'My affections were strongly drawn toward my aunt. I admired her cleverness and tact, and I was delighted with the new sphere she opened out for the gratification of my amorous propensities. At the same time, she proved her regard for my welfare by impressing on me the importance of never taxing the powers of nature; and she assured me that if I wished to preserve my physical organism in full working order I must practise much self-restraint and allow those parts that occasional rest which nature requires and prudence enjoins.
'She also warned me against too great indulgence in self-frigging; and she told me that may boys and young men destroyed themselves in that way. That the obtaining of pleasure in connection with another was natural, but that solitary gratification unless used in great moderation was not only very injurious to health but unfitted one for the true enjoyment of love.
'However, when I was returning to school for the last term, she said that as I should now be some time away from her, a discreet indulgence now and then might be a relief, and besides would tend to keep alive my affection for her and my desire for renewed enjoyment of her favours.
'To assist me in this matter, she cut a nice little lock of hair from her cunt, and having steeped it for several hours between the odoriferous lips of her moist slit, she gave it to me to sniff and rub about my nose whenever I handled my prick and though of her cunt and the various delights I had enjoyed with her when petting and feeling, kissing and sucking, frigging and fucking together. and she made me promise to write to her regularly and giver her a minute account of all my lustful feelings, acts and observings; and in every letter to say something about pricks, cunts and fucking.
'She told me also to endeavour to establish a familiarity with one or more of my companions, and keep her duly informed of the result.
'I promised faithfully to carry out her wishes, and left her with many assurances of affectionate regard.
'I can only give you in a general way the substance of the numerous letters I wrote to my aunt, but as they were written with great care and consideration, I have a perfect recollection of their contents.
'I related to her how I used to frig myself after school hours, lying in the grass. How I would unbutton my trousers, take out my prick and watch it stiffen up as I frigged it up and down. How I used to hold to my nose the lock of hair which she gave me, and which had still a strong flavour of the sweet perfume of her cunt; and that as I frigged, I always repeated all the words she had taught me — prick — cunt — arse — spunk — pissing — farting — fucking — and tried to recall the look of her cunt, as it used to gleam upon me when she spread her thighs and twisted her bottom for side to side.
'I told her that on one of these occasions, one of the elder boys — Charley Cox, who was always very friendly toward me — stole upon me unaware, and before I discovered his approach, witnessed the nature of my amusements.
'"Excuse me, dear Fred," he said, observing my startled and half-angry look, "I wanted to see and talk with you on the very subject on which you have been now engaged. The other day, when we were in the changing- room together, turning round suddenly, I saw your prick and was much struck with its remarkable size, and wondered was it through any effort of your own that it had grown so large. But I think you have let me into the secret today; and as I only want a lesson, pray forgive my interruption. So take out your prick again; and see, here is mine, though not half so well developed as yours, but if you can teach me how to make him grow as big I shall be truly thankful." '"Well, Charley, sit down here; I shall be glad of your company, and will do what I can to gratify and oblige you." And reopening my trousers, I again pulled out my prick, and as Charley placed himself beside me, put my hand on his soft pendant tool, he at the same time took hold of mine and commenced frigging it slowly up and down, as he said, "I always thought you a good fellow, Fred, but now I find you to be a real brick. I like the feel of your prick in my hand, and mine is already developing under the magic of your touch." '"Yes, this double frigging is peasant enough, but I think we should on the whole enjoy the thing more thoroughly by doing it to each other turn about; what do you say?" '"I don't doubt but you are right, Fred, and as I feel inclined to spend, if you go on with me, I will polish you off afterward." '"All right, old fellow, then lie on your back, spread your legs, and I will take a stretch between them." I then laid myself between his legs, and resting on my elbows held his balls with one hand and his prick with the other. "Now, Charley, tell me exactly how you feel and when you are going to spend." '"Well, Freddy, your watching my prick and holding it so close to your face while you are frigging it, greatly increase the feeling of pleasure.
No it is all in a aglow and I feel the spunk bubbling in my cots." 'I at once took the swollen head between my lips, and quite relished its sweet taste, as I sucked with all my force while I still frigged its shaft with my hand.
'"Oh, Freddy old fellow, have you put it in your mouth — Oh! There — I can hold it no longer — oh!! — oh!!! Did you swallow it, Fred?" '"Yes, why not? — indeed, I could scarcely avoid doing so, for you shot it out with such force that it made its own way down my throat." '"I don't wonder at that, for I never enjoyed a spend so much in my life. I had my first fuck the other evening but the pleasure I had then was not to be compared with what you made me feel now."
'"Had you a fuck the other evening, Charley? Tell me all about it and I will frig you as often as you please." '"Well, lean back and spread your legs, so that I may take possession of your prick while I recount the ins and out of my little adventure. You know Dolly, Farmer Jones's girl, who often comes to sell buns and sweet stuffs to our fellows. They are always chaffing her as to which of them she will choose for a sweetheart. She has an answer everyone, while her eye twinkles and her pouting red lips seem always soliciting a kiss. I happened to be the only one in the schoolroom when she came last. So after a little joking, I placed a half-crown in her hand saying: 'Now Dolly give me a nice soft luscious kiss.'
'"She put the money in her fob, and allowed me to take her in my arms.
I pressed my lips to hers, which she held up for me and readily opened to admit the point of my tongue. While kissing her, I passed my hand down her back and squeezed her fat buttocks. She responded by a gentle pinch of my prick with the fingers of the hand which hung down between us.
'"All right; I thought, so I said, 'Dolly, I would like a little further play with you, but have not time just now, but if you will come to the little grove behind the hangar this evening at eight o'clock, I will meet you there and give you half a sovereign.' She smiled and gave me a nod, and turned away, as some other fellows were coming in.
'"At the time appointed, I asked leave to go out, and found Dolly waiting for me among the trees. It was nearly dark, so I again took her in my arms, this time, however, thrusting my knee between here, an as I pushed it up against her cunt, she opened a little to give me more room.
'" 'You are a good sensible girl, Dolly, and very pretty; are you as nice down here as your charming face above?' I asked, as I rubbed my hand over her cunt outside her dress, and then lowering it to the bottom of her short frock, said: 'May I try?'
'" 'What an impudent boy you are, Master Charley! What do you want to do with your hand under my petticoats?" '" 'To feel your cunt, Dolly.'
'" 'Don't — you mustn't do that." '" 'Ah let me — there's a good girl — open your legs — Oh! what a fine big cunt you have, Dolly! Such a lot of hair! and such big fat lips!'
'"I now felt her hand playing about my trousers.
'" 'Good girl, take it out.'
'" 'What shall I take out, Master Charley?'
'" 'My prick, Dolly. Ah, you know well where to find it. Your cunt is made for it; shall I put it in?'
'" "I didn't say you mightn't, Master Charley.'
'" 'Well, lie down here in on the grass — now spread your legs.'
'"She stretched her legs open, and I got between them and pushed my prick between the moist lips of her cunt. Somehow I cold not find the entrance — it was my first attempt, you know.
'"At last she put down her hand and said, 'Stay I will direct it. You are pushing too high up — there — that's the spot — now push — Hah, it's getting in.'
'" 'Oh! Dolly! That's nice; but don't heave or you'll knock me out.' Then a gush of spend and it was all over.
'" 'Oh, Master Charley, you were too fast; but don't take it out — lie on my a little longer. Did you never fuck a girl before?'
'" 'No, Dolly. I once felt my sister's cunt, but she would not let me fuck her. Were you often fucked, Dolly?'
'" 'Scores of times, Master Charley!'
'" 'Who fucked you last, Dolly?'
'" 'Old Doctor Scratchem, the headmaster. This afternoon, as I was going away, he called me into his study and said: "I feel awfully randy today, Dolly, and I want you to give me relief, so take my old fellow out and pet him a bit." '" 'I did so, while he fingered away at my cunt and bottom.
'" '"Here's a book of bawdy prints,'" he said, "lay it open on the sofa, and you can look it over while you lean over the arm and cock up your naked bum; I want a good view of your fine arse." '" 'He then took his old prick in hand and looked at my bottom, first from the right side and then from the left. At last, going down on his knees, he looked from underneath, while I occupied myself looking over the pictures.
'" 'Wriggle your arse, Dolly, and open your cunt as much as you can, and tell me what pictures you are looking at, while I work up my prick for a fuck." '" '"I see lots of men and women fucking. Here is a girl lying on her back with her bare arse turned up before a naked man with a fine big redheaded prick who is just going to stick it into her cunt. Here is another girl straddling over a man whose prick is deep into her while another fellow is driving his prick into her bottom." '" '"Can't you say: Buggering her arse."
'"Well, buggering her arse — no I don't want you to bugger mine. It's a good honest fuck that I like. Stick in your prick and fuck me. There — that's the right place — now, doctor, fuck, oh! are you done so soon?" '" 'He pulled out his prick after spending a drop or two, and left my cunt only half satisfied; so I want you, Master Charley, to finish what he left half done. And I think that my story has put you in the way of doing it, for I feel your prick is as large and strong as ever.' Then she gave a sudden heave up, almost pitching me off as she cried, 'Now fuck, and don't be in a hurry — take your time and fuck me with long steady strokes — that's right, now you're making me like it — put your hands under my bottom, and I will cross my legs over your back and keep you in the right position.
'"Her cunt seemed to grow larger every moment, and sucked in my prick like a calf's mouth. I felt her hands too, trying, as I fancied, to shove in my balls along with my prick. I never thought that a girl's cunt could be so large — and Dolly is so short; but her cunt seems to begin at her navel and extend to her bottom. Somehow I got too much of it, and I did not feel half the pleasure you have given me. Do you like the way I am frigging you? Are you near spending?" '"Yes, Charley — it is just coming." '"Then I will take it in my mouth as you did for me." 'After this, we often had Dolly together; we used to fuck her one after the other, turn about, and sometimes both at the same time, in every variety of attitude we could imagine. Our favourite way, however, was for one of us to lie on his back with Dolly kneeling over him sucking his prick, while the other fucked her from behind just above his friend's face.
'Charley and I, being older boys, were allowed the privilege of sometimes walking by ourselves, and one afternoon, availing ourselves of this liberty, we met Dolly in a wood a little distance from the house, and thinking ourselves secure from observation, freely indulged in our favourite sport. But we were unfortunate, for the doctor's wife, taking her afternoon walk, came suddenly upon us, and before we were aware of her presence, witnessed all our proceedings. She said nothing, but after taking a good look, passed on. Terror filled our hearts, for we felt certain that condign punishment would quickly descend on Dolly and ourselves.
'I was not surprised therefore when I got a message that evening from Mrs Scratchem that she wished to speak with me for a few moments before going to bed.
'Now, I must tell you that the doctor's wife, who was comparatively young and rather good-looking, managed all the internal business of the house. She had a small room upstairs where she kept her laundry lists and accounts and in which she used to see us when she wanted to make enquiries about our clothes and washing.
'I went to her as I had often done before, but this time I found her seated on a sofa and not at her desk as usual. When I entered, she told me to close the door; having done so, I went and stood before her, looking considerably foolish and embarrassed. At the same time, I scanned her face and observed that although she looked agitated, she did not appear so angry as I expected, while there was a gleam in her eye which I could not then account for.
'She began by saying, "I feel constrained to speak to you of what I unavoidably witnessed this afternoon. Thinking the matter over, I consider it prudent not to tell the doctor. He might deem it necessary to inflict some public punishment, which perhaps would only make matters worse, so I have decided on speaking to you myself. But it is not my intention to scold you. You and Charley are the oldest lads in the school, and cannot be treated like the younger boys. And besides, for young fellows of your age there may be some excuse. I believe that young men growing into manhood have certain necessities which require to be gratified in some way — I mean by intercourse with the other sex. You see, I am speaking very plainly as a woman of the world and as one who takes a rational view of such things; and therefore you going occasionally with a girl, safely and prudently, I don't altogether condemn. But going with Dolly I consider neither safe nor prudent. I therefore feel bound to give you warning, not merely as being responsible for your health and general well-being, but from the great regard I feel for your excellent aunt, Lady Flora, whom I am proud to be allowed to reckon one of my best friends, and also, I may add, from a personal liking for yourself." Here, she blushed and looked down.
"But," she resumed, looking up, her face very red and her eyes very bright, 'you will be tired of standing, Freddy; come and sit down here beside me." 'I gladly complied, and as I sand down, she put her hand on my knee as she continued, "the ground of my warning is that I have reason to know that Dolly is almost common to the neighbourhood, and I believe that girls under those circumstances are apt to acquire a very painful and disagreeable disease, which they are sure to communicate to the men who have connection with them; this is what I am dreading for you." 'She paused; so I replied, "My dear Mrs Scratchem, I thank you for your kind warning; but as regards Dolly, I think you are mistaken. She may go with a few — but she is very select and very particular about her own person; and I have no reason to fear that I have suffered in the past." '"Well, that is just the point I am a little uneasy about. The symptoms do not always appear at once. You perceive, I am speaking almost professionally; before my marriage I acted as lady nurse in one of our London hospitals and several cases of this kind were brought under my notice. Now, as you know the motherly feeling I have toward you, perhaps you would allow me to examine you myself, and then my mind would be easy on the subject," and she moved her hand toward the fork of my trousers.
'"My dear Mrs Scratchem, I have not the least objection. You have already shown me so much kindness that I am ready to please you in this, or indeed, in any way in my power," at the same time unbuttoning my trousers down the front and pulling out my prick.
She took it in her hand and stooping toward me examined it closely, pushing back the prepuce and turning up the glans, while she pushed her other hand underneath and felt my balls.
'"Your parts are very nicely made and well developed, Freddy, and seem in a perfectly healthy condition. Was the whole of this inside Dolly today?" '"Yes, the whole of it was in her-" '"Go on — you may speak to me freely. What does she call it?" '"Cunt." '"And what does she call this?" '"Prick." '"And when you put your prick into her cunt, what does she call that?" '"Fucking." '"Yes, those are the common names. They are not used in polite Society, you know, but when people are talking confidentially as we are now, they are more convenient and direct. Now tell me, for I want to know everything, when you had this in Dolly's cunt, fucking her, did she seem to like it very much?" '"Oh1 that she did; she held me tightly in her arms and heaved up her bottom every time she felt my prick driving up her cunt." '"Well, I don't wonder to her liking it, and I suppose you liked it too."
'"You may be sure of that, Mrs Scratchem, there is nothing in the world I like so much as fucking a nice cunt." '"Yes, I believe you; but would you not like it better to fuck a lady than a common girl, such as Dolly!" '"Perhaps I should if I could find a lady equally kind and agreeable as Dolly." '"What would you say, if out of regard for your aunt, and to save you from harm, I should be kind and agreeable too?" '"I would say that you are the dearest, sweetest lady in the universe." 'She stopped my mouth with a kiss, and taking my hand placed it on her thigh and whispered, "You may." 'I lost no time, you may be sure, in passing my hand under her petticoats and running it up between her warm thighs. How easily I spread them open. How readily she leaned back and allowed me to draw up her clothes! The viewing and handling of my prick had thoroughly aroused her wanton desires, and when she felt my fingers playing about the sensitive lips of her cunt, she muttered, "Oh, Freddy, you won't tell anyone, that's a good boy — do you want to see it? There, what do you think?" '"That you have a lovely cunt, Mrs Scratchem. It is so soft and warm, and smells so nice! I love to open its lips and see the inside." '"Would you like to kiss it? To kiss my cunt and then to put your prick into it and fuck me?" '"Yes, dear Mrs Scratchem, I will kiss your cunt first and then fuck it." 'I pushed my mouth well in between the full unctuous lips of her cunt, while I clutched the smooth elastic cheeks of her fat bottom.
'"Oh! how you suck my clitoris! You make it throb with pleasure, and your tongue winds deliciously round my cunt. You may squeeze my bottom as hard as you like. Oh! you are pushing your finger in! Yes, I like that. Does Dolly like to have her bottom tickled?" '"She does, but she calls it her arse." '"Well, we call it arse too. Dolly has an impudent arse, for I noticed she did not seem at all ashamed when she held it up naked before you this afternoon. But what was she doing to Charley?" '"She was sucking his prick while I fucked her cunt over his face, and he held my prick and watched it passing in and out." '"And when Charley fucks her, what part do you take?" '"Sometimes, I lie underneath and she sucks my prick and I hold Charley's and watch him fucking. At other times, she straddles over him with her bottom turned up, and them I fuck her bottom while he fucks her cunt." '"Does she like that style of fucking?" '"Yes, she says, it doubles the pleasure to have one's prick in her cunt and another in her bottom at the same time." '"What a strange idea! We might try it someday," she muttered, as if speaking to herself. 'But now, Fred, I think we are both ready for our fuck. Now listen to me and try to follow my instructions. Introduce your prick quickly and deliberately into my cunt; and when you have pushed in as far as you can, press firmly against my loins and bottom, then draw out slowly until only the tip of your prick remains between the lips of my cunt; then drive it steadily back, gradually increasing the strength and rapidity of your strokes. Meantime, if we are able to keep on talking and use plenty of bawdy words, the pleasure will be both increased and intensified. Now put it in."
'She lay back with her thighs at their widest and, holding her cunt open with her fingers, awaited my approach. I placed the head of my prick between the lips and slowly pushed it up. Her cunt felt very hot and though abundantly large, had such elastic power of compression, that I felt it squeezing my prick all round like the fingers of a closed hand.
'"Are you enjoying it, Freddy?" '"Oh, yes, it is grand. Do I fuck you right, Mrs Scratchem?" '"Yes, Freddy, you fuck wonderfully for so young a man." 'I was now coming to the short strokes and beginning to breathe hard.
"Don't be so noisy," she whispered, "or we shall be heard; however, don't stop — shove away — smack against my bottom as I heave my cunt — if you must make a noise, do — just fuck — ram in your prick. Ho! Hah!
That's delicious!" 'Then, as we rested, she said, "I don't blame you and Charley for going with Dolly; there is no pleasure like that of a really good fuck, and she has taught you well. The next time Dolly comes, tell her I would like to see her by myself, and I expect we shall be good friends — but remember I rely on the secrecy and discretion of you both. Now, goodnight.'