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Chapter Thirty-three

“ If you ask me,” I said, “all you have to do is look an animal in the eye to know they have a soul.”

Jack nodded thoughtfully. “I can buy that.”

“ But am I right?”

“ I’ll leave that to you to decide.”

“ Animals either have a soul or they don’t,” I said. “Which is it?”

“ Which do you believe it is?”

“ I believe animals have a soul.”

Jack nodded. “A sound belief.”

“ But you will not confirm or deny,” I said.

“ It’s not my job to confirm or deny,” said Jack.

“ And what’s your job?” I asked.

“ To allow.”

We were at McDonald’s on a warm Saturday afternoon. The jungle gym was rocking. The drive-thru line wrapped halfway around the building. McDonald’s must be doing something right. Jack was looking as homeless as ever. He wore a tattered and stained windbreaker, holey jeans. Mismatched sneakers and different-colored socks.

I drank some Coke, snacked on some fries. After a few moments, I said, “I’m a vegetarian now.”

“ I can see that.”

“ But is that the right way to live?”

He sipped some of his coffee. “It is dangerous ground, Jim, when others determine what is right.”

Somehow I knew he would say this. “So it is up to the individual to define what is right?”

“ Always.”

“ But what if their right is wrong?”

“ Then who’s to determine what is right or wrong?”

“ You, of course,” I said.

He looked up at me. Steam from his coffee made some of the dirt on his jaw waver a little. “I know you, Jim. You do not react well when someone tells you to do something.”

“ I follow the laws of the land,” I said. “For the most part.”

“ Do you agree with the laws?”

I shrugged. “Most.”

“ And what would happen if you didn’t agree with what I determined was right or wrong?”

“ I would say, who am I to question God?”

“ But I want you to question God, Jim. I want you to question everything.”

“ Why?”

“ Because the answers you receive will define who you are, and how you will live, and how you will treat others.”

“ But not everybody will come up with the same answers.”

“ That’s the point, Jim.”

“ So there are no wrong answers?”

“ None.”

“ But what if my answers hurt others?”

Jack sat back and held his coffee in both hands. His hands, I saw, were filthy. There was even dirt caked under his nails. God had dirt under his nails?

“ Hurting others is a delicate business, Jim.”

“ What do you mean, exactly?”

“ Quite simply: do what you want to yourself. But the moment you cause harm to another-or discord of any type-you will need to reestablish a balance.”

I was about to stuff some fries in my mouth. I paused about an inch or two away from my mouth. “What, exactly, does that mean?”

“ It means there’s a cause and effect in place, or a law of compensation.”

“ You’re talking about karma,” I said.

“ Yes,” he said, smiling at me. He always smiled. “Karma is another word for it.”

“ Most people believe karma is a load of crap.”

“ Karma works whether one believes it’s a load of crap or not.”

Now I smiled at hearing Jack say the word crap. “Kind of like the Law of Attraction.”

He nodded. “Yes, it’s always working. Always in place. Remember, every experience in life has a former cause. And every current experience will result in a future cause. I do not tell people how to live, but causing harm to another, or discord of any type, will be returned to you. It must be.”

“ To re-establish a balance,” I said.

He nodded. “Right. One must experience what one causes another to experience.”

“ Why?”

“ It is the only way to true growth, Jim. Everyone must eventually understand what the effect of his own creation is upon the rest of the life in your world.”

“ You said life,” I said. “You did not just say people.”

“ Indeed,” he said.

“ So if one causes harm to another living creature…”

“ One is compelled to understand the effects of his harm…even on animals.”

“ Who compels?” I asked.

He smiled again. “The laws of the Universe, Jim.”

“ And who put these laws into place?”

“ Perhaps,” he said, winking. “That can be a question for another time.”