In the morning we did the coffee and toast routine in reverse. It was late when I came into the bedroom, juggling the plates and mugs; the sun slanting in through the window had warmed the room up, and Helen lay naked on her front on top of the bed. I looked at her wide shoulders, marked by the swimsuit straps and the hollows and curves lower down. Her long toes were hooked over the end of the bed and I could see the muscle, like a rounded W in outline, in her calves. She had dancer’s legs. She heard the crockery rattle.
‘I’d like you to rub oil into every inch of my body’, she said.
‘Can I drink my coffee first? Which hand do you want me to use?’
‘And then I want to go to a beach where we can swim naked. Can you take the time, Cliff?’
I put the mugs and plate down by the bed and began rubbing both hands over her back. Her skin was smooth and her spine felt supple and strong, like a whip.
‘One phone call and I’m free.’
She half-turned around and reached down for her coffee; it was about the first movement not connected with sex she’d made since my arrival at 2 a.m. She drank the coffee in a couple of gulps, the way I usually do myself. She ate a piece of toast. Then she put her face close to mine and looked at me as if she was counting the crow’s feet.
‘Something bad happened last night’, she said. ‘You fucked me to help you to forget about it.’
‘Not exactly.’
‘Yes, you did. It was terrific; I’m not complaining.’ She held out her cup. ‘Now I want some more coffee and some toast and the oil, and I want to hear about it.’
Parker sounded grouchy on the phone, as if he and Hilde had struck their first reef. We agreed to meet later in the day to review procedure, but I had a feeling that the Hardy-Parker accord would prove uneasy.
Helen had a red Camira, one of the kind they drove from Sydney to Melbourne on less than a tank of petrol. The way she drove she’d be lucky to make it to Gundagai. She was a fast, aggressive driver with a good traffic sense, and a fine disregard for the workings of the machine.
Lady Bay is at the top of the peninsula, one bay on from Camp Cove. I thought I knew the way but I gave Helen a wrong direction and we ended up within the bounds of HMAS Watson. A land-locked sailor, with one of those shaves you can rub with a cigarette paper and not hear a sound and wearing starched, knee-length shorts, steered us right with a leer.
The deal is that you park at Camp Cove, which is a topless but not bottomless beach, and walk around the cliffs a kilometre or so to Lady Bay. Helen was wearing loose, light-blue trousers, a striped tee-shirt and sandals. She climbed the fences, jumped across gaps between the concrete slabs and negotiated the gun emplacements which were built to repel an invader that never came. Her dark-red, cropped hair shone like polished stone when the sun caught it, and she moved effortlessly, like an expert bushwalker.
I brought up the rear, carrying the bag and the towels and feeling the sweat running down under my shirt. It was hot with no wind; it was too early for the sea breeze, and the still, warm air gave the sea sounds a special clarity-the noise of the birds, the water against the cliffs and the scrape of Helen’s sandals on the rocks.
The nude bathing beach looks to have been designed by Nature for the purpose; you reach it by going backwards ten metres down a ladder attached to a sheer drop. The distance was about the same as Tiny Spotswood’s fall, but here you descended from grass to sand, by wood not metal, and in the full clean light of the sun. The top of the cliff is a flat sward and there, fully-clothed, with their legs dangling over the edge, sat three men with their eyes fixed on the people below. I went down the ladder after Helen and we stood on the sand and surveyed the sixty metre beach, flanked at both ends by rocks.
All the sun bathers were men; they were very tanned and most were muscular. They lay and sat, very still, and seemed to be thinking about stillness.
‘It’s a tableau vivant’, Helen whispered.
‘What’s that?’
‘Look it up.’
‘You’re the only broad on the beach.’
‘Somehow that seems more novel than taking the clothes off.’
We took the clothes off, just dropped them and the bag where we stood, and ran down to the water. It was cool, a bit cloudy and very deep within a few metres of the shore. Helen waded a few steps, dived and went underwater for about ten metres. She surfaced and swam seawards with long, easy strokes. I ploughed along after her with my Maroubra-basic stroke, and we swam well out to where the water was translucent and cold. We trod water and touched each other.
‘I was going to say how does a country girl like you get to swim like that, then I remembered that you’re not a country girl.’
‘Coogee.’ she said. ‘Remember the trams?’
We paddled around for a while, and then swam in. Stretched out on the sand, side by side, we joined the statuary. A quarter of an hour of that, and Helen started to giggle.
‘I can’t take this; it’s like being in Madame Tussaud’s.’
We were back at her place, drinking coffee, when I finally got around to telling her the shape and substance of the Guthrie case. ‘I’d already told her about Spotswood’s fall, this was the context. I sanitised it a bit. I told her about Parker.
‘He sounds ruthless.’
‘He’s not generally, or I used not to think so. This seems to have made him harder. People don’t realise what being a cop is like, especially a Homicide detective. It’s not all free beers and fucks. In a funny way, a cop is what he does. An honest, energetic cop like Parker is very honest; uncomfortably so, maybe.’
‘What about you? Do you become what you do?’
I smiled. ‘Not as much. That’s one of the reasons I’m not a cop. Tell me about Michael.’
‘Mike. No one calls him Michael.’
‘I felt Mike was a bit informal, under the circumstances.’
‘What are the circumstances, Cliff?’
‘God knows. How much of your first six months have you really got left?’
‘Hours.’
‘Let’s not waste ‘em.’
We went back to bed with enthusiasm and success. There was a good deal of tenderness too, for the first time. I learned a bit more about Mike; that he farmed everything from pigs to grapes; that he operated a small cannery; that he worked twenty hours a day.
‘He’s in love with the land’, she said.
‘Uh huh.’
‘He’s writing a book about it.’
‘When? In his sleep?’
I only got information about her by way of trade. She’d been a librarian in Sydney before meeting and marrying Michael Broadway, teacher turned gentleman farmer. She’d done a degree by correspondence, and got first class honours in English.
‘I’m depressed’, I said.
‘Why?’
‘I dropped out after one year of Law. I passed Constitutional History and Criminal Law-failed Contracts and Torts.’
‘What’re Torts?’
‘I forget.’
Helen’s advice on my professional problem was to get hold of Ray Guthrie, tell him everything I knew and detach him from the criminal element.
‘He might be part of the criminal element himself by now’, I said. ‘And there’s his attitude to his real father to consider. I just don’t know how powerful a feeling that is. You’re a parent, tell me about what children feel for their parents.’
‘Parents don’t know what they feel.’
‘There you are, then.’
‘It sounds as if it’ll all end in grief, she said. ‘I’m sorry, but that’s how it sounds to me.’
‘That’s why I have to stick with it and see it through in something like Parker’s terms. Not exactly his, but to some sort of resolution. If I’m on the spot, maybe I can cut down on the grief a bit.’
‘I hope so.’
My arrangement with Parker was to meet him back at my place at around seven. That gave me several hours for my long shot. Mahoney Place is a narrow, one-way street in Surry Hills which runs off South Dowling Street, opposite Moore Park. I left my car in a lane nearby and walked in the park for a while, watching some kids risking their lives at grass skiing. I was trying to change gear out of ‘tenderness’ and into ‘work’. Kids having a good time on the grass didn’t quite do it-maybe if one of them had broken his neck.
Right now, ‘work’ meant going to make enquiries about a private detective named Phillips; ‘loathsome’ in at least one person’s memory, who had pursued our noble calling in Mahoney Place twenty years before. It was hard to do without, at least one decent drink inside me.
The street was narrow enough for a ball thrown against a brick fence on one side to rebound and hit the opposite fence on the full. That’s if you were good enough to judge the force and distance right; the kids who were playing this game halfway down the street were good enough. There were two of them-Mediterraneans-taking it in turns. I grinned at them and they stopped to let me pass-the co-ordination and the sweat on their faces was reassuring in the pinball age.
Number 32 was a white-painted brick wall, built on the street line with a door in it, no window. TOTAL GRAPHICS was painted in red on the bricks in metre-high letters. I knocked, reflecting that maybe I’d be more successful if I called myself TOTAL INVESTIGATIONS.
The man who opened the door looked pretty successful in his field, if clothes maketh the man: he wore a velvet shirt open to the waist, revealing a bushel of hair and a kilo of gold charms and medallions. His legs were stick-thin inside tight leather pants. His head was shaved and he wore a diamond stud in one ear. The shaved head gave him that exhibitionist look it always does. Otherwise, he was normal. He went back inside as soon as he’d pulled the door open and I had no choice hut to follow him.
It was a long time back since it had been a private detective’s office. That would be just a bad memory. Now the deep, narrow room was scrupulously clean. Light came in through a bank of skylights high up on one wall. A long bench held half a dozen VDT screens, each with a chair in front of it. There was a large bank of Swedish-looking storage baskets filled with paper and a bookcase half-filled with books whose spines looked all the same. A desk as big as a pool table was covered with coffee-making gear-an urn, filter machine, a grinder, packets of coffee and filter papers.
Baldy practically ran back along the bench and threw himself down in front of one of the screens.
‘Be with you in a minute’, he said. ‘This is nearly out. Bloody exciting.’
Nice to see a man happy in his work, I thought. I closed the door behind me and walked in. ‘Graphics’ suggested paper and pens to me, scissors and set squares. Apart from the paper in the bins there was nothing like that. A big photocopier was in the corner, and here at least there was some frivolous paper-a big poster of Orson Welles as Charles Foster Kane-I was surprised it wasn’t a holograph.
The bald man’s hands danced over the keys and he tapped his sneakered foot as if he was playing Scott Joplin. I looked over his shoulder but couldn’t make anything of the zig-zag flashes that appeared on the screen.
‘Got it!’ he bawled. ‘Fucking A!’ He swivelled around and stood up. Two long strides took him to the coffee table, and his leather pants didn’t split.
‘Coffee?’
‘Okay. Thanks.’
He shovelled coffee into a filter paper, fitted it into the machine and poured the water from a plastic jug. The machine was already hot, and the water hit the element with a loud hiss.
‘Boil the water first. That’s the secret.’
I nodded. ‘I boil the water and then pour it in on top of the powder.’
He shuddered, stagily. ‘Barbarian. Well, what can I do for you?’
He took two polystyrene cups from a metre-high stack and set them on the table. He put two spoons of raw sugar into one and looked enquiringly at me. I nodded and held up one finger-I thought I might need the energy to keep up with him. He jigged while the coffee dripped through. When the beaker was half-full with liquid the colour of shellac, he poured.
‘Here you go. I live on the stuff-it calms me down.’
I drank; the coffee was strong enough to clean drains.
‘I’m trying to locate a man named Phillips’, I put the cup down, dug out one of my cards and handed it over. ‘He was in the same business as me, and he had an office at this address. Some time back.’
He looked at the card and shook his head. Dead-end, I thought. ‘You don’t know him, that right?’
He fiddled with the stud in his ear. ‘I didn’t say that.’
‘You shook your head.’
‘I was shaking my head at the terrible design of this card.’ He flicked it with his forefinger’s long nail. ‘Look at that lettering. Depressing! That’s no way to win business, Mr Hardy.’
‘I’ll get a new one designed’, I said. ‘I might give you the job if you can help me.’
He did some more stud twiddling. ‘Have a look at this.’ He rummaged in a drawer and came up with a pile of cards held together with an elastic band. He flipped one over to me like a croupier. The words TOTAL GRAPHICS stood out black and bold against the gold background.
‘Very nice, Mr…?’
‘Style-Ian Style, good name isn’t it? It’s my real one, too.’ He finished his coffee and poured another; I was still waiting for my tongue to stop throbbing. ‘You’re right, one Phillips had this place before me. That’s oh… seven years back. You should have seen it. A real mess.’
‘No style, eh?’
He looked at me. ‘Oh, God’, he groaned. ‘I think I stopped counting remarks like that at about five thousand.’
‘I’m sorry.’
‘It’s all right. Yes, Phillips. I kept getting mail for him for years. The re-direction system has never been very effective.’
‘Where did you send it? Do you have an address for him, did you write it down?’
If he had had any eyebrows they would have shot up, but his head was quite hairless. ‘Write it down! No chance. We’re computerised here-totally.’
I smiled, although I didn’t think his joke was so much better than mine.
‘I’ve got it on file.’
‘I’d be grateful if you’d give it to me. I need to see him, urgently.’
‘Do I got the re-designing job?’
‘Sure.’
He got up and bounced across to one of the consoles. His fingers got busy, and symbols began scrolling on to the screen. I sneaked a look at the bookshelf-all computer manuals. He punched a key and froze the image.
‘Here it is. Joshua Phillips, 33A MacDonald Street, Erskineville.’
I went back to the nineteenth century, and wrote it down. ‘When was the last time you got mail for him?’
The screen came alive again, froze.
‘About this time last year. An envelope, private. Nothing ever came back. Does that mean the address still applies?’
‘I hope so. That’s amazingly efficient: I should get a system like that.’
‘You’ll be out of business in five years if you don’t. More coffee?’
I refused the coffee, thanked him for the help and he said he’d submit some designs for the card. I thanked him again and let myself out. By that time he was sitting down at a keyboard again and the sneakers were beating a tattoo.
Erskineville has been hit by the middle class money only in patches. Most of it retains the old atmosphere of toil- awkwardly angled streets built for foot and horse traffic, and a mix of residential and factory buildings. A few of the terrace houses are wide and rise to three storeys, but most are more modest and some get down to the narrowness of 33A MacDonald Street. The house was so narrow that my car, parked exactly outside, seemed to overlap its boundaries.
The tiny place crouched behind a privet hedge three or four metres back from the street; that put its front door about forty metres from the railway line. A train rattled past as I pulled open the rickety gate. The line was on a viaduct over the road, and with the wind in the right quarter it must have sounded in 33A as if the trains were coming through the front window.
It was 4.30 in the afternoon, a time when there were a lot of reasons to be out. It occurred to me that I should have asked Style for Phillips’s phone number which he would surely have had on file, along with his blood type and date of birth.
The man in striped pyjamas who answered the door to my knock looked as if he’d have a blood type all his own. His skin was white as few skins are; his sparse hair was white as were his eyebrows-his fiercely bloodshot, eyes were all the more alarming in the almost colourless face. It was impossible to guess his age-I was having trouble with his species. He was a whole head shorter than me, so I got the red eyes upturned-an unnerving sight.
‘Have you brought it?’ he said.
‘Brought what?’
‘I rang up the bottle shop; they said they’d send it round if they had time.’ The red eyes looked at me and judged me not to be a delivery person. ‘I guess they didn’t have time.’
‘Are you Joshua Phillips? Used to have an office in Mahoney Place?’
‘Yes. Phillips. That’s me.’ His voice was reedy, as if it was wearing out. ‘Who’re you?’
I gave him one of my despised cards. He pulled spectacles out of his pyjama jacket pocket and looked at the card.
‘It’s a mug’s game.’
‘Maybe. I’m after information on a case you handled nearly twenty years ago. How’s your memory?’
The red glare dimmed and his eyes went cunning.
‘It improves with money and sweet sherry.’
‘Okay.’ I stepped back. ‘What brand?’
He grinned, showing two teeth, maybe three. There were thickets of white hair in his ears and in his nostrils. He cackled at me. ‘Flagon brand.’
The pub was ten minutes away by foot. I came back with a flagon of sherry for him and two cans of light beer for me. He let me in and we went down a dark, narrow passage to a kitchen which was lit by a single, naked bulb. The broken part of the window was blanked out with masonite; the unbroken part was so dirty that no light could penetrate. He put the flagon on a shaky, laminex-topped table which stood on an uneven floor covered with cracked, lifting linoleum.
He shuffled around in the tiny room until he found what he was looking for-a sherry glass with a gold band around it and a creamy residue in the bottom. There was a strong, mouldy smell of neglect, and I couldn’t tell whether it came from the room or the man, or both. I accepted Phillips’s offer of a chair at the table, ripped open one of the cans and put its clean edge to my mouth. He got the top off the flagon by sawing through the perforations with a blunt knife. He filled his glass, spilling a little on the table.
‘Cheers’, he said.
‘Cheers. Let’s have a talk, Mr Phillips.’
‘Let’s see the money.’
I got twenty dollars out of my wallet, and put the note under the flagon.
‘I can take the sherry and the money away with me if I want.’
He nodded, and tossed down the drink in one gulp. ‘I couldn’t stop you. I’m arthritic, don’t get around too good any more.’ He looked as if he’d never got around too good; his small, bent body had a frailness, a hospitalised look. He wouldn’t have been the man you hired when you wanted some muscle work done. If he’d made a living he must have had brains. He poured himself another brimming glass, drank half of it and topped it up.
‘Do you remember a case you handled nearly twenty years ago? To do with a man named Keegan-Peter Keegan?’
He looked at me, blankly.
‘You were hired by the estranged wife. Her name was Pat, maybe she was using the married name, maybe not. A small, dark, very good-looking woman. Two kids. She wanted the dope on the man she’d married; he’d turned out different from what she’d thought. Anything clicking?’
He held up his glass and looked at the golden liquid inside the dirty vessel as if it was the most beautiful thing in the world. ‘Mrs Patricia Keegan’, he said dreamily. ‘Athletic figure. Good mind. Low on money, high on pride. The husband was a wrong’un — sly grog, SP, prozzies, you name it.’
‘You remember all this?’
‘I wrote reports; I read ‘em over. They’re my favourite reading.’ He drank and poured again, both rapidly.
I got my photograph of the man in uniform and showed it to him. He got the spectacles out of the pyjama pocket again, wiped them on a sleeve which smeared them, and looked closely at the photo.
‘That’s him. Younger, of course. Put on a bit ‘a weight by the time I was on the job.’
‘How did you go about it?’
He probed with a corner of my card inside a filthy fingernail, prised out the dirt and flicked it on the floor. ‘You should know-ask around, stay up late, get up early, surveillance and observation.’
‘Where did Keegan live at that time?’ I tried to keep the question neutral, but he detected the increased interest. He sipped his drink and didn’t reply. I drank some beer and tried to wait him out, but he held the cards and he knew it.
‘How much?’
‘Fifty’, he said.
‘It’s a long time ago, the chances…’
‘Are bloody good that he’s where I say he is. He lived in Mosman, but he had another place-a special sort of place.’
I took out two twenties and a ten, and put them under the flagon. He’d poured carelessly; sherry had run down the side and now Henry Lawson’s head was bisected by a dark, sticky ring. Henry wouldn’t have minded.
‘Place called Hacking Inlet, d’you know it?’
I shook my head.
‘Little place in the National Park. They let people put houses up around there until just after the war. Then they stopped it. Place can’t ever get any bigger. This Keegan had a fibro shack down there-little dump, end of a dead-end lane, steep hill behind it and the bloody water on his doorstep. Nothing to look at from the outside, but I got a chance to have a close gander and a bit of a look inside. Very different bill of goods: big garage underneath. Looked from the lane like there was no driveway down to it, but there was. Bloody warehouse that garage-tinned food, fuel, booze, the lot. Withstand a siege. All mod cons-heating, flash plumbing. All inside this little dump you wouldn’t look at twice.’
‘Quiet place is it?’
‘Real quiet, except for the summer season when it’d fill up, I suppose. Be busy now, but there’s limits on what it can hold, see. Limits on the dunnies, ‘cos of the land and the septic tanks and that. An’ you know what those places are like, everyone turns off their brains when they get to the weekender or the holiday place. Bloody great hide-out.’
I finished my can of beer and set it down carefully on the scarred table. This sounded like the real thing. A man in Collinson’s game needed a bolthole, and this Hacking Inlet couldn’t be that far from the GPO.
‘Did he have many visitors?’
He shook his head. ‘Zero. I followed him there twice. Stayed a coupla’ days-no women, no men, just him.’
‘How did he strike you?’
‘Bloody dangerous.’
‘Did you tell the wife about this place?’
He’d had another sherry while I was doing my thinking; the level was down past the top of the label and the red glow in his eyes was like a three-unit fire. He nodded, but he was losing control and his head was loose on his scrawny neck like a puppet’s.
‘Honest operation. Put everything in the report. Honest as the day’s long. That’s why I’m here, like this.’
‘Who else would know about this-the surveillance and the place at Hacking Inlet?’
His red eyes went shrewd again and he poured another glass; I jerked it away from him and spilled half on the table.
‘Anyone else?’
‘Had a partner’, he mumbled. ‘Diddled me, a’ course, useless bastard.’
‘You had a partner when you did the Keegan job?’
‘Had ‘im twenty years.’
I was amused, despite myself. ‘Twenty years? A useless bastard?’
‘Well, he was a useful bastard, too. Yeah, Wally Bigelow, junior partner.’
‘How much would he know about the Keegan case?’
‘I’ve got no show of rememberin’ unless you let me have another drink.’
I nodded and he recovered the glass and tilled it; he had to use both hands to support the flagon and its neck and the top of the glass rattled like maracas. He transferred the two hands to the glass and got it up to his mouth where he held it, sipping. When he had drunk half of it I reached out and took the glass. I put it down on the table in front of him. He cupped his shaking hands around it.
‘Wally only knew about it in outline. He’d know the name, and he knew what sort of bloke this Keegan was. He didn’t do any of the work though, I did it all.’
‘Would he have known about the hide-out?’
‘No.’
‘Where is he now?’
His look was half-mournful, half-triumphant. ‘He’s dead. The business went to pot, Wally wasn’t any help. Bigger drunk ‘n me at the end. I found out he was sellin’ the stuff to the other side. Y’ know-wives an’ husbands and that. We split up. Sort of stayed in touch for a while; we were mates, really. Then he went to Queensland for his health. Then I heard he was dead.’
‘When?’
‘Oh, just recent, last coupla’ months.’
He lifted the glass and drank the rest of the sherry. I looked down at the money on the table and tried to calculate how many flagons it would buy him. Not enough. There weren’t enough. I stood up and he pushed the other can of beer across the table.
‘Never touch that stuff, he said, ‘doesn’t do you any good’.