“Your medical records are on file, baby it alright,” I start to cry as he keeps forcing the juice down, I try to refuse but he holds me tight.
“Come on a little more, that’s it Clara.” He puts the empty glass down and cradles me in his arms.
“Can I make you cum?”
“Love me Alex,” he parts my legs as he gently eases himself into my needing pussy.
Watching me carefully as he starts to move, holding my hips as he pushes in, kissing my lips as he builds in speed my body is clenching as he moves his firm body next to mine.
My hands holding onto his shoulders as he thrusts harder, felling his muscles over his body with each movement he makes. His kisses at my neck as my body starts to tense whispering,
“You are mine.” As I climax my body starts to shake.
“Do you want me to continue?” I kiss him as I wrap my legs around his rippling body as he pushes himself into mine, my hips meeting his with my urgency to feel normal.
I want to say I love him but now I feel that I would die if I lost him, I hold back my emotions of love as I allow myself to believe he loves me too.
He keeps asking me to stop, but I cannot allow him too, the belief that when he sees the papers tomorrow that this will be my last night with him.
His whispers that I was his, tear at my heart I would give anything to be truly his and not just empty sentiment from a sexual act.
Men have whispered of the ir love before but were never seen again when daylight came, they told me they loved me when they were cruel, it was easier not to let them get close to me than to allow me to be fooled by their lies.
I cannot end this but can I tell him how I feel about him, I climax again the sweat pouring off me as I drift off to sleep as he makes love to me gently kissing me.
“Clara,” he kisses me urgently as he shakes my body. He grabs the juice again and helps me to drink grabbing my bag as he looks for my monitor and checks my blood.
“Don’t go to sleep baby,” making me drink some more as he cradles me.
“I will order some food Clara, do not sleep honey,” he picks me up and makes me walk as he picks my bag up and spill the contents on the bed where he finds my adrenalin.
“Do you need this Clara?” I nod slowly, I manage to check for any air bubbles and stab my thigh with the needle Alex helps me to inject myself.
Surly now he will dump me they always have in the past when they find out how ill I can get, but it was my fault for not eating.
Stroking my face as he wipes the sweat from my face, rechecking my blood every half an hour as he cradles me softly whispering I was his, keeping me awake until my bloods are normal.
“Are you safe to sleep now?” I only can manage a nod as he kisses my lips finally allowing me to sleep, Alex checks my bloods most of the night the prick of my finger from the gun is the only thing that keeps disturbing my sleep.
As I wake before Alex, not wanting to disturb him I ordered a taxi and leave him sleeping, he had been awake most of the night with me gently checking my bloods until exhaustion took over his body.
I order ed the daily newspapers for him at the desk, delivered to his room before he wakes, then I go home to change for work if I still have a job.
I was aware he was watching me by the blinking light on the camera, I never noticed before how it followed me around my office.
Maybe I was overreacting to the camera it was always on but now I know he used them for his own enjoyment, It give me hope that he was making sure I was safe after last night.
No thing was in the papers from last night, which was odd, apart from the actress kissing a woman in the hotel lounge, a photograph of the two of us but you never would guess it was me with my face covered up by her hair.
A small article of her coming out of the closet and her new film she was promoting was heading to box office status.
She was doing fine on her own but why the pretence in the restrooms, I search her info on the computer until I find out her agent, Alex ’s name stares back at me.
The tears well up inside me as I rush to the restrooms, there are no cameras there to see me cry, closing the cubical door I sink to my knees as I cry, I was set up he knew what I do to finish our relationship. He must know how I feel about him.
“Clara, open the door baby,” he should not be here in the women’s restrooms. I summon the strength to open the door wiping my eyes as I unlock it.
“Sorry Clara, the photographer was paid by me and he was told only publish what he had already been paid for.”
That is a lie, why was she hiding in the restrooms if not for someone to proposition her.
“Yes Clara I knew you try to cause a scene, you always do if you think a man is getting too close to you.” He wipes my tears tenderly.
“Nothing to be scared about Clara this is just sex between us,” he pushes me into the cubical and locks the door.
“Have you eaten today?” only breakfast I should try to eat more, he kisses me before I need to lie gently lifting me off my feet, my legs automatically going round his body. His hands on my back as he holds me to his body, then unclipping my trousers his hands cup my buttocks.
Alex pushes me into the door as he kisses me his hand rubbing my mound moving my satin briefs aside he inserts one of his fingers inside of me,
He looked sternly at me as my hands forcefully pulled up with his holding my taught body tight up against the doorframe placing a pair of leather handcuffs on me and securing them over the top of a coat hook.
“Now Clara, you need to learn you were never in control,” someone comes into the restrooms as he tries to undo my trousers, Alex pins my arms so I cannot struggle and draw attention to my plight. The sound of the flush of a toilet blocks out my struggle.
Alex presses his legs painfully into mine until whoever it was had gone and I am alone with him.
He pull ed my trousers and briefs off as he kneels down, oh god I am at his mercy, I panicky pull on my restrains as he starts to lick me, but my body responds instantly to his lips as he gently kisses my pussy and strokes my mound his hand.
My hips push out to meet his mouth as he licks me firmly pressing his tongue over my clitoris. I relax my struggle on my restrains as I lift my leg and place it on his shoulder. He lifts my other leg releasing the pressure on my arms from the restraints as he takes my weight.
The soft licks of his tongue sends me to heaven, I start to pull him closer with my legs as my body finds my realise,
“That it baby just relax,”
Alex continues with the licking becoming faster as I build again, I go to moan out but feel trapped it inside, the frustration of feeling that I am unable to scream out due to the other staff will hear us, this makes me cry, the tears falling hard and fast as he brings me to my climax again. The shakes hit me as he keeps up that exquisite licking of my pussy.
His fingers now exploring into my wet pussy as the third rocks me, my arms twitch from my tense muscles, my legs begin to ache as I pull him tighter into me the only thing I can control, using all my strength.
Alex’s other hand rubs my aroused clitoris as he explores me with his fingers, kisses on my thigh as I shake my head furiously it is too much I need to stop, the door rattles as I pull up on my restrains to be free of his hands.
Standing up unzipping his trousers,
“Do you want me to fuck you like the slut you are?” I try to say yes forgetting, but confusedly I shake my head my mind still refusing to give him control.
“Oh Clara you got to allow someone in, trust me.” He pulls my leg up as he thrusts painfully in to my wanting pussy, I close my eyes I was already his to control but I still wanted to hold on to the illusion of being independent.
My body arches as he enters me forcibly pushing me into the door.