HMS Proteus shuddered to another hit, thick oak scantlings crying as they were punctured, and a framing timber under the Number Five larboard gun-port gave out a great groan of pain as the 18-pdr. round-shot thonked into it inches deep and lodged there.
"Two feet or more in the bilges, now, sir," Lt. Langlie had to report, his cocked hat gone, and his face smeared with grey gun-grit.
"Their rate of fire's slackin'," Lewrie commented, giving that dire news but half an ear. The storm was finally blowing itself out, the winds moderating, and the rain coming down in sullen, vertical showers, instead of being whipped horizontally into their faces. The worst of the weather had scudded off Nor'west with its heavy lightning, so if a bolt now struck, it was no longer close-aboard, and there were several seconds between the crack and the rumbling thunder roll.
"There!" Lewrie snapped, pointing at their foe in a weaker glimmer of a distant lightning strike. "See there, Mister Langlie! Hands to the braces, and we'll make up a bit closer to her, still. Quartermasters… another half-point to weather!"
The enemy frigate, in that blink-of-an-eye flash, stood revealed as a battered shell, her hull planking stove in, and riddled with star-shaped shot-holes, several of her gun-ports hammered into one, and her starboard bulwarks gnawed away in places, from abaft her cat-heads and swung-up anchors to abeam of her mizen-mast.
Lewrie grimly supposed that Proteus probably didn't look a whit better, after more than a full hour of trading shot, but… his masts still stood, whilst the Frenchman's lower main and mizen seemed canted from the proper angle of rake; Proteus's sails still drew, with only a few holes punched through them, and her yards, standing rigging, and running rigging were still mostly intact.
She's fallen astern a tad, too, Lewrie took satisfying note; a bit. Not enough for us t'draw ahead and bow-rake her, but… time to end this.
"Mister Catterall! Quoins fully out, and aim for her rigging!" Lewrie shouted down to the waist. "Mister Langlie, brace and sheet men will haul in too taut, and get us heeled far over!"
The French frigate, was it starting to brace up, as well, going more South of West… to break off the action and run? Lewrie speculated. "Mister Catterall, a controlled broadside! Shot and grape!"
"Aye, sir! Load, load, load, ye miserable cripples, or I…!" Lt. Catterall chortled in a voice gone creaky with over-use, stamping about the deck in blood-lusty glee.
Proteus fell silent for about a full minute, as fresh 12-pdr. shot was fetched up from below, the hatchway shot racks and the thick rope shot-garlands between the guns nigh expended. Lewrie noted a gun here and there being charged with powder with wooden ladles, for, their over-ample store of pre-made powder cartridges, and empty flannel bags for filling in the magazine, had already been shot away. For certain, they had most-like used up the upper tier of powder casks, as well, and were into the older stuff from the second tier.
The French warship continued her fire, and Proteus had to stand and take it, but Lewrie could count only eight discharges from her battery, and those were fired independently, haltingly, with better than two minutes between explosions from those gun-ports.
"Ready, sir!" Catterall bellowed, his voice cracking raspily.
" Thus, Quartermasters!" Lewrie cried, chopping his hand to show the alteration of course desired. "Sheet home, brace up sharp\ Stand ready…!"
Proteus seemed to gather a bit more speed, a quarter-knot or so, like a good hunter bunching its hindquarter muscles to take a hedge. As she did so, amid the loud squealing of blocks as the square sails were drawn at right angles to the wind, and the fore-and-aft sails were put flat to it, she began to heel over onto her starboard shoulders. Rose, then paused, pent atop a passing beam wave, as well, steadied, and…
"Fire, Mister Catterall!"
The brief gap between the frigates lit up harsh and orange, for a second, and the range was still so close that Proteus's weary gunners could see the results of their handiwork, for once, before the bank of powder fog rolled back down on them and over the lee side, giving them a cause to cheer and howl in pleasure, no matter how dry-mouthed, weak, or tired.
The Frenchman's main mast shivered as a great rat-bite appeared in it halfway 'twixt her bulwark and main top. Clouds of grape ravaged her upper and lower shrouds, blasting away the dead-eyes that kept her top-mast erect, by the edge of the main top, shattering her slender top-mast, and bringing the whole thing, from truck and cap to halfway up above the main top, swinging down in ruin, the furled and gasketed royal, half-reefed t'gallant, and tops'1, with all their mile of rigging, collapsed alee to drape utter chaos, and highly flammable sails, over her engaged side!
"Ease her, Mister Langlie!" Lewrie shouted, so pleased that he just-about started to caper in delight. "Mister Catterall! Secure, arm your people, and prepare t'board her! Close reach for a bit, sir, and fetch us alongside, Mister Lang-lie! Mister Devereux, are you with us?"
"Aye, sir!" his Marine officer shouted from the larboard side.
"Ready to volley and clear the way for us!" Lewrie directed as he tore off his foul-weather coat, at last, and patted his pockets to assure himself that his pistols were still there, then drew his hanger an inch or two to determine that it would draw easily when needed, but was snug enough to stay in its scabbard during his clamber across.
With an upper mast and sails dragging over her lee side, and a catastrophic loss of sail area with which to maintain her speed and her agility, the French warship sagged down on Proteus, even as the British frigate swung up to meet her.
"Ready grapnels, there!" Bosun Pendarves was shouting.
Proteus had not rigged boarding nets, and the French ship, with the intent of a rapid assault on a captured merchantman, had not rigged hers, either. There would only be wreckage to hack away… or use as a handy footbridge for the quicker and more agile.
Proteus drew ahead, angling to windward, the French ship's foremast falling astern of abeam before the hulls met with a titanic thud, rebounded a foot or two, then clashed back together as grapnels flew.
"Ready, sir!" Lt. Catterall rasped, his teeth white in a wild and wide smile. "Aye aye, sir!" Lt. Adair up on the forecastle cried as well, his smaller party of gunners and sail-handlers gathered round him by the larboard cat-head.
"Boarders!" Lewrie ordered in a quarterdeck roar. "Away!"
Swivel-guns yapped from both ships, from the bulwarks and tops, though British guns vastly out-numbered the French. Lt. Devereux and his Marines levelled their muskets, volleyed as one, and nigh a dozen Frenchmen waiting with cutlasses and axes in hand to repel them reeled away from sight, shot dead in their tracks!
"Let's go, Proteuses! Kill me some Frogs, ha ha!" Lt. Catterall encouraged as he stood atop their bulwarks, shrouds in one hand, and a glittering sword in the other. His gunners began to surge forward, in obedience to his urging, leaping and scrabbling across the gap between the tumble-home of hulls, though both frigates' waterlines were inches apart.
A swivel-gun coughed, and Catterall grunted in agony, his right arm torn completely off, and his shoulder shredded. "Well, just damn my eyes, if I…" he loudly cursed, before swaying backwards to fall dead on the gangway.
"Come on, lads!" Midshipman Larkin, their little Bog-Irish imp, shrilled as he swung across on a freed line. He gained the Frenchman's gangway, atop that pile of wreckage, dirk in one hand and a pistol in the other. He shot down one French sailor, and hopelessly clashed his short and slim dirk against another's cutlass, slyly kicking his opponent in the teeth to drive him back. But, a boarding pike came driving upwards, taking him deep in the stomach. A twist of the long and slim pikehead to make it even crueller, then the French pikeman lifted him like a forkful of reaped hay to fling him in-board to the enemy's gun-deck! Lewrie slid down the larboard mizen-mast shrouds to the channel and dead-eyes, leaped onto the French ship's main mast chain platform, and began to scramble up, praying that his left arm, slightly weakened after being broken by a Dutch musket ball at the Battle of Camperdown, would serve him, for he already held one of his double-barreled pistols in his right. British sailors followed his path alongside him, others made the risky leap over his head. Muskets, pistols, and swivels made a minute-long fusillade, before hard-pressed men on both sides ran out of time for re-loading, and the clatter of blades replaced them. Up to the level of a French gun-port, the hint of a shadowy figure within… Bang! went his first shot, rewarded by a throaty, gobbling scream, and Lewrie clambered higher, cursing his left arm for its slowness, wishing that he didn't have to do this, just this once, for every now and then, the hulls rebounded off each other, despite the taut grapnel lines, and the mill-race below his feet sounded as loud as a rain-choked Scottish river.
Up to level with the bulwarks, into a snarl of rigging, broken spars, and sailcloth, but a wide gap had been blown through it, and it was with a great sense of relief that he flung his right arm, then his right leg, over the splintery timbers, and crawled to his feet, on the enemy's decks, at last!
Shoot that bugger, close enough for his pistol to set his shirt on fire, before he could skewer him with a pike! Drop empty pistol… draw sword… fill his left hand with the other pistol, and draw back to half-cock on both barrels with his right forearm! Look about, and discover his own sailors and Marines either side of him, thank God!
"Take it to 'em, lads! Skin the bastards!" he shouted, taking a tentative step forward to peer over the inner edge of the gangway to see… a butcher's yard! Guns were dis-mounted, massive barrels and truck-carriages overturned on squashed men, splintered, dis-emboweled, half-charred gunners betrayed by their pieces when they burst, or the powder cartridges had blown up, turning flesh the colour of rare roast beef! And a sheet of gore on the main deck, reflecting battle-lanthorn light like a reddish full moon on a calm lake! Mounds of bodies about the main and foremast trunks, smaller piles of arms, legs, and bits of men, as well… and two ragged rows of screaming, writhing wounded by the unengaged larboard side, still waiting to be carried below to their Surgeons, the French cockpit surgery already filled to bursting with the worst-off.
Triage, the Frogs call it? Lewrie numbly recalled, appalled and about to retch. If these men were the better-off,- he did not want to see what an urgent case looked like!
"Reddition, m'sieur!" a young, wide-eyed French officer in the ship's waist called out, taking Lewrie, in his cocked hat with a pair of epaulets on his shoulders, as in command. "Nous surrendre, please? Nous amener.. . strike, oui? Quarter, m'sieur capitaine." He tossed away a pistol and let his sword dangle from his right wrist by a strap of leather. "Ze fregat L'Uranie surrendre, m sieur!
"Tell them!" Lewrie roared, pointing his hanger at the officer, then at the melee still going on from bow to stern. "Order your men, votre matelots, to… desarmer! Lay down their arms… vite, vite!"
Lewrie looked aft, to where his own sailors had swept the quarterdeck clean of resistance, and were even then hauling down the French Tricolour, without their foes' approval.
"Quarter!" Lewrie bellowed, hands cupped to his mouth, to fore, aft, and amidships. "Quarter, lads, they've struck! Their ship is ours!" And, to the shuddery young French officer, he added, "Best ye sheath that damned sword o' yours, m'sieur, 'fore one o' my men takes ye for a die-hard, comprendre?"
Guns, pikes, and edged weapons clattered from numb hands to the decks, and physically and spiritually exhausted sailors sagged to their knees… some completely spent and wheezing, some in shame, with tears streaking clean channels through powder-smut on their faces, and some ready to weep with joy for being alive and whole. Only a rare few remained on their feet, glaring defiance-wisely dis-armed defiance, as British tars, sore losers, and spiteful victors, jeered them and spat curses that they could have killed all of them, if allowed.
"Mister Langlie?" Lewrie called out in the relatively peaceful silence, his ears still ringing from an hour and a half of cannon fire, and with the fingers of his left hand crossed for luck.
"Sir?" came the First Officer's weary voice.
"Parties to secure the on-deck prisoners, Mister Langlie. Then, Leftenant Devereux, his Marines, and a party of our Jacks to go below, and chivvy any skulkers on deck. Make sure they're all dis-armed, not even a pen-knife on 'em and no arms near them, should some have a sudden change of heart. And drink, Mister Langlie! Don't care it it's a vintage bottle, you discover spirits, drain 'em into the bilges. Keep a keen eye on our people, keen as you will on the French right?"
"Aye aye, sir!"
Lewrie had seen defeat and victory before, both shivering losers and strutting winners, aloft and a'low, who'd use the chaos of the aftermath to guzzle themselves senseless, and did Proteus's sailors get in drink, the French could turn the tables on them and cut their throats!
"Mister Catter… no," Lewrie began to call out, before remembering that he'd seen him fall. "Mister Adair?" Another crossing of his fingers. To his relief, Lt. Adair piped up, too, and came to his side.
"Get with the Bosun and Carpenter, Mister Adair," Lewrie ordered. "Any spare hands, you may now put them to the chain-pumps to keep our own ship afloat 'til morning. A survey below of this'un, as well, sir. I'd admire could we get her to a Prize-Court, after all the trouble we went through t'win her."
"Aye aye, sir," Lt. Adair replied, performing a shaky doffing of his hat in salute.
"And, Mister Adair… you are now our Second Lieutenant," he added in a sombre tone as he sheathed his hanger and un-cocked his pistol.
"Very well, sir," Adair gravely answered.
He felt it, then, that shuddery weakness and lassitude that he had suffered at the end of every sea-fight. There were an hundred details to be seen to before dawn, a myriad of repairs to be made aboard both frigates before he could feel sanguine, but God, he felt spent! What he most craved, that moment, was a bracing drink, a pint of water to put moisture back into his tongue and gums, then a brimming bumper of brandy or Yankee-Doodle corn-whisky… followed by a lie-down and perhaps a nap, maybe a long one since he wasn't getting any younger, but… "Urn, m'sieur capitaine?" It was the wide-eyed young officer below him on the main deck, who still stood there, looking up at him, looking a bit embarassed to bother him. "Mon epee… sword, m 'sieur," he said, offering up his small-sword, now sheathed in its scabbard, in formal sign of personal surrender.
It was "bad form," and un-gentlemanly, for Lewrie to accept it. The proper form would be to wave it off, tell the man whose throat one wished to slit and bowels one tried to spill what an heroic defence he had put up, so "honourably," but, Lewrie wasn't feeling especially charitable that evening, so he took hold of it and gave the young fellow a grave nod. Damned if he'd let any armed Frog ponce about with a sword… he might relent and give it back, once sure that both ships would float and sail. "Merci, "he said, its hilt to his face in salute.
He stumbled aft along the enemy warship's starboard gangway, a tangle of dead and wounded, of splintered wood, sails, rigging, and hidden ring-bolts, to the enemy's quarterdeck, where some of his sailors were capering and laughing that particular uproarious good humour that only whole survivors could laugh, atop slain foes.
"Cap'm, sir!" Ordinary Seaman Martyn chortled, handing him yet another sheathed sword. " 'Ere's 'er cap'm's blade, sir. Won't 'ave a need f'r it in 'is life no more, Cap'm, nosirree!"
"Mus' be worth fifty guineas, sor!" Able Seaman Clancey hooted, producing yet another. "An' thayr First Off 'cer's sword, 'ere, 'tis a fine'un, too, sor. Poor feller's not long f'r this world, neither, we reckon," Clancey callously snickered, pointing back towards the wheel, where an officer who'd had a leg shot off at the hip, and the other one bent at an un-natural angle, was being tended by two French sailors.
"A guinea for each of you, lads," Lewrie told them, "but, let's not be makin' a career of lootin' the dead… even Frenchmen." "Thankee, sor!"
"And, let's stay cold sober, too, 'fore I have ye all at 'Mast,' " Lewrie sternly reminded them.
Lewrie took a tour of the quarterdeck, taking in the heavy damage, the strewn corpses and dis-mounted guns, with his lips pursed in a silent whistle. Unlike most combats reported in the Marine Chronicle, where the French fired a few broadsides to salve their captain's conscience and uphold honour before striking, this ship had fought to win… and had paid the price. It was a slaughterhouse!
French frigates carried over-large complements compared to English warships, sometimes as many as 350 or more. For raiders such as this L 'Uranie, intent on prize-taking and long cruises, they carried more officers, petty officers, and sailors to man and safeguard those ships they took, leaving enough aboard to maintain the raider at full strength if she was required to fight to keep possession of her prizes.
But, with so many men aboard, it was no wonder that every shot through her hull or bulwarks had reaped L'Uranie's over-manned crew as thickly as a farmer's scythe would cut down a field of grain. Excess hands could replace gunners and sail-tenders for a time, but if battle lasted long enough…
To Lewrie, gazing down into the waist, it looked as if half of those 350 Frenchmen lay on deck where they fell, or whimpered their lives away in those two long rows of savagely mutilated! A few more lanthorns bobbed about, fetched from Proteus, so his own petty officers could survey their own frigate's damage from out-board, or rig thick rope mats as fenders to protect both ships as their hulls thudded together, or… to pick and hunt among the dead and wounded for their shipmates, leaving the French where they were, for now. Triage, but of a different form. From the French quarterdeck, Lewrie could look over at his own ship and shake his head at how many shot-holes and shattered planks he could count in the feeble, bobbing hand-lanthorn lights.
And what's me own "butcher's bill"? he sourly wondered, feeling sick at his stomach, in addition to bone-tired; What'd Twigg tell me, back in London? Save mine arse from the gallows whilst far overseas by doin' somethin'… glorious! He felt like spitting a foul taste from his mouth. This "glorious " enough for 'em, hey? I slay enough Frogs, sacrifice enough o'my people, t'keep me neck, un-stretched? Price is too damned high!
Surgeon Mr. Hodson and Surgeon's Mate Mr. Durant would tell him the cost, soon enough, Lewrie was sure.
He shoved himself erect from his slump on shot-gnawed railings, all but shook himself like a hound to wake himself from his lassitude. With three captured swords under his left arm, Lewrie descended an un-damaged ladderway on the larboard side to pace the main deck and waist of the French frigate, looking up at the cross-deck beams and the boat-tier, where the ruins of cutter, launch, gig, and jolly-boat sat like a pile of gayly-painted scrap lumber.
"Sir…" a voice intruded, and Lewrie turned to face it. Mr. Midshipman Darcy Gamble stood there, tears in his eyes. Nearby, Mr. Midshipman Grace knelt by a still form, just rolling it over face-up. " 'Tis Mister Larkin, sir," Gamble told him, and Lewrie looked down to see the rictus of agony on the poor lad's face, his final expression to the fact of his own hard death, so early in life. And the flickers of Midshipman Grace's cheap tin candle-lanthorn made the lad's wounds even more lurid. "Oh, damn," Lewrie softly muttered. "Poor, wee lad."
"Still has his pistol and dirk in his hands, sir," Grace added, snuffling as he looked up at his captain. "He went down fighting, sir."
"Honourable wounds to the front, aye," Gamble pointed out, striving for the stoicism the Navy demanded, but still on the ragged edge of open sorrow for a fallen mess-mate.
"We cannot let him just lie here, sir, perhaps…" Grace said.
"Time enough for Mister Larkin later, Mister Grace," Lewrie told him, after harumphing to clear his throat. "There's our ship, and our wounded, to see to, first. First, last, and always. Mister Gamble."
"Sir?"
"Pick one," Lewrie told him, extending the three sheathed swords to him, hilts first. "With Lieutenant Catterall fallen, you are now an Acting-Lieutenant, and Third Officer into Proteus. You, Mister Grace, are now our senior Midshipman… for now, our only Midshipman, though there may be a likely lad or two I may advance, later."
"I see, sir," Grace replied, sadly thoughtful.
"Up to you t'show 'em the ropes of table, duties, and cockpit," Lewrie further said, hoping new and demanding duties and responsibilities might take his mind off Larkin's loss.
"Hmm… a bit grand, these, sir," Gamble said, his mouth cocked into a shy moue, selecting the plainer sword, though one with a finer and more serviceable blade. Midshipman The Honourable D'arcy Gamble came from well-to-do parents, and could, when confirmed by Admiralty, easily afford better to wear on his hip, but for now, his choice gave Lewrie an even better estimation of him.
"Very well, Lieutenant Gamble. Seek out Lieutenant Langlie and tell him my decision," Lewrie ordered. "My respects to him, and he is to work you 'til you drop to make both ships fit to sail, again."
"Aye aye, sir," Acting-Lieutenant Gamble said, with sudden pride awakening in his eyes.
"I'll have Andrews see to Mister Larkin, Mister Grace," Lewrie added. "For now, we've need… what?" he asked, feeling a cold chill in his innards as Grace's face screwed up in fresh, shy grief.
"Sorry, sir," Grace all but wailed as he got to his feet. "We saw your man fall. Didn't wish t'be the one t'tell you, sir, but… I s'pose I must. He… was in the main top with the other marksmen and… was shot, and tumbled out, and hit the…" Grace had to pause, and gulp, "the edge of the gangway, sir, and…!"
"He's gone?" Lewrie croaked, suddenly much weaker, and wearier. "Andrews is gone?" All these years, my right-hand man, Cox'n, and…? he thought, squinting his eyes in pain; How many people must I get killed? Strangers, enemies… friends? For he was…
"They… passed him out a starboard gun-port, sir, with the… other dead," Mr. Grace managed to relate. "Sorry, sir. Sorry."
Gone. "Fallen" was the euphemism of the age. It was what was done with Navy casualties in battle. The dead were put over the side, at once, to clear the decks for those who still fought, a brutal necessity to maintain their morale. In many cases, the hopelessly mangled and sure to die were "put out of their misery" by a petty officer with a heavy mallet, then shoved, un-conscious and un-knowing, out the ports, too, as a "mercy" for an old shipmate whom the surgeons couldn't save. It was why the inner sides of the hull, by the guns, were traditionally painted red, as red as fresh-spilled or fresh-splattered blood… in the heat of action, the living might not notice.
Lewrie looked down, not at Larkin, but at a bare patch of deck, willing himself not to weep. Andrews… Matthew Andrews!… a long-time companion, was dead and gone. No matter the gulf between common sailors and officers, how aloof and apart a captain must appear to his hands, Andrews and Aspinall had been his touchstones with reality, a pair of close friends, really, and his loss felt like an abyss, a part of his own years in-company with him, had been cut away and lost. In a way, perhaps it was best that Andrews had been put over the side… best that he was physically gone, for Lewrie didn't think he'd be able to bear to look on many more familiar dead faces. There would surely be enough of them, already.
Blaming himself, too, scathing himself, for Andrews had been the one to go ashore and lead his dozen "Free Black volunteers" aboard the night in Portland Bight on Jamaica when he'd stolen them from one of the Beauman family's plantations… as a cock-snooking lark!
Had he not, would Andrews still live? Without that act, Proteus might still be in the Caribbean, not here, in this hour, engaged with a French frigate of greater firepower. Groome and Bodney might not have run away, were there no circus to lure them, no Africa in which to die. Whitbread, the others, might not be buried at Cape Town.
Yet, had not Andrews run from his own master on Jamaica, first? Bun from the softer chains of a house slave, better fed than the field hands, garbed in wealth-flaunting livery, yet run in spite of all? As the others had run, put everything at risk for a whiff of freedom, even the Royal Navy's harsh version. Andrews, and they, had endured sailors' poverty, plain victuals, and unending, back-breaking work in all sorts of weather, living with the constant risk of death or disablement, the sure coming of rheumatism or arthritis, the sicknesses that arose when hundreds of men were pent together so closely in a foul and reeking wet gun-deck, for… what? To be free men, to live a wild and adventurous life as free deep sea rovers; paid for their suffering, and worthy of their hire! Freely entered into, and, in the Navy, ready to fight the enemy, the ocean itself, to live, and maybe die, free!
"Damme," Lewrie softly spat, raising his head, at last, stiffening his spine after a long, sad sigh. Steeling himself to play-act a role of captain, second only to God. He had two ships to save, perhaps hundreds of men, his own and the enemy's, to succour and tend to, prisoners to keep a wary eye on, and, sometime after the sun rose, another French frigate to be alert for, and possibly fight.
And, he was mortal-certain, the first of many at-sea burials, as early as tomorrow's Forenoon Watch, with more to follow as they sailed into the equatorial heat. There was a convoy to re-join and round back up, should anything have happened to Jamaica . Duty, that grim, demanding bitch, come to call with all her nagsome sisters, would never give a man a moment of his own! There would be a time to grieve Andrews and all his dead… once anchored in a safe harbour.
"Very well, sirs," Lewrie forced himself to rasp, clapping both hands together in the small of his back. "Let's be about it, hmm?"
Stern, now, a facade of grim stoicism back on his face, Lewrie made the shaky crossing back aboard Proteus, though his shuddery limbs threatened to betray him. There was no formal welcome from side-party or bosun's calls, just a bone-weary man clumping awkwardly to the oak planks of the larboard gangway of a shot-to-pieces ship.
"Sir," Sailing Master Winwood said, doffing his hat as he came forward from the quarterdeck, limping from a leg wound upon his right thigh, his breeches cut away to reveal a thick, padded bandage.
"Mister Winwood," Lewrie acknowledged. "Oh. I know." Mr. Winwood held in his hand a coin-silver bosun's call on its chain, Andrews's call, and mark of his post as Coxswain. Crushed… by the musket ball that slew him, or by his fall from high aloft?
"So many, sir," Mr. Winwood said in his usual mournful way. "I am told by Mister Hodson that we've nigh twenty fallen, and ten more in a bad way, with at least thirty others more-or-less lightly wounded."
"Admiralty will be so impressed," Lewrie sarcastically growled.
"Even so, it is a signal victory, sir," Mr. Winwood said in his gravest manner.
"Off to the Nor'east, Jamaica has come to grips with the other Frenchman, or so it would appear. The lights of both ships are close-aboard each other, and all gunfire has ceased, so one might assume that she has conquered her foe, as well, Captain. We have won. And, from what little I saw aboard our foe, before I sustained my own trifling wound," he proudly alluded to his leg, no matter how stoic he wished to appear, "they must have suffered over an hundred fallen, and a like number disabled. Aye, Captain Lewrie, Admiralty should be impressed. Perhaps a quarter, or a third, of the French squadron in the Indian and Southern Oceans eliminated at one blow, too, sir? Well!"
"Forgive me, Mister Winwood, but, at the moment…" Lewrie attempted to apologise.
"I understand completely, sir," Winwood replied with a knowing nod, no matter how much he didn't really understand. "Andrews was your Cox'n for a long time. God save me, I shall even miss Mister Catterall, impious as he was, but… Andrews gave his all. As they all did. Did their best, and we shall miss them all, some more personally, d'ye see."
Lord, don't give me a sermon, you… ! Lewrie silently fumed. "… up to us to do our best to honour their memories, and take comfort from the thought that they passed over doing what they freely agreed to endure," Mr. Winwood was prosing on. "In Andrews' case, and the other Black volunteers, perhaps it is also up to us to shew all of Britain that they could fight, and fall, as bravely as British tars, I do believe, sir. Prove to the world the truth of the tracts from the Evangelical and Abolitionist societies declare…"
"Aye, we could," Lewrie suddenly decided, and not just to stop Winwood's mournful droning, either. "They did, didn't they. Andrews, and all our Blacks who ran away to… this. You have a point, Mister Winwood. We could… we should… and, we shall!"
Then you wouldn't have died for bloody nothing, Matthew! Lewrie told himself, feeling a weight depart his shoulders, a half-turn wrench of his heart tell him that it wasn't expedience, had nothing to do with saving his precious neck from a hanging, but might become a real cause! A noble cause!
"Ah, there ye are, sir!" his cabin-servant, Aspinall, exclaimed in great relief to see him, at last, as he came forward from where the great-cabins would be, once the deal and oak partitions were erected. "Sorry t'say, sir, but yer cabins're a total wreck, again, but soon to be put t'rights. The kitties are safe, 'long with the mongooses, an' that damn' bushbaby. He's took up with Toulon an' Chalky, an' hardly don't cry no more, long as he can snuggle up with 'em. No coffee-" "Aspinall…" Lewrie interrupted.
"I know I'm babblin', sir, 'tis just hard t'know ol' Andrews is gone," Aspinall said, after a gulp, and a snuffle on his sleeve. "Him an' so many good lads. But, didn't we hammer th' French, though!"
"Aye, we did," Lewrie agreed, beginning to realise what they'd done, what a victory they'd accomplished, at last. And, beginning to feel that it had been worth it, no matter the price they'd paid. "Is that Irish rogue, Liam Desmond, aboard, do you know, Aspinall?"
"Aye, sir. On th' pumps, I think."
"Pass the word for him, then," Lewrie ordered. A minute later, Liam Desmond came cautiously up the ladderway to the quarterdeck; he'd been summoned before, usually to suffer for his antics. Lewrie noted that his long-time mate, Patrick Furfy, lurked within hearing distance at the foot of the steps.
"Aye, sor?" Desmond warily asked, hat in hand, looking fearful.
Lewrie held out the crushed bosun's call to him.
"Ah, I know, Cap'm," Desmond said with a sad sigh of his own at the sight of it, glittering ambery-silver in the glow of oil or candle lamps. "Andrews woz a foin feller, he woz, always fair an' kindly with us. Sorry we lost him, sor."
"You once said, during the Mutiny at the Nore, that you'd be my right-hand sword, if all others failed me," Lewrie gravely said. "I've lost my right-hand man, Desmond. Are ye still willing?"
"Be yer Cox'n, sor?" Desmond gaped in astonishment. "Sure, and I meant it, Cap'm! Faith, but ye do me honour, and aye, I'll be!"
"We'll get a better, when next in port, but…" Lewrie said as Desmond took the call from him and looped it round his neck on its silver chain. He took a moment to look down at it, battered though it was, sitting on the middle of his chest, and puffed up his satisfaction.
"Have to stay sober and ready at all hours, mind," Lewrie said, and could hear Furfy groan in pity on the main deck, even starting to snigger over his friend's new, more demanding, predicament. "And, we could do with Furfy in my boat crew, too, hmm? A strong oarsman. And, we wouldn't let him go adrift without your… influence."
"A right-good idea, that, sor," Desmond chuckled, looking over his shoulder and calling out, "Hear that, Pat?"
"Another favour, Desmond," Lewrie said. "Get your lap-pipes, a fifer, too, perhaps, and play something for us, now. For Andrews and those who won't get a proper burial sewn up in canvas, under the flag."
"Have ye a tune in mind, Cap'm?" Desmond asked.
"Play 'Johnnie Faa,'" Lewrie told him. It was sad, slow, Celtic, and poignant, sad enough for even the French survivors to feel what it spoke.
Sad enough a tune to excuse even a Post-Captain's quiet tears?