Harriet and Her Uncle
"We moved from Arkansas to Chicago when I was about eleven. This was in 1968, and paw figured he could do better in Chicago and get himself a job in one of them big factories. But he never did.
"We was what people call "hillbillies,' and moved into that section of Chicage that is still a haven for people from the South-what is known as 'Uptown.' It's an area that's bounded by Lawrence and Irving Park, and by Clark Street and the lake, but I guess you ain't interested in that.
"I got to tell you that my parents wasn't very ambitious. I guess maw might have been different ifen pop hadn't been so shiftless. But pop, he was lazy, and I can't ever remember him taking any kind of steady job. He'd work a week, then quit, 'cause he was 'down in his back,' That's what he always said. I suppose pop, he didn't care none. But it was different with maw. She was the strong one in the family. An' she had a talent-for either shouting orders at pop or criticizing him. I don't know who was at fault. But I gotta admit that pop weren't much of a man. All he thought about was drinking beer and sweet Lucy-you know, that's the kind of wine that only costs forty cents a pint. But maw had another talent, too-a talent for fucking. My maw she sure liked to screw.
"I remember one night-I guess I was about twelve at the time. I'd always lay in bed and listen to them arguing, a-wishin' I was dead and in heaven and that they'd kill each other. I heard my maw shout in that loud voice of hers, 'Why you can't even fuck like most men!' They always thought I was sound asleep, but I weren't.
"Now you take pop-most of the time he drank. On weekends he drank constantly; yet it seemed to me that maw didn't mind his guzzling on Saturday. You see, while pop would stay home and drink, maw would leave the house-on Saturday afternoons. She would say, Tm going on down to The R-. Harriet kin git your supper.'
"'Well, make sure you git some money out of them whoremasters,' pop would say in a tired voice and open another can of Blue Label.
"Pop's words would really set maw off. She would glare at him and scream, 'You goddamn cocksucker! Someone has to bring some money in!* Then she would storm from the apartment. I was only twelve at the time, but I weren't stupid. No kid remains a dummy for long in Hillbilly Haven. I knew it. I knew what maw was. She was a whore.
"Many hours later, when it was dark, maw would come home with some man-always a different man. She would first tiptoe into my room to make sure I was asleep, and I'd always pretend to be. Then she would sneak back to the crummy living room and drink some more with the man she had brung home. She knew she didn't have to worry about pop, because he was always passed out in the bedroom by the time she got home. She should have worried about me! Right off, I'd get out of bed, open my door slightly, and watch my mommy and the man-see them do things to each other's bodies. Maw, she and the man would git naked and play with each other. The man would yank on maw's tits and suck them and do other things. Me, I'd kneel there by the door and watch and finger my twat.
"I didn't like it when maw would begin playing with a man's peter. Maw, she always did that. She'd move her hand up and down on a man's cock and he'd get a hard on; then, laughing, maw, she'd get down between the man's legs, and suck his prick.
"I remember one Saturday night when I was thirteen and maw, she brought home a goddamn Nigger. I know we is supposed to say ‘black* people, but we always called 'em Niggers. Maw she brought home a Nigger named Lincoln B-. He was a big husky coon, a young stud, I guess maybe about twenty years old. And I heard him say he worked at a liquor store, over on K-.
"Right off, maw and him got naked, and maw, she began rubbing her cunt, which was covered by a lot of thick, blonde hair. And Lincoln! He had a peter as big as a pony's! Maw, she said, ‘You got to pay me first. Ten bucks an' I'll give you a good fuck,' She leaned back on the old green couch and began playing with her nipples.
"Lincoln, he began pulling on his prick. 'Ah wanna suck it, too,' he drawled. 'An' I want that you should blow me, too.'
"Maw, she said, 'I ain't no whore. I ain't that kind of woman to blow a peter. But I will-for another ten spot.'
"Lincoln, he didn't like that none. He said, 'Now, woman, you know I ain't got no twenty dollahs. I done spent seben bucks fer them drinks we had, and I gotta have a couple of bucks fo' mah wine tomorraw. Ah only got a ten-spot and a fiver an' some change,' He stood there like a black statue, his black prick as hard as ice.
"'Well, gimme what you got,' Maw said, 'an' I'll suck an' fuck you for fifteen. But you suck me first-un-derstan'!' She held out her hand, and Lincoln, he gave it to her.
"Suddenly Lincoln Looked frightened.-'Yo' sure ya old man ain't gonna bust in heah?' he asked.
"'Hell no,' maw said with a laugh. 'He's dead to the world. 'Sides, he wouldn't care ifen I fucked a horse, an' considerin' the prick you got, I might as well be,' She added, 'Now you git yourself over here and suck my pussy-ya hear?'
"Maw, she sure enjoyed having her cunt sucked. I watched, all the while fingering my own pussy and hating her and that Nigger and my no-good, drunken father. Maw spread her pretty long legs, and Lincoln, he gits to his knees on the rug and begins to suck her, making all kinds of slurping noises. Maw, she curled her legs around his neck and pressed on his fuzzy head with her hands, pulling his mouth into her big red gash.
"'Well, good Lord, Lincoln B-!' maw suddenly gasped out. 'Where'd you learn to eat pussy so good? There, boy! That's the way to do it, boy. An' you all lick my asshole, too. You git that big red tongue of yourn in my shithole-ya'all hear?'
"Lincoln kept right on lunching on my mother's pussy, sucking her as if his life depended on it, making her sweat and shake, forcing maw to finally start jerkin' like a puppet and lock his head even more firmly to her cunt hole.
" ‘OHHHH, L-Lincolnnnn!' Maw cried out all at once. 'I-I-I-l'M-C-C-COMINGGGGGGGGGG!'
"Maw held Lincoln to her cunt until she stopped shaking. She then leaned back, her eyes half closed. Still on his knees, Lincoln, he looked up at her, his lips wet and dripping with come juice. 'I done ya good, huh?' he asked. 'Ah want yo to suck me now.'
"Maw nodded, a dreamy nutty look in her eyes. Lincoln, he got to his feet. 'Yo' want me to sit down?' he asked.
"Maw moved to the edge of the couch. 'No, I don't wanna kneel. You jes stand in front of me, an' I'll blow ya that way. Good God! What a cock you got!'
"Taking Lincoln's big prick in her hand, maw skinned back the head and looked at it. It was certainly the biggest prick I ever seen, and I seen almost all the pricks of the men maw brought home. I guess, Lincoln's prick, it was almost a foot long. Maw, she then sucked Lincoln's pecker. With one hand resting on Lincoln's nuts, maw took the big red knob into her mouth. She began to move her mouth up and down on his peter, going up and down on it real slow, so that, at one moment, only the head was in her mouth, while a few seconds later, four or five inches of cock would be in her mouth. I could see too that maw, she was running her tongue all over his cock.
"Lincoln, he stood there grinning down at maw, watching his big black prick move in and out of her mouth. He put his flat hands on her head and tried to pull her mouth onto his big rod even more. His hips began to shake and shimmy and his mouth began opening and closing like some kind of trap.
"I guess maw realized that Lincoln was about to have a come 'cause she dropped his peter from her mouth and said, 'I'm goin' to make you come now. Don't move and don't try to fuck me in the mouth-un-derstan'? You let me do it all,' She looked up at him and grinned. I'll make you come a pint!'
"Lincoln grinned back at her, he did. 'Ah sure wanna do that,' he said.
"Maw took the stud's cock-head into her mouth once more. Only this time she did not move her mouth up and down and over it. She merely held the knob in her mouth and sucked on it as hard as she could. I knew she was puttin' all she had into it 'cause I could see her cheeks moving in and out real fast. And she squeezed his nuts as she sucked him. Then Lincoln got his nuts off. 'AHHHHHH!' he cried out. 'AH'sssss c-blowin'off!'
"Lincoln, he shot a stream of come that bounced around in maw's mouth. And I could see maw swallowing as fast as she could; even so, he had a lot and some of it ran out of her mouth and dripped on the rug.
" ‘Yo' sure done me a good' un,' Lincoln said, showing all his ivories.
"Smiling, as if pleased with herself, maw took his wet prick in her hand and began to jack him. Then Lincoln, he said, grinning all over the place, 'Ah hope yore ass is as good.'
"'You'll find out in jes' a moment, black boy,' maw giggled. 'I jes' hope you don't wreck me with it!'
"'Goddamn it, woman! I ain't no boy!' Lincoln said. 'Ah's twenty-two years old!'
"In a moment or so Lincoln's cock, it got as hard as ice and maw spread out for him on the couch. Crawling between her legs, his black body shiny with sweat, Lincoln, he began shoving his peter into maw's cunt. The big red head parted her cunt lips and slowly vanished within her. Maw, she began to breathe kind of funny, and her big white tits began rising and fallin' real fast. Maw, she put her arms around Lincoln's neck. His lips was very close to hers, and she grinned, and he grinned.
"'Go slow with that big peter of yours,' Maw whispered. 'You put that big thing in slow! You hear-UGG!'
"'Ah's-doin' it slow,' Lincoln grunted. Ifen ah do it any slower, ah'll be standin' still!'
"Slowly his thick black root vanished within maw until finally his tight nuts rested 'firmly against her ass, pressed almost flat against the white cheeks of her butt. Lincoln put his hands under her fanny, and maw, she cried, 'OH LINCOLN, BABY-You've got-it-all-in! It-feels-like-it‘s-it‘s-goin'-to-pop out of my mouth!'
"Lincoln shoved his finger up maw's asshole, and she wailed again. 'OHHH-LINCOLN! OHOHO!' Maw, she sure loved that big black cock of his!
"As he fucked maw and jacked off her asshole, Lincoln put his lips on her red mouth and kissed her. Maw tightened her arms around his neck, her body quivering all over as his pecker moved in and out of her like a big black arm. Raisin* his mouth from hers, Lincoln asked, 'Ifen I screw ya real good, will yuh suck it some more?' Then he said, 'Yuh got a tight pussy, a real tight'un.'
"Maw nodded her head and pulled his mouth back down to hers. I went back to bed and played with my twat some more… I played with my twat a lot…
"I guess I must have watched maw carry on with men for almost two years, maybe a little longer, at least until I got to screwin' around with her and Uncle Elmo. I haven't told you about him yet, have I? I'll do that now.
"Uncle Elmo was paw's younger brother, about ten years younger than my old man, which made him about thirty, I suppose, and five or six years younger than maw. What happened, he lost his job at the sawmill, in Centerville, and come north to the big city to live with us. Paw didn't like that at all, but Uncle Elmo, he just walked in one day and maw said he could stay. There weren't nothing paw could do about it because maw was the boss. She ruled the roost.
"I liked Uncle Elmo, for he was good-lookin' and was always nice to me. Every Friday, the day that he cashed his paycheck, he always brought me a little gift. He always made me feel real good. And he wasn't lazy like paw was. Right off, Uncle Elmo, he got himself a job working in a plant, and he kept it, going to work every day, except Saturdays and Sundays. He was still working there when the police came and locked him and me and maw up.
"There was another reason for me liking 'Uncle Elmo: he always diddled maw in crazy positions, like putting her on a table and doin' it to her, or dickin' her dog-fashion, or having her get on top of him! And sometimes he sat down on a chair and, facing him, she'd sit down on his prick, and they'd fuck in that dumb position.
"I liked Uncle Elmo and told myself that some day -and soon-I was going to get him to fuck me, and get him to do it the way maw got him to do it to her-prancin' around the room and sitting with my dress hiked up to my ass and my legs wide open so that he could see my pussy.
"You see, by the time Uncle Elmo came to live with us, I had lost my cherry. A kid at school had gotten into my pants and dicked me, and I had been screwed several times since, like maybe, oh, three or four dozen times. Even pop tried to get in my pants, but I threatened to tell maw if he didn't leave me alone-and when I told him that, you'd have thought my cunt had the black plague or something! I wanted Uncle Elmo to screw me on account that he had a big peter. I knew that the bigger the cock, the more pleasure a girl could get from it. I knew that from the boys at school who had stuck it to me.
"You take Johnnie-he had a small dick, and it didn't feel half as good as LeRoy's, whose was much bigger! Roger's cock felt even better in me-and his was larger than LeRoy's but smaller than Wayne's! And Wayne's cock felt best of all!
"Uncle Elmo well, he had a peter twice the size of Wayne's; so I reasoned that Uncle Elmo's had to be the best of all. The trouble was, how was I going to get him to fuck me, with maw always hanging on him like she was?
"The way him and maw began fiddling around with each other-I mean him getting in her pants and all… Well, Uncle Elmo hadn't been living with us a week before maw began gettin' the hots for him, I could tell by the way she gawked at him and from the way she was always shaking her boobs in his face, I knew, too, because maw began staying home on Saturdays. It was the second Saturday that she stayed home that pop blew a gasket. Pop said that she should get her butt out and get some money, and Elmo told him to leave her alone. Mom yelled at paw that if he was any kind of a man he'd go out and get a job and she wouldn't have to hustle, and paw, he said that he couldn't work 'cause he was down in his back. Maw said that didn't stop him from bending his elbow with a beer can. Well, pop was pretty juiced up and lost his temper. He tried to punch maw in the mouth! He shouldn't have tried to do that. Pop missed, and maw picked up a dirty plate half full of bread and gravy and brained him one, putting him down to his knees. Pop got up and then Uncle Elmo hit him a good'un and knocked pop down again. Well, pop finally got some sense, and this time he didn't get up.
"The upshot of the whole business was that maw kicked pop out of the house, and I ain't laid eyes on him since. I heard since that he was living down on skid row.
"After pop got kicked out, Uncle Elmo moved right into maw's bedroom and they made no bones about living together. Maw, she quit her hustling, not having to go out and pick up men anymore since.Uncle Elmo was paying all the bills. He sure made good money out there at the plant. Of course, I didn't get to see them, screw anymore, not that they weren't going at it on the living-room couch, like they did it before maw kicked pop out. Why, about the third night after Uncle Elmo arrived, maw, she got pop good and drunk and then she and Uncle Elmo had themselves a good screw-with pop snoring away in the bedroom and me watching from my bedroom.
"I couldn't see into maw and Elmo's bedroom much, but I could hear them through the wall that separated their bedroom from mine. They went out a lot at night, too-drinking and carrying on. I didn't mind that either as it gave me a chance to slink around the neighborhood and peep into windows, in my search to find men and women doing it to each other. And, boy-oh-boy -the things I seen!
"It was an accident the way I walked in on maw and Uncle Elmo. I hadn't had my polio shot, and when one of the kids at school came down with it, all us kids who hadn't received a shot was sent home. I usually didn't get home from school until about four-thirty. That's, because we got bussed clean across town.
"That day I got home about lunchtime. Naturally maw and Uncle Elmo wasn't expecting me home so early. Uncle Elmo wasn't working for some reason or another that day-and like I always did, I just walked on in. That's when I heard a lot of moaning and groaning coming out of maw's bedroom. I guess I should have knowed what was going on, but-I don't know! Maybe I wanted to catch them and just pretend that I had come up on them accident!}*. Anyhow, I walked right on in the bedroom, ai pretty as you please. Maw and Uncle Elmo was screwing up a storm. I stood there grinning, taking in every motion and movement.
"Maw screamed out something when she saw me, and pushed at Uncle Elmo, trying to get him off her. She also tried to pull a sheet over her body. Uncle Elmo rolled off the bed, onto the floor. Then maw jumped off the bed, as if seeing me reminded her of the devil. Uncle Elmo, he just sat there and looked stupid.
"'You git out of here! YOU GIT OUT OF HERE-HEAR ME!' maw screeched at me.
"Maw was mad and I was leaving, when Uncle Elmo said, ‘Aw hell, Eva, let the kid stay. She's old enough. 'Sides, she's probably had a few pricks in her by now.'
"I hesitated, somehow knowing that I was going to have a lot of fun. Uncle Elmo got up from the side of the bed, and. I saw that his wet cock was big and hard. It wobbled all over the place as he sat down on the bed.
" ‘You mean you want her in here while we screw?' maw asked in surprise.
"Well, Uncle Elmo had a way with maw. I guess he could have got her to commit suicide if he had wanted to. He finally convinced her that it would be a good thing for me to stay and watch them make love. He said it would give me 'experience,' Maw said that it would be embarrassing for her to fuck in front of me. Then Uncle Elmo said that she would get used to it. Maw, she said no, that she wasn't going to let me stay watch-and she told Uncle Elmo to cover up his cock because I was staring at it. Then Uncle Elmo, he said to maw that if she didn't let me stay, he would put on his clothes, pack up, move out, and never come back. Well, maw was an old slut, but she wasn't stupid. Not only was Uncle Elmo good fucking, but maw knew too that if he up and took off, she'd have to get a job or go on welfare. And she didn't want no part of welfare. Them welfare people are always sticking in their noses and checking up.
"Uncle Elmo's threat brought maw around to his way of thinking and she let me stay.
"'Wellll, all right,' maw said. 'I reckon she can stay and watch.'
"Then Uncle Elmo said to me, 'Harriet baby, you take off your clothes.'
"Now, honey-dove, you ain't gonna fuck her!' maw said anxiously, letting the sheet fall from her tits. 'It wouldn't be decent for you ta dick her. 'Sides, you might knock her up. Then where'd we be with her having a young'un?'
"I began stripping off my duds. I wanted unc to see me naked.
"'Hell, the kid's got a cunt, ain't she?' unc, he says to maw. 'A little lovin' won't hurt her none. Hell, I ain't gonna hurt her none. Anyhow, like the doc down home said, I'm sterile. So how can I knock her up?'
"'Yeah?' maw said, looking at him suspiciously. "Then how come you was using rubbers on Mrs. H- downstairs when you was dickin' her-an' don't tell me you ain't never got in her pants. I seen how she look at you on the stairs.'
"'Aw, honey-babe,' unc said, 'Mavis, she didn't believe I was sterile, an' she made me use rubs on her. She didn't believe I couldn't knock her up. 'Sides, I ain't looked at her since me and you started fuckin' around.'
"Maw started to say something, but Uncle Elmo began fingering her big blonde cunt and a-slobberin' on her boobs, and that made her forget all about rubbers! She had found them in his pocket. I know, 'cause I seen her take them out.
"Maw, she began to moan and make all kinds of crazy fuck expressions, and I sat on the bed, playing with my pussy and watching them, getting hotter by the minute. I kept my eyes on unc's cock, which fascinated me. Up close, it looked bigger than ever. I had the urge to put my hand on the hot meat and squeeze it. I also wanted it in my own cunt, though the thought of having that big thing in me was kind of frightening.
"Maw, she finally popped off, and I wondered why it had taken her so long, since unc had really been racing his finger in her cunt. Uncle Elmo stopped sucking on her titties and told her to get spread out on the bed. I'm a-gonna screw you,' he said.
"The way they done went at it! You ain't never heard so much carryings on in your life! It's a wonder the bed didn't fall apart! Maw, what she done, she wrapped her legs around him and began moving her butt up and down, while he rammed his cock in and out of her. Honestly, at the time I thought my mother was half nuts, the way she cried and carried on. 'OOHHH! ooohhh!' she yelled. 'OH MY LOVE DADDY! MY SWEET BUMPKINS-FUCKKKKK-MEEEEEEE! SCREW ME TO DEATH! Drill a hole in my cunt with -with your prickkkkkk!'
"I sat on the bed, fascinated, my mouth open, and jacked my self.
" ‘Am I-I giving it to you all right, baby?' Uncle Elmo sobbed.
"'Yes,' maw muttered, 'only harder-ohohohoh-NOW! FUCK ME! FUCK ME!'
"They both began popping off-and so did I! I had a real good come-so good that I almost cried out myself!
"Then Uncle Elmo got the bright idea that maw, she should suck his prick-right there in front of me. She didn't like the idea at all, saying it was a nasty thing to do. 'What will the child think of me, Elmo?' she asked.
"I wanted to laugh, knowing that if I ever told her what I really thought of her, she'd break every tooth in my head!
"'Aw come on, Eva, blow me!' Elmo insisted, shaking his big jock at maw. ‘You know you want to. Hell-fire, you always do… ‘
"'Sure, maw,' I said with a laugh, ‘go ahead and blow him.'
"Maw finally agreed, saying that since I had seen them fucking, I might as well see them doing everything else. I thought that made pretty good sense.
"Uncle Elmo sat on the edge of the bed, and maw got down on her knees between his skinny legs. He was tail and thin and had a lot of black hair on his legs and belly and chest. I sat next to him, looking down at maw, watching. Maw took his limp peter and put the head in her mouth, making loud sucking noises. Reaching down, he began pulling on her tits. I guess that got her hot while she blew him. Well, maw, she certainly knew how to eat a peter, and soon Elmo's cock was as hard as ice-and as big and round as a buck-and-a-half piece of Polish sausage.
"Uncle Elmo, he took one of his hands away from maw and put his arm over my shoulder. Then he began playing with my tits, making my nipples as hard as ice. Maw, she just kept right on sucking away, but in spite of her action, she didn't make Uncle Elmo come. I guess it was too soon after a fuck for him to build up a charge.
"After a time, unc told maw he'd had enough, and for her to sit on the bed in order that he might eat her. That's what he did, too-sucked her pussy for a long time. Then Uncle Elmo got up, felt of his prick, and said he was going to fuck maw between her big boobs-and she asked him, ‘Ya want that I should catch your come with my mouth?'
"I wondered how maw was going to do that. Well, standing before maw, Uncle Elmo put his prick between her titties, squeezed them together over his cock, and began fucking her, moving his cock up and down between her boobs. That got me all excited again, because I had never seen anything like that before. I had -but I mean up close, like I was part of the action.
"Maw and Uncle Elmo, they didn't do anything else after that, after he shot a lot of come between her tits and she got some of it in her mouth. I was hoping he'd fuck or suck me, or have me blow him, but he didn't make no move toward me, and I didn't say anything.
"Things changed after that. I mean that maw and Uncle Elmo didn't mind me being around when they made love, just like I wasn't there. Of course, I was still planning to get Uncle Elmo to fuck me, but like I told you earlier, I didn't know how to go about it.
"It was about a week later when him and maw did it again. I had saw them fuck twice before that, but this third time was really something special, because they got to fucking so fast and furious that maw almost forgot to fix supper. I got so pissed off that I went out into the kitchen and had me a peanut butter-and-jelly sandwich. Then I went back into the bedroom and they was still at it, only this time maw was on her hands and knees and Uncle Elmo was screwing her dog-fashion. I sat down and began to jack myself. Uncle Elmo looked at me and grinned. That's when he got the idea that I needed some satisfaction.
"'That little twat of your'n on fire, honey?' he asked.
"Why should I a-lied about it? 'It sure is,' I said. ‘I'm burning up!'
"Him and maw got finished with their fucking, and maw glanced first at unc, then at me. 'Now, Elmo, I kin tell what you figurin' on doing, and you ain't gonna screw her. Be different if she was older.' Maw began to sniff, acting like she was going to cry. 'After all, she's only a baby… ‘
"Maw kept rattlin' on how young and pure I was, but, as usual, Uncle Elmo had his way, by threatening to pack up and move out. He said that he might as well have double pleasure, since I was old enough to screw, and that we wouldn't have to worry none about me getting knocked up because he was sterile.
"Maw finally said all right, that he could screw me, and he told me to get on the bed. 'Let's do it in my room' I suggested. 'We can see ourselves fucking in my dresser mirror if we do it in my room'
"Blinking his eyes real fast, Uncle Elmo laughed and said to my maw, 'You ever heared of anything like that before, Eva? Harriet, she wants to watch herself gettin' laid. Ain't that a good'un? You'd think she was one of them peepin' toms'
"Which I was, only I didn't tell him and maw that!
"Uncle Elmo put his arm around me and said, 'Okay, well go do it in your bedroom'
"Maw said, 'I'll come, too, an' watch.'
"In a few minutes-all excited because at last I was going to get laid by unc-I was on my bed, all spread out for him. He crawled between my legs and began rubbing the head of his big prick over my pussy. Maw sat there watching, and I could tell from the expression on her face that she was enjoying every minute of it, that she was just as worked up as I was.
"She sure had a big cunt. It seemed to me that she had almost all of her hand in her cunt as she masturbated. She popped up then and said, 'Now, El, you-all be careful with her when you shove the meat in.'
"Uncle Elmo, he said, ‘Uh-huh,' grinned down at me, and began to get down to business.
"'UGGGG!' I gasped when he shoved his big prick into me. The way it felt- giantlike, but-ohhhhh, so wonderful! I knew right then and there that I had been right about my theory that the bigger the cock the greater the pleasure. The way unc was hung! Well, it didn't take him long to get all of his root in me, and I wrapped my legs-putting a lot of power into the effort-wrapped my legs around his back, threw my arms around his neck, and began helping the fuck along, rolling up my ass when he came plunging down, when he reamed my snatch with that big screwer of his. I got with it in a hurry, giving Uncle Elmo all I had.
" ‘He fuckin' you good, baby?' maw asked.
"'Uh-huh,' I said. 'F-Feel r-real goodddddd!'
"Uncle Elmo, he had all kinds of tricks. What he did, he sort of scooted his head down on me and began sucking my tits as he fucked me. Boy! Did that feel good! In no time at all, he had me all excited, more excited than I had ever been in my life. Could my uncle fuck! He certainly could! My tits had swelled up, my nipples so hard they almost hurt, and my cunt felt like the sun-only hotter! I didn't care that maw was sitting there watching me and masturbating herself with the handle of a fly swatter. After all, I seen her and unc doing it, so what did it matter if she gawked at me.
"Uncle Elmo, he done really gave me a hard fuck. I couldn't help but moan and groan and carry on. I tightened my arms around his neck, feeling that his skin was wet and slippery with sweat.
"'You-you about ready?' Uncle Elmo asked, huffing and puffing.
"'Uh-huh,' I gasped. Tm w-waiting for you. I-OH!'
"That's when I came! It was like all the stars in the sky were exploding in my head. For a moment, I thought I'd just died and gone straight to heaven. It was so good, like my whole cunt was made of fine glass and had just been shattered with a hammer. I felt Uncle Elmo's cock jerking within my cunt, coming off and shooting loads of come inside my pussy. It sure felt good as it raced for the mouth of my womb. I made up my mind that I was going to have Uncle Elmo fuck me a lot… "
Harriet P-'s case is an example of incest induced via the medium of family moral disintegration, a type of declension that is found consistently in many cases of incest. However, Harriet's basic motivation seems to stem not so much from her perverse environment as from her infantile personality.
We find that Harriet lacks diversification and skill, exhibits poor judgment, and accepts substitute gratifications over sublimation with further ensuing frustrations, her interpersonal relationship is poor. She has various etiological colorings which present us with a picture of disorganization: lack of continuity and consistency in personal contact-all very common when we find parental discord and broken homes. Inconsistent parental attitudes, poor sibling relationships, inconsistent interfamily relations, and immoral and/or emotionally ill parents also contribute to this lack of continuity and consistency in personal contact.
Due to infantile personality structure, Harriet has poor symbolic expression, is unable to expend excess tension through interpersonal relationships and self-expression, and remains on the level of organic response, either muscular, visceral, or vascular. With Harriet, we are dealing with a psychosomatic partial response, not with the distorted total response of an organ system, as is the case in conversion hysteria.
Harriet's years of secretly watching her mother and various men engage in sexual relations led to the development of her voyeurism, in which she went about the neighborhood peeping into windows in order to witness sexual acts between various men and women.
The origin of voyeurism still lies in the psychiatric realm of theory and speculation. Essentially, however, voyeurism can be said to be the result of arrested development, and the voyeur always begins his tragic journey within the early years of childhood, just as Harriet began hers.
There is no evidence that the subject is suffering from either Electra complex or penis wish. However, there is some slight evidence-based on the subject's preference for watching herself make love-that Harriet's psyche is tinged with narcissism-a psychosexual condition in which one (usually a female) is stimulated by one's body, both by sight and touch, and self-enjoyment of it by masturbatory end means.
This anomaly has, moreover, been given a special name by the experts who have paid special attention to it; thus Magnus Hirschfeld calls it automonsexualism, while others refer to it as autoerasty.
Hirschfeld writes: "Narcissism [taken from the name of a legendary Greek hero who fell in love with his own reflection] consists essentially and primarily in the fact that the individual in question-a child, an adolescent, more often than not a teenage girl-experiences a special attraction of a sexual nature for his own being, and especially for his own body, for his own image and also for his own intellect."
But we must not confuse "simple" masturbation with narcissism. There is a fairly distinct difference between them. Narcissism may be interwoven with masturbation, but masturbation, per se, does not necessarily imply narcissism! The teenage boy or girl addicted to masturbation has resource to this "self-abuse" procedure only because it is a last resort, because he or she does not have a partner. It is different with the active narcissist who does not in any way feel the need of sharing emotions.
The masturbator finds in himself the instrument of his satisfaction, while the narcissist sees in his own body the object of his desires.
The masturbator loves only his pleasure, masturbating to the fantasy of others, while the narcissist is in love with himself and will masturbate to an image of himself.
Besides, narcissists are not always masturbators; the most innocent forms of play, superficial caresses, or merely the contemplation of their own bodies in the mirror, may be quite sufficient for them.
Harriet also falls into another pattern: that of the aggressive teenage seductress, even though she was seduced by her uncle before she could put any kind of plan in operation. In short, Harriet P-is a typical product of the incestuous teenage syndromes.
Viewed in this light, Harriet P- is not unusual, there being thousands of girls who share an identical psychosexual illness-the desire for incest.
"That first fuck that Uncle Elmo gave me-wow! I just lay there and kept popping off, having one come after another.
"Then, after unc and me had finished our screw, maw calmly announced that she wanted to go down on him, her suggestion being just jim-dandy with him. Uncle Elmo loved mouth jobs-and he asked me, 'Honey-bunch, I don't suppose you ever had a peter in your mouth, huh?'
"I giggled-I got to admit I was rather embarrassed over him asking me like that, right in front of my very own mother! I shook my head arid giggled again-'Nope, I ain't never done that,' I said, thinking: But I know you're going to show me how, ain't you, Uncle Elmo? You had better!
"'Now, El, honey, you ain't gonna have my baby a-suck yore cock,' maw said lazily. 'It ain't proper her a-doin' that-ain't proper a'tall.
"Uncle Elmo, he ignored maw, and he said to me, 'Wal, wal, so you ain't never had a cock in that sweet mouth of yourn. I think it's about time I teached you. Why.here, you is, almost fourteen years old, and you ain't even got the facts of life.' He turned to maw. 'Eva darlin', you show her how to suck a man-sized prick.'
"Uncle Elmo spread his skinny legs, and he leaned back on the bed, putting his hands under his head. 'An' don't turn your head sideways while you do it and show Harriet how. I like to see my peter slidin' in and out of your mouth!'
"Right off, I expected maw to flip her head over him wanting me to toddle his flute, especially since he wanted her to show me how. But maw, she just said it wasn't fitting and proper, and Elmo, he told her to go to hell and hurry up and show me, and maw said all right in that lazy voice of hers. Then maw got with it and became as excited as me, and we both got down between unc's legs, making ready to go down on him.
"Maw said, 'Now you watch how I do it, Harriet honey.' She took Elmo's hard cock in her hand. 'You watch how I blow him; then you can have a go at it.'
"She plopped the-head of his peter into her mouth, like it was a big ripe plum, and began sucking on it, now and then running her wet mouth up and down over it, moving as far down as she could, until almost all of his cock had disappeared. I watched, really fascinated. Why, the head must have banged against maw's tonsils. She sure was some cocksucker, and I figured she must have had a lot of experience. I know she did, because I guess I had seen her blow dozens of men-I mean back in my Saturday-night-watching days, before unc came to live with us.
"Maw, she kept sucking on Uncle Elmo's cock; then, after a few minutes, she pulled it from her mouth and licked her lips-like she enjoyed the taste. Uncle Elmo, he just layed there and sighed.
"Maw said to me, 'All right, you try it. The way you do it-use yore tongue and lips all you want, but don't bite with your teeth. Men, they don't like that none-and do ya see this here place?' She indicated a piece of skin shaped like a tiny tight cord that seemed to anchor the head to the main part of the prick. 'Right here,' maw said. 'You lick that spot real good. That makes men shoot their come in a hurry when you lick that there spot.'
"'You want me to suck it now?' I asked, very excited at the prospect of taking Uncle Elmo's prick in my mouth.
"'Uh-huh. You-all go ahead and try it,' maw said.
"I took Uncle Elmo's prick and put the head into my mouth. I liked the taste, though it was sort of slick and wet. I began running my tongue all over the wet head, and then unc said I wasn't doing it right!
" ‘Hellfire, girl!' Uncle Elmo said. 'Ya got to suck it, not jes lick it-an' try to get more of my cock in yore mouth. Don't you-all act like you's afraid of it. Hell, it ain't gonna bite you none! That's what you're supposed to do!'
" ‘You mean you want me to bite it. Uncle Elmo?' I asked.
".'Oh shit!' Uncle Elmo said. 'Eva, you show her how!'
"'All right, dear,' maw said, popping his pickle in her mouth once more. She sure was nuts over Uncle Elmo. I guess it was his corn on the cob that chained her to him.
"What maw did then-she ran her mouth down over his prick, taking almost all of it. It's a wonder the head didn't pop out her belly! I knew she had to have some of that big prick down her throat! Up and down she went, maw did! Up and down, her mouth full of peter, while me and Uncle Elmo watched. Up and down! Down and up-like she was some kind of automatic suck machine!
"She sure knew her business, maw did, and Uncle Elmo, he got real excited. He sort of sat up, leaned down, and pulled her mouth from his peter. 'You-ail stop now, Eva, I want to have my come in Harriet's mouth. You do it now, Harriet. Do it like your mother done done it.'
"Maw offered to help me. She said, ‘I'll hold his cock for you, hon,' She took his peter in her hand, said, 'Git as much of it in yore mouth as you kin.'
"That's how we done it. While maw held Uncle Elmo's prick, I sucked on it, giving him a big blow that surprised both him and maw-but I was determined to show them both, especially maw, that I was just as good a cocksucker as she was. In no time at all, I had Uncle Elmo rising like one of them rockets down there in Florida. Then he come off, taking me off guard and giving me a big mouthful of thick cream. I almost choked because I thought he would warn me about spurtin' off, but he didn't. All of a sudden there it was -just a lot of hot, thick come shooting out the end of his cock. For a moment, I was kind of scared and tried to pull off his prick, but maw, she held my head on his cock, and there wasn't anything I could do but swallow. Even so, I got my tongue all mixed up while swallowing, and when maw, she did let me up, a lot of unc*s come was dribbling out my nose and mouth. I didn't like that much because I liked the taste of unc's come-stuff and wanted to swallow as much of it as I could. But Uncle Elmo liked the way I sucked him. He got so excited that he sucked my pussy, while maw, she layed on the floor under him, and he fucked her in the mouth. Uh-huh. We sure had a lot of fun that day…
"Maw and me, we even got to sucking each other's cunts. The way it all began, her and me and Uncle Elmo was fooling around one night, and he come up with the idea, saying that he really dug watching two women eat each other.
" ‘How you-all mean, honey?' maw asked, sort of gawking at him.
"'Goin' down on each other!' Uncle Elmo said. 'Suckin' each other's pussies.'
"I didn't think that sucking maw's cunt was such an all-fired idea. I certainly didn't want to lap at her big old gash, and she said she thought the idea was nasty. 'It ain't proper for two women a-doin' that to each other,' she said. But I guess you know what happened. Uncle Elmo, he got half mad and said he'd pack his suitcase and take the new color TV and go downstairs and live with Mrs. H-, whose husband had just got tired of it all and taken off. Uncle Elmo, he told me too that if I didn't suck maw's pussy, he wouldn't fuck me no more. I didn't want that, him not screwing me anymore, so I said I'd go down on maw. Maw didn't want that either-I mean him not fucking her and going downstairs to live with Edith H-. Well, maw said she'd suck my snatch. That's what we did then, me and maw: we did a sixty-nine and sucked off each other. I even had a come out of it.
"After a week or so of that kind of sucking, I began to enjoy it kinda. So did maw. It got so that me and maw got to doing it all the time, sometimes even when Uncle Elmo wasn't around. And sometimes when Uncle Elmo was there, the three of us would do a daisy chain.
"One Saturday afternoon, maw got the idea that her and me would blow Uncle Elmo at the same time. I mean she meant that we'd suck him together. Maw was certainly an old whore and knew all the tricks to make a man hot, but her suggestion was certainly a new one to me. And unc, too. He just stared at her like she was nuts.
"'Now how in hell you figurin' to do that?' he asked.
"'Uh-huh, maw, how can we both blow him at the same time?' I asked.
"Maw laughed and went on to explain it was really simple. She said that while I sucked his peter, she would eat his balls. 'Or you can suck on his nuts and I'll suck him off,' she finished. That seemed sort of screwy to me, but I said okay. And that's how we gave Uncle Elmo a double blow-job.
"Uncle lay flat on his back, and I got to one side of him, on my knees. I pulled back on his prick, pushing it almost to his stomach, doing it that way so maw would have lots of room. I took the head of his.peter into my mouth and began sucking on it. Maw, flat on her stomach between his legs, then took his bag into her mouth and began nibbling on it, sucking the wrinkled, hairy skin into her mouth. Personally, I figured it was a crazy way to get a guy to blow his nuts, but like I said, maw new all kinds of trick. Sometimes she'd even slip her finger into uncle's asshole and jack him off back there while she sucked him; sometimes she'd do that to me, too-jack off my asshole while she blowed me.
"I sucked Uncle Elmo's cock, and maw, she sucked on his balls. But this time I didn't get any of his come. Before his gun could go bang, maw and me exchanged places, with her going down on his cock and me sucking his bag into my mouth. I don't care for that kind of sucking, or asshole licking. Uncle Elmo, he had me lick his asshole several times.
"Then it happened. 'UGGGGGHHHH!' Uncle Elmo cried and shot off. Maw took all his come into her mouth, only, instead of swallowing, she saved the stuff, holding it in her mouth, her cheeks all puffed out like a balloon. Then her and me kissed, and while our mouths were glued together and connected, she gave me some of uncle's come, so I could enjoy the taste and swallow it. Maw and me, we always divied up uncle's come like that when we blowed him, double-time.
"It wasn't long after that that Uncle Elmo fixed it up for me and maw to work as prostitutes, only in a kind of special way, a kind that wouldn't get us into no trouble with the cops. Uncle Elmo knew all kinds of people-he got around a lot-and he'd met this guy who rented out whores to rich wife-swappers. Well, kind of worried about it all, she asked unc why a bunch of rich swells would want to fuck around with a couple of hillbillies like me and her. Uncle Elmo laughed and explained that we wouldn't be going to these parties to socialize, but to fuck and suck, things like that.
"'Anyhow,' he said, them rich folk'll be so drunk and high on drugs, they won't notice none how you talk. They'll only be interested in sex.'
"He continued talking and said that Mr. A-, the man that was setting up the deal, would be getting us $500 per party. ' 'Course, he'll get two hundred bucks for settin' up the deal,' unc explained, ‘which'll leave us three hundred.'
"That did it! Maw was all for the idea, even if we did have to fuck it up with a lot of strangers. I was all for it, too. Like unc said, me and maw was sexy and good-looking, and we might as well get paid for what we liked to do anyhow. There was also the fact that me and maw liked to show off our bodies, and we both knew we'd be naked at these shindigs, practically all the time we was there.
"The first sex party we went to was way out in the suburbs. I forget the name of the town, but it was one of them ritzy places. Mr. A-, he picked us up and drove us out there, saying on the way that he'd pick us up the next afternoon and return us to the city. I didn't like Mr. A- at all. He had a big fat gut, smoked little black cigars, and sniffed a lot.
"It was a very large house me and maw went to, and what they called the "ballroom,' I swear it was even bigger than the main section of the old Majestic down home. I don't know for sure, but I guess there must have been forty men and women in that ballroom, all of them naked and fucking and sucking each other. Men were even going down on each other, and so were the women, sucking off each other, and fucking each other in the ass-I mean the men were. Maw and me, we jumped right into the thick of it, after a husband and wife couple who were giving the party came over and told us to 'mingle with the guests,' Boy-oh-boy! Some mingling. Right off, I got sucked by a bald-headed old goat, while maw sucked a thin, red-faced man who was so drunk he could hardly stand up. After the four of us got finished and was dripping with each other's juices, a redheaded woman asked maw to do a sixty-nine suck with her, and the man I had just sucked off went to work sucking the cock of some young guy.
"A man in his forties, with an iron-gray crew cut, came up to me, his hard cock wobbling from side to side. Sitting down beside me, he began playing with my tits. ‘I saw you when you came in,' he said in a soft voice, 'and ever since then I've been trying to think of an unusual way to suck you.'
"He took my hand and wrapped my fingers around his cock, staring at me and leering. I squeezed his prick and smiled, thinking that his cock felt awful cool. Most guys had real hot cocks. Still, it was as hard as ice.
"Someone had put on a series of records, and the whole ballroom rang with music.
" ‘I'll tell you what,' I said to the man in a sugar-sweet voice. 'We could use a chair. That's unusual, and I'll bet you've never had it done to you that way. You want to try it that way?'
"'A chair?' the man said. He looked at me like he couldn't believe what I had said to him. I rather gathered that he thought I was too young to know about such things. "That's what I said, handsome,' I said, getting up and taking him by the arm. ‘I'll show you how, if you think you can do it.'
"Without waiting for him to reply, I led him to an old-fashioned armchair which was on the other side of the huge room. Calmly I pushed him into the chair and said, Tm going to come up at you from behind; you can help.'
"He laughed. 'And we're going to suck each other like that! I don't believe it!' He looked at me like I was nuts, then turned his head and stared as I began climbing-literally-over the back of the chair and then began sliding down over his chest and the rest of his body. He caught on quickly and began to help me, supporting my body as I came to rest with my hands flat on the floor, my head between his legs, in a position that would enable me to suck his prick. The head, perched as I was, was only inches from my lips; at the same time, my wet cunt was only inches from his mouth.
"'Go ahead and eat me,' I said, then bent my head slightly, letting the big red knot of his prick slide into my mouth.
"As much as he could, the man began to kiss and lick my stomach, then moved directly to my pussy. Working quickly and squeezing the cheeks of my ass, he began running his nose up and down the crack that separated my butt cheeks. In order to brace myself better, I locked my ankles behind his neck. The man, he began working on my cunt once more, spreading the fat little lips with his fingers, poking at the red inside with his nose, causing me to wonder whether he was going to eat it or smell it! He pressed his lips to the wet, excited flesh, began nibbling at my sensitive clit, and began sucking on it, alternating ever so often by thrusting his tongue deep into me, his doing this causing me to moan softly around his cock. Harder and harder I sucked, applying more teeth pressure, my own hots gettin' hotter; he, in turn, licked and sucked and lapped, even began a gentle biting of the entire region. The flash of a thought crossed my mind-no doubt about it: this guy was a master cuntlapper.
"What I did-I responded to the movement of his head and tongue with a burning desire for more, for bigger and better tongue-penetration. I also made a mental note to tell maw how good he was; she'd probably want some of his tongue. Moaning loudly, I began rotating my hips, communicating to him my need for speed and urgency; he got my message, knowing what my sounds and motions meant, and began driving his stiff tongue even farther into my wet cunt until it touched and pushed against my clit. That's when I had my come, a hard, real good come-and that's when his warm come gushed into my mouth, leaping past my teeth and gushing down my throat; then his prick finished its jerking and throbbing, and his come was finished and done with. The man released me then, letting me slide all the way to the floor.
"I seen then that maw had finished her sixty-nine with the red-headed slut. I was about to go over to her, when Lorna-she was the hostess of the party-and another woman came over to me. Following them was a young stud of about twenty. He had a nice-looking prick, as hard as ice. Wiping come from my mouth, I smiled at Lorna; she smiled back and clutched at my arm. ‘You sweet little thing, you, how'd you like to have a foursome with us?' She indicated the woman and the young dude with her. 'This is Roger and Katie-and we'd all lovvvvve to eat you.'
"Lorna was short and fat, with tits the size of watermelons, and a body that reminded me of an old-fashioned vinegar barrel. Her hair was shoe-polish black, and she had her face smeared with all kinds of paint. I guess, well, I guess that rich old broad had five bucks* worth of cosmetics on her pan.
"Katie, though, wasn't a bad-looking bitch. I guess she must have been about fifty, about ten years older than Lorna. She had big tits, too, with nipples that were as round as silver dollars and very brown. Uncle Elmo had once showed me a silver dollar.
" ‘What position do you want me to take?' I asked Lorna.
" ‘I want her to suck my cock,' Roger said, speaking to Lorna, but glancing at me. He had a real high voice and big teeth. I couldn't help but stare at his prick, because his was the first peter I had seen with blond hair -the same color as on his head.
"'Don't be impatient, Roger dear,' Kate told him, as though speaking to a little boy. 'I'm sure Harriet here is most anxious to fellate you.'
"That's another thing about them swells! They don't never speak like normal people.
"Then Lorna, she said to me, 'Harriet, you lie on your back, and we'll begin.'
"Reaching out, Katie took hold of Roger's prick. 'You can suck me off while Harriet blows you.'
"Watching them as I was, I figured that Katie was more than just a little anxious to have Roger suck her cunt. But that's how them old gals are-always wantin' a young guy to blow them.
"A man walked over to us. About forty and very hairy, he asked Lorna if he could join in. He began feeling up her big butt cheeks. Td like to do it to you back there,' he said. 'I know you like it that way.'
" ‘I see no reason why you shouldn't,' Lorna said. 'But wait until I get into position and start sucking Harriet before you put it in.'
"I got on my back, opening my legs. Roger crawled over me, lowering himself until he was kneeling over my tits, his knees on either side of my ribs. Me-I stared at his thick mess of blond prick hair. Then he began rubbing the head of his prick over my mouth, so aroused he damn near shivered. Looking up, I could see he was staring down at me, his eyes bright.
"'Well, shove it in!' I said, a little annoyed. I don't like a lot of foolin' around when I get mouth-fucked. I could sense Lorna getting between my legs, and I knew the fat old fart was gettin' ready to suck my pussy. Then I felt her tongue lapping at my cunt, then pushing its way into the hollow blackness of my pussy tunnel, at about the same time that Roger thrust his peter into my mouth. I began a slow sucking of the head, clamping down on it with my teeth to prevent him from shoving more of his rod into my mouth. Maw, she don't mind throat-fucking, but I don't care for it none.
"I heard Kate saying to Roger, 'I thought you were going to suck me, Roggie? What are you waiting for?'
"Roiling my gaze backward, I could see Kate standing at my head, towering over me like some Amazon- you know, one of them big Greek women-and Roger leaning forward, bending, trying to put his mouth to her hairy gash. But he couldn't quite make it. "I just can't make it. You'll have to bend down and open your legs more.'
"'How's this? And here, I'll spread my cunt for you.' Kate spread her pussy apart, and this time Roger managed to place his mouth against the reddish slot. Sighing in pleasure, Kate, she put her hands to his head,.pulling him in close and holding him there. 'OHHHHHhhh-that's-the-way, ROGGIE. THERE! EATTT ITTTT!'
"I continued to suck 'Roggie's' prick and he sucked Kate's cunt. The man who was going to fuck Lorna in the ass must have been not doin' it right, because she raised her mouth from my pussy and asked him, 'What the fuck are you doing? Are you going to fuck me in my butt, or not?'
"Huffing and puffing, the man replied, 'Well, either your asshole is too small, or my prick is too big. I don't know which! Can't understand it! I've fucked you like this before!'
"Lorna said, kinda mad like, 'Anilingue me then! Go on-lick it!'
"Like I said, them swells don't talk English right. That's what the man did. He began licking Lorna's asshole. I couldn't see him doing it, but I knew he was- could tell from the way Lorna moaned in my pussy in delight. About then, I had my come, and Lorna, she kept right on eating my slot box. Kate, she began to get worked up. She began crying out to Roger, "DEEPER! Get-your tongue in more… ‘
"I felt Roger's prick getting ready to do it, and it did-and I got it. I tightened my mouth around his cock, as he jerked and cried above me, giving me at least a dozen swallows of hot come.
"About parties like this one-I mean a young girl like me is always popular at such shindigs, especially with old men-I mean like guys in their forties and fifties. The first thing they want to do is eat my box. I like doing it with both men and women, but what I mean is that I like to be part of a group-you know-that way I get to do a lot of sucking and things like that; and I'll do anything, except let a man fuck me in the ass. That's nasty. But maw? she likes it that way.
"I even got cunt-fucked by a dog once-just like I seen old lady G- get it from her dog. You see, me and maw went to a sex party, and the man who was giving the party asked me if I'd like to make an extra fifty bucks. He said that all I had to do was let Ignatz lay me. Ignatz was his big brown German shepherd.
"'You got to be outta your tree!' I snapped. 'There ain't no way a girl can get laid by no big dog like that!' You see, I was afraid that Ignatz would get hung up in me, just like dogs get hung up in bitches. So I told Mr, G-, ‘I ain't gonna have no goddam dog rip my pussy to shreds with his can opener! Not me- not for five hundred bucks!'
"I swear, Mr. G-, he almost died laughing, and I got pretty mad about it. He finally got me calmed down and gently explained that there wasn't any danger, since a bitch-dog's pussy was a lot smaller than mine. He also explained that a dog's peter ain't even half the size of a man's. ‘So you see, baby, it's literally impossible for Ignatz to get hung up in you. Now how about it, fifty dollars is pretty good for ten minutes' work. That will give you four hundred and fifty bucks for the night.'
"'But are you positive that big mutt won't get his prick hung up in me?' I asked.
Mr. G-, he got very serious. Now, honey, do you think I or any of these people would want to see you get hurt? Ask my wife. She'll tell you. Ignatz screws her ail the time.'
"Huh! That didn't tell me no nothing never mind. Old lady G- had a pussy like a washtub, and I guess an elephant could have diddled her and never touched bottom. I couldn't ask maw for advice. She was upstairs fucking a guy who liked to do it in a bathtub filled with milk. I decided to take a chance. I decided to let Ignatz fuck me. I was pretty near sure that them swells wouldn't take no chance on letting a dog's cock get hung up in my pussy.
"I guess there was twenty or thirty people standing around watching me as I got down on the rug. All of them was naked, standing in a circle, laughing and whispering. I felt pretty stupid, let me tell you! Then Mr. G- led Ignatz in, bringing the big dog between my legs. I had a pillow under my tail and several under my head. Mr. G-, he unsnapped the chain from Ignatz's collar, and, I tell you! that dog sure must have been jazzing it up a lot with old lady G- -, just like her husband said, because he knew what was expected of him. Ignatz-wasn't that a crazy name for a fuckin' dog?- he knew what I was there for, all spread out for him.
"You could have heard a feather drop on water when Ignatz began sniffing around my cunt $nd lapping at it with his long tongue.
'Hell!' one man laughed drunkenly. 'He's going to eat her, not fuck her!' Then his wife shushed him quiet. Ignatz, he was panting, with his long wet tongue hanging out to one side of his mouth. Then he let his peter slide out. Well, a dog's prick ain't like a man's; I could see that right off. Ignatz's, oh, it was maybe four inches long and about twice the size of a lead pencil- all red and wet and even pointed at the end. When I seen Ignatz's prick, I wasn't scared after that, not after I seen how small his peter was in comparison to a man's. And I've had some pretty big cocks in me!
"Ignatz crawled on, mounting me like a man would. But me, I didn't enjoy it. First of all, I could barely feel his prick. I ain't got no big snatch, but you got to remember that dog had a pretty skinny cock! An' I ask you: how can a girl enjoy herself-even with a mutt- when everyone in the room is staring at her like she was some kind of freak? It wasn't like regular orgy-fucking, you know, when everyone is concerned with his own business. With Ignatz,,' was the center of attraction, lying there getting fucked by him, in the middle of a big circle, and worse, with people yelling out encouragement to both me and the damned dog, like, 'Come on, Ignatz! Get that cock in her, boy! Give'her a good fucking!' Or like, 'Come on, girlie! Fuck him back! Get your ass in gear!' Things like that, you know.
"As for Ignatz,-he leaned over me, putting his chest against my tits and panting in my face-like, you know, I was the first piece of human ass he ever had! I took hold of his paws, holding them off me to keep hinv from scratching. Actually, I was kind of embarrassed with all them men and women staring at me. I like to show off, but not when I'm getting doggie-fucked. Then I felt Ignatz coming in me, getting the shock of my life when he didn't stop. It was nothing like the big squirts a man gives a girl-just a slow dribble that kept right on dribbling. It must have taken him five minutes or more to finish his come…
"I'd still be going to them sex parties, making money and having a lot of fun-and so would maw-if it hadn't been for that no good Mrs. H-. Maw, she finally caught her and Uncle Elmo in bed together- and in her bed! I mean maw's bed. Y'see, Uncle Elmo, he was fucking Mrs. H- in our apartment.
"What happened is that Mr. A-picked me and maw up that night to take us to this sex party. We never did get there; Mr. A-'s car broke down on the way. Maw, she wanted to take a cab and continue on, but A-, he didn't want to leave his car, and he said a cabbie might not be able to find the place, because it was way out in the country. It ended up that me and maw took a cab and went back to our place, and that's when maw caught Uncle Elmo in bed doing a sixty-nine with Mrs. H-. Maw, she brained Mrs. H- -who had the top position, sucking unc's prick-with a makeup mirror, screaming like she was a crazy woman! Uncle Elmo, he jumped out of bed, scared stiff, not knowing what was going on. Then maw clobbered him with a vanity stool. There was one hell of a racket, with maw and Uncle Elmo yelling and throwing things at each other, which caused the neighbors to call the cops.
"You knowed what happened. Down at the station, Uncle Elmo-the stupid son of a bitch-he started blabbin' everything about me and maw and them sex parties! If it weren't for his big trap, maw wouldn't be in jail and I wouldn't be here until I was twenty-one.
"That's why I done told you about him fucking me! I want him in jail too!"
After taking into consideration Harriet's environment, we can offer almost no hope for her moral reformation, our prognosis being that her degeneracy is too firmly established in her libido for removal by psychotherapy. We cannot expect any boy or girl to mature with proper sexual values when he or she has been introduced at an early age to perverted sexual practices of an extreme nature.
When a young girl, such as Harriet, is burned with the incestuous impulse and with voyeurism to begin with, not to mention traces of narcissism and exhibitionism, then there is almost no hope.
But then, the incestuous teenage syndrome never has made for a bright future.