Private Villa Near Jamshidiyeh Park
Tehran, Iran
June 16, 2:39 a.m.
Hugo Vox punched the wall.
He punched it for two reasons. The simplest was that it was the handiest wall, right there next to his desk. The other reason was far less obvious, even to him. It was a reason rooted in fear and hope, and that reason had a name.
Upier 531.
The wall was smooth, with painted drywall over lath. In his youth, Vox could have put his fist through a wall like that all the way to the elbow. He’d done it in college and in at least two boardrooms. Since the cancer took hold, his rage had not manifested in outbursts of that kind. Energy was to be conserved, and he feared the frailty which had transformed him from a robust bear to a tottering old man with bones of matchwood.
All of that, though, was yesterday’s news.
When he woke up after a midnight nap, his whole body was on fire. Not with pain… not the gnawing, destructive pain. No, this was something else entirely. This was a swollen pain, and expanded pain. When he’d gotten out of bed he’d actually yelled. Not from hurt, but from the sheer joy of having enough breath to do it.
Here in the office he’d spent the rest of the predawn hours working at his computer, his fingers flying over the keys. Playing. Twisting things for the sheer nasty joy of it. The fuck you fun of it. It felt like playing chess against an opponent who was bound and gagged. He moved all the pieces around on both sides. The Red Order, the Sabbatarians, the Tariqa, the Upierczi, Arklight. And Church.
As Vox thought about his old “friend,” he felt his mouth begin to turn down into its usual frown, but the burn wouldn’t let that happen. Instead his mouth twitched and rebelled and broke into a grin. A big, happy, malicious grin. The old bear’s grin.
He launched himself from his chair and slammed his fist into the wall.
All the way to the elbow.
“Fuck yeah!” he roared, and with a grunt he tore his arm free. The splintered lath tried to claw at his skin, but even though it drew blood it could no more stop him than the cancer could. Not anymore.
Not any fucking more.
He roared again and laughed, and punched the wall again and again.
Then he poured a huge glass of Scotch, gulped it down, and flung himself back into his chair. The computer was still on and he scrolled through his list of names, considering each player and the general chaos in which they all floated. All of them searching for meaning, fighting for it, killing for it, dying for it.
And not one of them-not even Church-appreciating that chaos was its own end. Chaos was its own formless agenda.
“Fuck you, Deacon!” he bellowed and pounded his fist on the table hard enough to make his whiskey bottle dance.
His phone rang and he frowned at it.
There was no screen display at all. Not even one to tell him that it was a blocked call. Vox smiled and picked it up.
“Hello, Uncle.”
“Hello, Nephew.”
“I feel fucking great today.”
“I know. It’s good to have you back.”
“Back? Hell, I was never like this before. I feel… I feel…”
“I know. It’s delicious, isn’t it?”
“Yes it goddamn well is.”
The caller paused. “Are you ready?”
“Yeah.”
“You know there’s no going back?”
“Shit, don’t try to scare me with burned bridges, Uncle. I’m ready to light the match.”
They both laughed quietly about that. Vox, perhaps, laughed a little bit louder.
“Then let it all burn down,” said Father Nicodemus.