, too.' So then Reggie introduced me to the others of his family Lance, Tim, Harold, Helen, Joanne, Betty and Constance.
"It was really nice sittin' there on the grass with Reggie and his family of flower kids, feelin' that somebody honestly and truly cared 'bout me. 'Course, I didn't understand very much of the poetry we were readin' mostly 'bout everybody bein' brothers and sisters and needin' to come together in the pure love of sharing each other's hearts and souls and bodies and good fortunes and bad fortunes but I felt warm inside, anyway. 'Specially towards Reggie. He had long hair like the other fellas, but he had a beautiful full beard, sort of like Moses, and the nicest smile, and the softest voice.
"I guess I sort of fell in love with Reggie right off. I told him my whole story after the poetry readin' all ‘bout my pa runnin' off, and my mean, sloppy-drunk ma, and the beatin's she gave me, and my decision to leave home. And when I finished tellin' him all that, with the others listenin' in, he said: 'Karen, my beautiful sister, our hearts and our love are yours to share if you would like to join our family and live with us.' I noticed that as he spoke his eyes were takin' in my body, but I didn't care, 'cause he was a man and men are supposed to be interested in girls' bodies.
"If you really would like to have me in your family, livin' with you, I'd be glad to,' I said. So then Reggie smiled at me real sweetly and gave me a warm, fatherly hug, say in': 'Beautiful.' And the others took turns, too, huggin' me and sayin': 'Peace, little sister. From now on, our love is yours and your love is ours.' Then they took me by my hand and led me out of the park, ‘bout a mile away, to a big room in an old house where they lived.
"That's where it all began: me gettin' turned on to pot and acid and way-out sex and everything else they do in those kind of families… or communes… or whatever you want to call them. Wow, what a family! And what a 'father' Reggie was! The first thing they did after we got to that bare-lookin' room the only furniture it had in it was a rickety little breakfast table, a hot plate, and a mess of pillows and blankets strewn around the floor was-roll up about a dozen cigarettes from a pouch of tobacco they'd hidden under a loose floorboard. Then Reggie announced that it was time for me to be initiated.
"To be initiated into his family, Reggie said I'd have to smoke three of the special 'love joints' they'd rolled, and I'd have to do it sittin' up on the table without any clothes on. But I shouldn't be afraid of anything, he said, 'cause they'd be smokin' on the joints, too, and they'd be jus' as naked as me. The whole thing, he said, was to shed all of the false shame that keeps people from truly comin' together in love.
"I felt a little squeamish 'bout smokin' three whole cigarettes one after the other and strippin' naked in front of eight people, but when I saw the other girls startin' to smoke and strip, and saw Reggie smilin' at me like it was all right. I took off my clothes, lit one of the cigarettes and crawled up on the table. After all, I thought, everyone here's gone through the same initiation, so why shouldn't I?
"Actually, I felt kinda good, perched on that table completely naked, the center of attraction, with all the other members of the family sittin' naked around me on the floor. They was all sayin' to me how beautiful my little titties were and what a sweet little virgin pussy I had, with hardly any hair on it. Reggie looked me over real close, sayin' I had the delicious-lookin' body of a heavenly angel, and that made me feel 'specially good 'cause by now, I was really thinkin' of him as my lovin' father. I was really lovin' him and I wanted him to really love me all of me.
"While I sat up there on the table, listenin' to all those nice things said ‘bout me, I jus' kept on smokin' those funny-lookin' cigarettes, holdin’ the smoke in my lungs for a long time like they said I should. Then pretty soon, I started to feel giddy, and the others started to feel giddy, too. And Reggie came up to me 'bout that same time and said: 'Sweet baby sister, it is time for you to give all of us here a love feast, with your father, Reggie, bein' the first to partake of your love. Are you ready?’
"I looked at his face and saw his mouth open and droolin', his eyes jumpin' hungrily from my titties to my cunt. It made my tits tingle and my cunt feel hot, seem' him like that, and I answered, 'I'm ready. Oh, yes, Reggie, my love I'm ready!' Then he said: 'Beautiful… beautiful, my love. Now lay down on your back, and stick your tongue way out, and spread your pretty baby legs real wide.’
"Takin' one more deep puff on my cigarette, in-halin' way down, I did as he asked. I stuck my tongue out so far I thought it would touch the ceil in', and right away Reggie dropped his mouth over it, suckin' it deep in, drinkin' up my saliva and lettin' his own pour into my mouth. At the same time, he gathered up first one of my tits and then the other into his hand, squeezin' them in a sort of milkin' motion, then takin' a hold of my nipples and pullin' them up as far as they could go. Then, a second later, he reached down with his other hand and started grabbin' and strokin' my pussy, makin' my pussy juices flow out even faster.
"I could hear my pussy juices sloshing as he stroked away in my boiling hot crotch, opening the lips with his fingers and stroking back and forth real fast over my clit and pisser and pussyhole. It sounded so beautiful, and felt so beautiful. Then next he let go of my tongue with a long, slow suck and sank his hot, droolin', wide-open mouth over my little pointed tit buds, gatherin' them all the way into his mouth. I couldn't help it I let out a loud moan and begged him to completely devour me.
"Oh, Reggie, my love, my father, my wonderful, beautiful lover… take all of my little titties… please, please, suck them up real big and then eat them away! They're yours, all yours, to suck and to eat. And take my little pussy, too… all of it… all of it! Do anything you want with it! Eat it if you want to! Screw it if you want to! Oh, I love you, Reggie. I love all of you… all of you in this room.’
"Lucky for me there was a blanket spread on that old table, 'cause I was squirmin' ail over it by now, pushin' my titties as far as I could in Reggie's mouth and shovin' my pussy up real tight against his whirlin', jabbin' fingers, feelin' like I was on a roller coaster that was racin' faster and faster through the clouds. That cigarette I was holdin' in one hand was helpin' me high into the clouds, I knew, so I took another big puff, inhalin' it deep and holdin' it down.
"And all around me, while my new father Reggie chewed harder and harder on my little virgin titties, and grabbed harder and harder on my little throbbin', juice-filled virgin pussy, I could faintly hear voices murmurin', like a rootin' section of ghosts, 'Now, father… NOW… eat up our little baby sister's love nest! She's ready oh, yeah, man, she's READY! Peace and love, brothers and sisters… peace and love.’
"I was ready, all right. And how I was ready! In a second, Reggie's mouth was movin’ down from my titties and slurpin' all over my belly and tonguin' my navel and… and then Wham! his face plowed into my hot, open gash like a pile driver. Oh, glory, how I wanted that! How I needed it! I'd never had a man's long, hot, electric tongue in my pussy before but I had heard about the thrill of it, and dreamed of how good it would be. Only it was better far, far better than I'd ever dreamed and hoped.
"Course, I don't remember everything he did in my hot, wide-open pussy with his tongue he did so many things, with my mind so dazed and all. But wow! was it ever crazy. The craziest feelin' I'd ever had, like my whole insides was dancin' and leapin’ with joy. I remember feelin' his tongue sweepin' real hard and hungrily all up and down between my swollen pussy lips, lappin' up my juices as they poured out of my hole. And I remember his mouth suckin' in my hard, throbbin' little clit, and sort of munchin' on it, and his long dagger of a tongue stabbin' at my peehole, and then plungin' into my pussyhole as far as it would go, which wasn't too far 'cause the biggest thing that was ever in there was the old farmer's finger. But, course, Reggie's hot, quiverin' tongue was a thousand times more excitin' than any finger could be. It sort of made me feel like… like I was at last gettin' screwed!
"Oh, I wanted to get screwed so bad then! My pussy was jus' achin' and cryin' to get screwed… by a real man dick… by Father Reggie's big, hard man dick. But he had other ideas. And, in a way, I was glad 'cause he made me come with his tongue pushin' in and out of my hot, juicy little pussyhole. It was such a big come that golly, I'm kinda ashamed to admit it I not only gushed out a flood of boilin' hot come juice… but I pee'd. Honest. I pee'd rig hi smack in Reggie's face!
"Gosh oh gee, I'm sorry!' I stammered as I looked down and saw his long hair and beard all drippin' wet. But you know what? Reggie didn't mind. He… he even liked it. 'Oh, my sweet, tender love child, don't be sorry,' he muttered with a real happy smile. 'It was beautiful, jus' beautiful, bein' baptized in the holy waters of your succulent virgin cunt. C'mon, little angel sister from heaven, you may give me more of your golden blessing… if you have any more left.' Then he dove back into my open pussy-gash, his long animal tongue lappin' away faster than ever.
"Only now he wasn't stay in' right there in my pussy. Oh, no. Reggie wanted to taste everything down there in my crotch, not jus' my pussy meat. He wanted to taste my asshole, too! In less than a second, I remember, I actually felt his hot tongue, all hard and pointed and drippin', pushin' into my little, puckered asshole. Ugh! I thought at first, How nasty! But then… then it started feelin' sort of good… and… and it got better 'n' better, the more he did it. Pretty soon he had his whole tongue buried way up deep in my ass, while at the same time he was reachin' around and jerkin’ off my clit.
"Holy jumpin’ jiminy! Talk about hot, way-out sensations that was the most. In less than a minute, there I was, comin' again, wigglin' all over that damn table like mad, spoutin' juice like an oil gusher, feelin’ jus' exactly like I was gettin' screwed and takin' a shit at the same time. Excuse me, I mean, goin’ number two. Anyway, you could’ve heard my moanin' and groanin' as far away as the moon.
"Then believe it or not ‘bout a minute after, when Reggie had finished gobblin' up all my goop, I heard him announce to the others that he'd finished with the first course’ and now it was their turn to eat on me. My initiation into the family had only jus' begun."
Interrupting Karen's dialogue briefly, we should take note of that which is most apparent in her unfortunate situation: the tragedy of the child in a home that is not only broken up by parental division but chronic alcoholism and cruelty as well. It is an all too typical and prevalent tragedy of a very young girl in her most impressionable formative years, virtually orphaned in her own home and forced to seek elsewhere for the love and sense of belonging that is her birthright.
Reflecting the prevalence in modern times of this type of situation, it is reported that nearly a million female juveniles run away from home in the U.S. every year; approximately ten percent of them do not return. Indeed, many are not even heard from again by their parents until after they have become adults, and many just vanish completely. All too often, when one or the other parent learns the whereabouts of their young daughter, they learn it from prisons, hospitals for narcotic addicts and morgues.
The so-called "families" or "communes" of young people that are multiplying by leaps and bounds in our society are a direct outgrowth of the burgeoning irresponsibility of parents, according to recent sociological surveys. Moreover, it is deemed a "defensive mechanism" of disenchanted youth that should not be harshly criticized. It is axiomatic that birds of a feather flock together, and, as a rule, the flocking together is a subconscious striving for sympathy and love and survival, though sometimes, as in the case of Reggie's "family," there is an immaturity that leads to various dangerous excesses.
The dangerous excesses in this instance, according to the analyst who studied Karen's case history for possible remedial therapies, were the use of hallucinatory drugs, especially LSD, to escape from reality. The oral sex orgies, significantly, were not adjudged a serious problem. The reasons were twofold: Firstly, the strictly oralistic nature of the group sex precluded the possibility of fixation or promiscuity that could lead to pregnancy; secondly, there seems to be a "naturalness" to oral sex that places it in the category of masturbation and minimizes the possibility of neurosis, such as might set in with an unnatural, aberrant type of group sex. Concerning the latter, Robert Street states in his book Modern Sex Techniques:
The practice of oral connection, in which the male and female genitals are stimulated directly by mouth, lip, or tongue rhythms, receives little attention and considerable neglect in printed discussions of human sexual habits… To begin with, the practice is completely normal. When millions engage in it, and additional millions suppress the tendency, it can scarcely be regarded as otherwise… If the practice of oral connection be analyzed with an open mind, it will be found that the prejudices regarding it have no basis in fact; that a distorted imagination is largely responsible for a negative attitude.
In support of the above opinion, John S. Yankowski stated in The Yankowski Report on Premarital Sex: Some 87 percent of all male respondents reported the experience passively of heterosexual fellation sometime between age 14 and 35… 22 percent of all females reported experience of heterosexual cunnilingus sometime between age 14 and 35… Interestingly enough, while 22 percent of all females have experienced an act of heterosexual cunnilingus at some time or another during their lives, 21.5 percent have experienced all cunnilingual activity with males on whom they have performed acts of fellatio.
In short, our subject, Karen, can hardly be considered abnormal, or even promiscuous, in her apparent enjoyment of the initiation ritual in the "home" of Reggie's "family." The only problem is the extent to which the prolonged and highly concentrated group oralism might have effected her future outlook on coital sex in marriage. For it is sometimes true, say many leading sexologists, that a person can become so taken with one kind of sexual pleasure that other kinds lose their appeal completely.
We continue now with Karen's narrative:
"Yeah, I don't mind tellin' ya that my feelin's were a little hurt by Father Reggie's decision to let those other seven kids eat on me. 'Cause there I was on that table, legs spread real wide, with my wide open, drippin' pussy all pushed out and beggin' to be screwed by him, and he wasn't even wantin' to screw me, like I didn't have one little speck of sex appeal. Damn! I thought, ain't I ever gonna lose my cherry? And Father Reggie had such a pretty dick, too. Much bigger'n that old farmer I had sucked off. And cleaner lookin'.
"Then he noticed me admirin’ his big stiff dick with its beautiful set of satiny balls hangin' underneath. 'Don't worry, sweet little angel sister,' he said with an appreciative smile as he took a big drag off another fella's cigarette, 'I wasn't going to leave you go hungry. Now you jus' move your pretty baby face over to the side of the table, and while your new lovin' brothers and sisters are joinin' in the holy initiation banquet, your Father Reggie will start feedin' you.’
"Yeah, man, if Karen is gonna be one of us, she's gotta learn how to give head,' said the boy whose name was Lance.
"She doesn't know how lucky she is, gettin' to suck on Reggie's sweet cock and balls,' put in the girl named Joanne as she took a couple of pills from a little bottle and passed it on to the boy standin' next to her.
"And if she's real lucky,' added Betty as she eyed Reggie's big erection and sort of licked her chops, 'she'll get to drink some of his delicious, heavenly come.’
"By this time I'd moved my face over to the side of the table like I was told. Actually, in the state I was in, I think I would've reached to the stars to get a mouthful of that meat I'd been promised. And a second later, there it was, stickin' out within inches of my face, aimed straight at my wide-open, droolin' mouth. Quickly, lest he change his mind and take it away, I grabbed the base of it with one hand and snagged his swollen balls in the other, tuggin' all of those delicious-lookin' goodies still closer.
"Through my glazed vision I could see the big bead of juice at his peehole, and I couldn't wait to gather it up in my mouth. Like a starved anteater, I shot out my tongue and scooped it in. Mmmmmmmmm, the most delicious and excitin’ stuff I'd ever tasted in my whole life, I thought. And I tugged harder, tryin' to get the beautiful, bulbous head of his dick in my mouth so I could suck out more.
"But, really, I didn't need to tug, 'cause I suddenly felt his hands on the back of my head givin' a strong pull, jammin' my mouth around his meat so hard that it was filled clear into my throat. 'Alright, you sweet little cocksuckin' bitch,' he growled softly, 'eat it up, all of it! Fuck it with your hot, juicy mouth and throat. Suck, baby, suck… like you've never sucked before… 'cause that's the only way you're gonna get my come up outa my balls.' Obediently, like a bitch in heat, I did as I was told, pumpin' and suckin' his big throbbin' dick so hungrily that I thought it would dissolve in my mouth. 'Yeah, cunt… that's right, cunt… fuck it… fuck it with your mouth, hot and fast! Ahhhhhh, that's good… real gooooood.'
"On and on he went with that filthy language, excitin' me more and more. Then, suddenly, he changed his instructions. 'Okay, you hot-mouthed little bitch, now duck under and take my balls in your mouth. Yeah, yeah, that's right. Oooooooo!!'
"In the meanwhile, as I was startin' to gobble away at Father Reggie's plump, velvety nuts, I felt hands gatherin' up and squeezin' my tiny tits, and spreadin’ my legs, and stretchin' open the outer lips of my pussy. Then, right away, I felt mouths closin’ over my hot, quivering tit nipples, and then hungrily suckin' up my whole titties, tryin' desperately to draw up some milk. Other hands were feelin' all over my stomach and takin' a hold of my little ass-cheeks and playin’ all up and down my legs. And other mouths, many other mouths, hundreds of other mouths, it seemed like, were startin' to brush hotly and wetly where the hands had been, workin’ slowly, then faster, toward my open, throbbin' pussy that was now gushin' out my hot, oily cream.
"I felt Father Reggie's balls balloon up inside my mouth and tried chewin' on them, at the same time pumpin' his huge, swollen dick with one hand, feelin' the slippery oil from it oozin' into my hand, and hearin' him moan louder and louder. I was drivin' him crazy, bringing' him close to a great, earth shatterin' orgasm, and that thrilled me like everything, makin' me suck harder and harder. Now I was wild, wild, wild with animal lust.
"But it wasn't jus’ Reggie's cock and balls that was drivin' me wild No, it was those countless mouths and tongues suckin' madly on my toes, and all up behind my knees, and all up between my thighs, and all over my ass-cheeks, and all over my quiverin' belly and navel, and all around my hot, tiny, rock-hard titties. Yeah wow! and it was all those other countless mouths and tongues racin’ towards my clit and pussyhole, splashin' around in my ocean of crotch juices, lappin' and drinkin' it up as fast as it poured out.
"Not only the guys, but the girls, too they were all trying to eat me up completely, while I was trying to eat up Reggie's cock and balls completely.
"Then somebody I don't know who lit the fuse to ten million tons of dynamite. That -somebody made their drippin', scorchin' hot tongue real stiff and pointed, then rammed it, Wham! right up my asshole. Crunch! I bit down hard on Reggie's balls. Yeeeooowwicw! Reggie let out a wild, piercin' scream. Then, Boooooommmmmm! the world exploded. At the same time I felt my insides come to pieces and splatter a great torrent of fire outa my pussyhole, I saw Reggie's huge, swollen dick start shootin' its white-hot fire. So frantically really starved to drink him up-I swallowed all of that great, pulsin' fuck-muscle in my mouth and desperately began to gulp, gulp, gulp down his fiery come. I jus' couldn't get enough, 'cause I not only thought it was delicious, I thought it was my salvation. I thought it was the only glue on earth that could keep me from disintegrating.
"What were those seven other kids doin' all this time that Reggie and I were explodin'? You won't believe it. You won't believe it. Two of them Tim and Harold were buried headfirst in my crotch, hungrily slurpin' up my come as it sloshed out. But the others Wow! were all tangled up with each other on the floor, right at the feet of Tim and Harold. Helen and Constance were furiously sucking off these two guys' cocks and balls, while Lance, Joanne and Betty were busy as all-get-out suckin' them off on their pussies and tits. In fact, there wasn't anyone who wasn't eatin' on someone else and gettin' eaten at the same time. Except, maybe, Reggie. He'd already had his fill of eatin' on me and now was jus' content to let me get my fill of eatin' him.
"Sounds crazy, doesn't it outa this world? Well, it was crazy and outa this world. And, listen, that's not the half of it; after that wild scene of initiatin’ me into their family, those screwy sex maniacs had me doin' the same thing with them almost every day. The only difference was that I wasn't the 'sacrificial feast' up on that crummy table after that. If there wasn't some new kid to initiate into the family, Father Reggie's other peace and love children did the honors, sort of takin' turns. Reggie offered himself up once in a while, takin' his turn along with the others.
"All the time those 'love feasts' were goin' on hot and heavy, there was lots and lots of smokin'. Only the cigarettes we were smokin' weren't ordinary tobacco cigarettes, I soon found out. They were weed… pot. You know marijuana. That's how come I was so high up on cloud nine when I was smokin' them durin' my initiation. I wasn't given anything else to give me a high for several days, 'cause Father Reggie said I was doin' just fine on pot alone, and the other stuff wasn't so easy to get, and it was a lot more expensive.
"Then ‘bout the fifth or sixth day after my initiation, he decided it was time for me to join them in a dreamy trip up to clouds ten, eleven and twelve.
"Harold had made a good score on this day and came back to the pad with a whole pocketful of little white capsules. At first I thought they were aspirin but when I heard all the cries of joy and congratulations, I knew they had to be something else something very special. 'Man, are we ever gonna go flyin' tonight!' one of the guys said. 'I'm hip, daddy… I'm hip,' giggled one of the girls. 'Dig that far-out acid.’
"Acid?' I asked, all mixed up in my mind. 'Why would anybody want to swallow acid? Won't that burn your insides out?’
"Naw, baby, not this kind of acid,' Reggie answered with a sort of fatherly smile. "This kind extinguishes all the fires that we have in us, and soothes all the burns.' Then he took the capsules from Harold and started passin' them around, two to a person. When he got to me, he hesitated for a second, then said, 'Aw hell, youngster, you may as well go along for the ride, too. It ain't fair leavin' you out, now that you're one of us.' With that, he dropped two capsules in my hand, the same as the others, and told me to take it with a water chaser. Then he helped himself to three and, gently takin' hold of one cheek of my little ass, led me over to a corner of the room where the others were floppin' on the pillows, waitin' for the big trip to begin.
"Father Reggie gave me his own pillow to sit on, 'cause I guess I was sort of his favorite 'sister.' That's what we all were, sisters and brothers though I never could figure out how Reggie could be our father' and ‘brother' at the same time. Oh, well, it doesn't matter. His pillow was real big and puffy almost big enough for me to lay flat on and he took one of the spare little ones, pull-in' it over next to me. 'Jus' relax, baby,' he said after we were air settled down comfortable, 'it won't take long for that dream stuff to start workin'.’
"And it didn't take long, either. Oh, my gosh! in a little while I started feelin' light as a feather, and everything started lookin' real bright and colorful and extra pretty. 'Oh, wow, man!' I heard one of the other guys say, $his is too much… toooooo much.' I could tell, the others were beginnin' to feel the same as me. 'Groovy, baby… groooo-veeee,' the girl named Betty squealed from where she was sittin' on my left side. I could see that she was sort of half playin' with her own breasts under her sweater she had great big ones, ten times bigger'n mine and showin' everyone that she didn't have any panties on.
"I’m hip… I'm hip,' Reggie said with a happy little laugh, 'so c'mon, all you beautiful people, it's time to start peelin'.' Then turnin' to me as he slipped out of his shirt: 'You, too, angel child peel outa your clothes so you can look your prettiest when we all get to psychedelic heaven.’
"Well, that was a new one on me psychedelic heaven but it sounded good, 'specially comin' from Reggie. So I started peelin', the same as all the others. At the same time, I looked around at all of the others, and I couldn't believe it, how colorful and beautiful and sexy they appeared. The guys had stripped completely by now, and for some reason their muscles-even the muscles of the skinny ones looked big and strong, like Hercules, and their whole bodies were bathed in changin' colors of bright yellow and red and blue, makin' them look sorta like human rainbows.
"The girls, too, looked more gorgeous than I'd ever seen girls look before, with jus' as much, if not more, color than the fellas. 'Specially their hair. Their hair looked jus' like flames of dancin’ fire. Honest, even the hair on their pussies seemed to be on fire and, in a way, I guess it was. Two of them Betty and Constance were squeezin' and rubbin' their pussies, I noticed, while the other two were busy admirin' their own big, oversize breasts, bunch in' them up and floppin' them up and down, sort of invitin' the fellas to suck on them. Somehow their boobs had grown much bigger than I'd seen them before, with nipples that stuck way far out like… like shiny red lights.
"Golly, those capsules were really gettin' to me, 'cause when I finally slipped off my panties and was completely naked, I looked down over my little girl body and saw that I was all shimmerin' in color, too, and lookin' real, real sexy, the same as the other girls. Never, never had I seen my titties and my nipples stand out so far! And my pussy Wow! The little bit of blonde peach fuzz on it had turned into threads of bright, glistenin' gold, and when I spread my legs wide to get a better look, the whole thing jus’ puffed way out like a big fat bun, then popped wide open. And Reggie was bendin' down, lookin' straight into it.
"Ah, now that is what I call a beautiful sight,’ he raved sort of drunkenly as he clasped his half-hard dick in one hand. 'I swear, Karen baby, you've got the most delicious cunt in the whole fuckin' universe. Yeah, and I know you're jus' achin' to get my long hot tongue in it… aren't you? Tell me the truth, now you do love the way I eat your cunt, don't you?’
"Well, it was an honest question, so I gave him an honest answer. 'Yes, daddy, I like it a lot when you eat me down there in my pussy. But, really, there's something else I'd like you to do… if you know what I mean.’ I couldn't help it. The sight of my pussy, bulgin' out like that, and the sight of Reggie's big beautiful dick gettin' bigger and bigger as he pumped it in his hand, was really gettin' me hot.
"Yeah, baby, I know,’ he said very seriously, still eyein' my open pussy hungrily, 'you want me to fuck you you want me to cop your sweet little cherry. And I will, too. I’ll jus' fuck the livin' shit outa you in a little while. But first I want to eat out your hot, juicy baby cunt real good, then I want you to suck my cock and balls real good. Okay?’
"Okay, daddy. Anything you say,’ I said.
"Wow! The thought of all those things we were gonna do together was gettin' me so hot I could hardly wait. I felt my tit nipples start tinglin' like everything, and I felt the inside of my pussy start throbbin', and gettin' all wet. Nothin' else mattered now except those beautiful, excitin' feelin's, so I began squeezin' and mil kin' my titties with one hand while fingerin' my pussy slit with the other. I wanted Reggie to see how extra hot I was gettin'.
"I guess he was seein' me the same way I was seein' him, and feelin' the same way, too. 'Cause the next second he had his face way up deep in my pussy gash and was lickin' for all he was worth. 'Oooooooo, daaaaaa-deeeee.’ I moaned when his tongue swept over my hard, tingly little clit, 'eat my pussy… eat it all up good and lick up all my hot pussy juice. Oh, yes, yes, I love it… I looooove it! Eat it, eat it… oh fuck, shit, I can't get enough… shove your tongue into my juicy hole… yes, yes, that's right, daddy, fuck me with that long, hot cock-tongue of yours. Ooooooo, how I love that!’
"Then suddenly he pulled his drippin' face out of my boilin' pussy gash. And as he did so, I caught a glimpse of the others around us doin' pretty much the same thing. All of them were either buried headfirst in someone else's naked crotch, gobblin' and slurpin' away at their pussy or dick, or gettin' their own eaten up. What an excitin' sight! And what an excitin' smell! The air was really gettin' thick with the smell of stiff dicks and hot, open cunts. Arid now they were even more ablaze with color than before! And all the different colors seemed to dance from one naked body to the next, so that it was hard to tell who was who, or whether they were a he or a she. This jus' has to be the 'psychedelic heaven' Reggie mentioned earlier, I thought.
"So now Father Reggie had an announcement to make, which was why he'd stopped feastin' on me. He had an idea and he didn't want to wait any longer to blurt it out lest maybe he would forget. 'Alright, alright, my beautiful flower children,' he said in a kind of daze, 'it's time for our smorgasbord. You know an acid high ain't an acid high without our smorgasbord. Karen here will be the first to serve up the goodies, then you other brothers and sisters will take your turn afterward.’
"Smorgasbord! What is that?' I asked as I shoved a finger in my pussy and diddled my clit. Golly, my pussy was so on fire from Reggie's lickin' that I had to do something to keep the pot boilin'.
"Well, it's jus' the most, angel baby… jus’ the most,' Reggie answered. 'First you let everyone here eat your hot little virgin cunt, then you eat all of the big juicy pricks and cunts here, then everyone else takes turns doin' the same thing. D'ya dig? It's really a gas, babe, and you're lucky to be first 'cause you'll get most of the sweet, heavenly nectar. Now what d'ya say to that?’
"I looked around at all those beautiful, naked rainbow kids with their sex stickin' out all big and excitin', at the same time feel in' the hot, juicy tinglin' in my pussy. 'Whatever you say, Father Reggie,' I sort of mumbled. 'I'll do whatever you say.’
"And what came after that was so wild, so fantastic, it's hard to believe. Yet I remember almost every detail, so I know it really did happen. As all eight of those fellas and girls lined up in front of me, I flopped back on my pillow and spread my legs as wide as I could, tryin' to make my pussy as appetizing and as easy to reach as possible. Then, one by one, they dove their faces deep into my boilin' hot, juice-filled pussy-gash, lickin' and eat in’ all up and down like it was the first meal they'd had in a coon's Age. Right away the hot cream started pourin' out of my hole, and they not only lapped it up as fast as it gushed out, they shoved their tongues in as far as they could to make sure they got every drop.
"Some of them I'm not sure if it was jus' the fellas even stuck their long pointed tongues up my asshole. Wow! that really felt funny but kinda good, too. And you shoulda heard the snortin' and grunt in' as they rooted all up inside my crotch -jus’ like starved hogs in a slop bucket. 'Specially when I had my orgasms. I musta had about jive of them real big ones that twisted my guts all out of shape each time and then they'd suck away at my hole twice as hard, like it was dessert or something. 'Ambrosia,' Lance called it.
"When they all finished with eatin’ my pussy and tits oh, yes, sometimes I had a couple of mouths suckin’ on my titties at the same time I hardly had strength left for the rest of it. But I managed. Mainly, I guess, 'cause those capsules were workin' like crazy in me, drivin' me on and on and sorta givin' me extra strength. But also 'cause I wanted to please Father Reggie I sure didn't want to give him any excuse for kickin' me out of the family. After all, I thought, this is the only home I have in the world.
"And, really, it wasn't so bad, once I got started suckin' on all those cocks and balls and cunts. The first set of cock and balls belonged to Harold and I made him come real quick a great big gush of come and after I swallowed it down it sorta acted like a tonic, so that I was able to do a better job on the others. In fact, I don't mean to brag or anything like that, but I made all the guys come. It was easy. I jus' sucked on their velvety balls a little first, while strokin' the heads of their big stiff dicks with one hand, then at jus' the right time I'd switch my mouth to their dicks and give them some fast and tight sucks there. Bam! they'd pop their nuts in less than five seconds.
"Ooooooo-eeeee!' they'd scream as their hot nut cream spurted out of their pissers into my throat. 'Suck it girl… drink it down… drain me dry! Oh, yeah… yeah… YEEEAAAHHH!!!’
"Then I came to the girls and I don't mind admittin' that I was a bit squeamish about gobblin' their goop. Even on that great dreamy acid high I was squeamish. But only at first. Once I got started on Constance, who wasn't bad tastin' at all, the rest came easy. I simply did to them what they'd done to me. And damned if I didn't make each one of them come. Only there wasn't much to their come compared to the fellas' come, I mean. No, really, it wasn't bad goin' down on those members of my own sex, but I'd never make a good lesbian. So far as I'm concerned, there's nothing like a nice big set of cock and balls.
"Golly, did suckin' all those cocks and balls ever get me back in heat! By the time I got 'round to the last guy Reggie himself my pussy was throbbin' like everything and jus' pourin' out juice. There was even a little stream of pussy juice runnin' down my leg, I remember. And to make it worse, I kept thinkin' of what Reggie had promised me: ‘bout fuckin' the livin’ shit outa me. That's why I sorta hurried when I ate the girls' pussies, so Reggie could take my cherry and make a righteous woman outa me.
"As soon as I got my face, all drippin' with come cream, out of Joanne's boil in' hot gash, I found Reggie sprawled on the big pillow. He was starin' glassy-eyed off into space and grinnin' sorta like a… a lunatic. And his dick, I noticed, was all shriveled up no bigger'n a peanut. It was really pitiful, the way he looked, and I tried to pull him out of it by sprawl in' on top of him, pushin' my hot, juicy pussy tight against his shrunken little dick.
"Please, Father Reggie… I want you to screw me,’ I mumbled softly in his ear. 'You promised, remember? I'll give you a nice big hard on like you had before, then you can put it in my tight little-girl pussy and screw me all you want to. Please, Father Reggie… please, I want you to do that! My pussy is so hot for you right now.’
"But it was no use. He jus' grunted and moaned a little, try in’ to answer me back, and plopped some pills in his mouth. I don't know what kind of pills they were, but he took a lot of them, gulpin' them down fast like he really needed them. Then, while the others kept right on takin' turns eatin' away at each other's dicks and cunts, he slowly lost his silly grin and closed his eyes. Then I got off of him, thinkin' he was jus' goin' to sleep. He looked exactly like he was fallin’ asleep.
"Honest, it's the gospel truth, I didn't know Reggie was dead until the next morning when the others tried to wake him and couldn't."
Overdose of barbiturates while under the influence of hallucinatory drugs brought a tragic end to the leader of this particular "family," as indeed similar combinations of drug and narcotic overdose result in the demise of many other would-be escapists from reality year after year. Fortunately, however, his loss was our subject Karen's gain; for the shocking experience turned out to be the catalyst that impelled her to cooperate wholeheartedly with the social worker assigned to her case.
Thanks to Karen's resolve to find a better way of growing up, her case worker was able to obtain the necessary information to locate her father, who was most happy to take her back under his paternal wing. Moreover, his new common-law wife took to Karen immediately and was more than willing to give her all of the love and understanding that had been so sorely lacking from her real mother.