“Oh, it’s the sweetest story.” Grandma sighed. “I was on my way into Whitlow’s to plan Bob’s service, and Wilbur was there in the hallway, waiting for a friend’s visitation to start. He saw how upset I was and offered me his hankie. It was so romantic and chivalrous, I just had to invite him for a cup of coffee in Mr. Whitlow’s office.”
I stared at Wilbur, reaching out, trying to touch his mind. Nothing. It was like scraping my knuckles on a brick wall. Stupid inconsistent vampire powers.
“Mr. Goosen—”
“You can just call me Grandpa,” he said, smiling.
One would think that at this point in my life, with as many grandpas as I’ve had, one more wouldn’t bother me. But something, possibly step-grandparent weariness or allegiance to Bob, made me say, “I don’t think so.”
Grandma sighed and sent me a wounded look. Wilbur took a deep breath and sat forward, his hands in a steepled, grandfatherly stance. “Now, Janie, honey, I know it’s been a rough couple of weeks. But everyone else seems to be happy for your grandma and me. Ruthie said that you don’t deal with change well.”
“You don’t know me well enough—” He interrupted me again, which was not doing much to warm my heart toward him. “I understand that you love your grandma and you’re concerned for her well-being. I think that’s admirable, Jane.”
How horrible was it that I wanted to tell him he had it totally wrong?
He reached out to pat my hand. His own was clammy and damp enough to make me want to pull away. “I just want you to know that I love your grandma and I’m going to take care of her.”
“It’s not her I’m worried about.”
Mama popped her head into the doorway again. “Jane, could I see you in the kitchen for a minute?”
Daddy sent me a frantic look. Clearly, the idea of more alone time with the geriatric lovebirds had him panicked. Slinking out of the room, I muttered, “Everybody stops interrupting me, or I’ll publish a newsletter featuring your secret thoughts of the day.”
Mama had heated all of the food. She’d also rolled the plastic picnic ware into paper napkins and filled all of the cups with ice. She was now organizing and reorganizing the Tupperware lids, first putting them on the containers, then tucking them under the containers. She was doing pointless busywork. Thinking back, I realized Mama rarely came out of the kitchen for the leftover Christmas dinners.
“You’re hiding in here,” I accused. “You don’t want to be in there any more than I do.
You’ve been hiding in here for years.”
“I have not!” Mama cried, not meeting my gaze.
“Oh, it’s over now. I’ve seen the man behind the curtain,” I whispered. “I take no holiday guff from you, from now on. Ever.”
Mama ignored me while she fiddled with the defrost feature on the microwave.
“Look, as much fun as it is trying to send secret warning messages to Dead Grandpa Walking, I need to go.” I looked at the clock. “It’s getting close to six, and I would like to avoid further awkwardness with Jenny.”
“You’re already here. Why don’t you just stay?” Mama wheedled. “The boys haven’t seen you—”
“Since the funeral home, last week,” I said. “And they were too busy destroying the telephone-shaped ‘Jesus Called Him Home’ floral arrangement to talk to me. I don’t think my absence will scar them for life.”
The pounding arrival of the boys at the front door told me that I was too late.
“Grandma! Grandma! We got Blood Spatter Carjacker Mayhem Four!” Andrew shouted, waving the gore-soaked video game case at my mother. “Can we play it now? Please?”
“Oh, honey, you know Grandma doesn’t have a game system—” Jenny said, coming into the kitchen. She skidded to a stop when she saw me.
“Everything here is boring.” Andrew sighed as he and Bradley slinked into the living room. If he had paid attention to the look on his mother’s face, he would know that if he stuck around, it might get interesting. Or at least blood-spattery.
My brother-in-law, Kent, the chiropractor whom I’ve rarely heard speak, followed at Jenny’s heels. The moment he saw me, he pivoted and trailed after the boys.
“I didn’t know you’d be here,” Jenny said, sending a reproachful look Mama’s way.
“Mama, I agreed to see her at Bob’s visitation, but that’s it. You can’t let her come over and not tell me. It upsets the boys to see her.”
I rolled my eyes. “The boys didn’t even notice I was in the room. And if they did and you actually told them their aunt was a vampire, they’d probably think I was the coolest thing since Blood Spatter Carjacker Mayhem Four. And don’t blame Mama. I didn’t mean to stay so long, but I got caught up talking. I’m leaving now.”
“Oh, but you can’t go!” Mama cried. “This is the first time we’ve all been in the house together since you …”
“Died?” I finished for her. “You can say it. I died.”
“Shh!” Jenny shushed me, looking toward the den.
“Please, can’t you both just put this all aside for the holiday?” Mama begged. “For the family?”
“No!” Jenny and I chorused.
Mama switched tactics just by dropping her voice an octave. “Now, girls, this is just silly.
We’re family. And it’s Christmas. If you can’t forgive your family around the holidays, what—”
“Stop,” I told her. The way she stretched the word into “faaaaaamily” when she wanted something always set my teeth on edge.
“The time of year doesn’t change anything. I don’t want her around my family,” Jenny ground out.
I shot her a look that could have dropped a more observant woman. So, it was her family.
As far as she was concerned, I wasn’t part of it anymore. Frankly, she was welcome to it.
“I’m going.”
“Now, Jenny, be a good sister,” Mama told Jenny. “We have to have the whole family together for Christmas. The good Christian thing to do would be to—”
“She’s dead!” Jenny cried. “The good Christian thing to do would be to give her a decent burial.”
“Now, Jenny, you know you don’t mean that,” Mama said through clenched teeth.
“Burial talk is my cue to go,” I said, grabbing my jacket. “I think I’ll be leaving the country for New Year’s, so please don’t call.”
I stuck my head into the den to give Daddy a quick good-bye, which he couldn’t hear over the screeching and beeping of the boys’ new radio controlled-monster trucks.
From the kitchen, I heard Mama whine, “Tell Jane it just won’t be Christmas without her.”
“You have me, Kent, the boys here, why—” I closed the front door on Jenny’s wounded response.
I looked back through the window. Wilbur looked absolutely miserable. I was sympathetic, but when it came to the Jameson family Christmas, it was every man, woman, and vampire for themselves.