Seattle, Washington
Gerrit drew closer, sighting down the barrel of his semi-auto Smith amp; Wesson M amp;P. Squinty eyes, fat jowls, and a heavyset man slouched in the armchair, sleeping. Gerrit eased the safety off and pressed the. 40 cal barrel into the fat man’s forehead.
“Wake up and die,” Gerrit hissed, watching the man’s eyes suddenly open.
Fear and stale beer mingled with sweat on the killer’s face. “Don’t hurt me! I’ll give you whatever you want.”
Gerrit clutched the man’s throat and squeezed. “Can you bring back my mother and father?”
A look of recognition and terror flickered in the man’s eyes. “Are you…?”
Squeezing tighter, Gerrit drew closer. “I’m your worst nightmare. Your first mistake was killing my parents. Your second mistake-leaving me alive.”
The man gasped for breath.
Gerrit felt like ripping the man’s throat out. “Just one question. Who hired you to kill them?”
His eyes widened. “I can’t,” he gasped. “If they find out I snitched, they’ll hunt me down.”
“Wrong answer,” Gerrit said, his voice dropping to almost a whisper. He slowly squeezed the trigger until-
Gerrit jerked awake. Light flickered across the darkened room as the black-and-white video played on the screen. A cold, wet nose nudged his hand.
Bones.
The dog placed his head on Gerrit’s lap and whined.
Stroking the animal’s head, Gerrit tried to clear his mind. Waves lapped against the pier as his houseboat creaked from Lake Washington’s current, lights from Seattle seen in the distance through a bay window. Bones always sensed when Gerrit had troubled dreams. The dog had been with him-with a few absences-since that day in Fallujah. No longer skin and bones, the dog never missed a meal. And it showed. No fat, just muscle.
The dog had been Gerrit’s jogging partner since they returned from the Middle East. Bones could run Gerrit into the ground and loved to dive off the houseboat for long swims in the lake. This desert dog loved water. At the moment, Bones was concerned about his master.
With a dry mouth, Gerrit turned and began to watch the tape he’d seen a million times as the camera operator panned the blast area. The lens zoomed downward to focus on a blackened hand, severed at the wrist, lying amid ashes and debris on the dirty-gray concrete.
One of the few parts left of his father.
As the film rolled on, investigators slowly identified other body parts, marking each one with a number for later mapping and tagging. These images still left him numb, as if he just learned of the explosion. Even after viewing this gruesome tape over and over since the blast seven years ago, his chest still tightened, his heart still ached.
As he viewed each film clip-putting his emotions aside-he’d carefully study the documented evidence trying to figure out what everyone else missed. Who triggered this ghastly killing? Give me just one lousy lead. A Russian-made detonator had been recovered. Nico Petrosky’s group? Gerrit thought so. But as always, he came up empty. And Nico was dead.
Strewn on the floor of his small office, documents and photographs lay in small piles, all duplications from the original files. Lab reports, crime-scene sketches, and reams of reports carefully recording all the efforts of every investigator assigned to the case.
In all these hundreds of investigative man-hours and all the trained eyes focused on this case-SPD, ATF, FBI, DOJ, ICE-not one substantive suspect surfaced. Not one tangible lead emerged that might give him a clue as to who might have triggered the explosion. Not one hint as to who ordered this hit or who built this bomb that destroyed the ones he loved.
He was the only one left to mourn. The only one left to carry on this investigation. Everything changed for him the moment their lives ended. Turning his back on the military and his potential future in science, Gerrit became a police officer here in Seattle. All for one purpose-to find his parents’ killers and bring them to justice. To take revenge against those responsible.
Many a night he woke up fantasizing, peering down the barrel of his gun, pointing it at the faces of his parents’ murderers. There was never any hesitation in his dreams. He always pulled that trigger.
A life for a life.
Actually three lives. The only family he’d ever known had been destroyed in one night-his parents killed and his uncle disappeared.
Three tours in the Middle East had started him down this solitary road. Once his military duty ended, he planned to start a normal life. A wife. A family. The all-American dream. When tragedy struck, however, he knew his world had changed forever. His future would never be normal.
He picked up the file on Dr. Henry Clarke that Kane had provided in England and began to review the man’s history so his cover story in Vienna would hold up. He used the flickering light from the television screen to read, too tired to get up and turn on a light.
According to the documents, Clarke supervised the UK’s Communication-Electronic Security Group, CESG, an arm of GCHQ, Government Communications Headquarters. His group made sure British communications and electronic data remained intact with no security breaches. Clarke rode shotgun on any projects aimed at improving these capabilities while keeping a watchful eye out for those who might seek to breach security.
CESG worked arm and arm with Lawton’s MI6, Secret Intelligence Service, and the MI5, the UK’s Security Service branch. Sooner or later, all intelligence and counterintelligence communications filtered through Clarke’s office.
Gerrit could see why terrorists and foreign governments might like to get inside Clarke’s arrogant head.
Two quick raps on the door followed by a key in the lock made him jump and reach for his gun. Bones never growled.
“Gerrit, you home?” Marilynn Summers. He forgot she still had his houseboat key.
He put the gun back on the end table, quickly buried Clarke’s file, and reached for the remote, killing the video and bathing the room in darkness. He heard her footsteps heading toward his office.
“Gerrit?” Lights came on, dispelling darkness. “Why are you sitting here in the dark? Watching that video again?” she said brusquely as she entered. Bones stood, and Marilynn gave the animal a look that said it all-she and Bones were not on friendly terms. “Why you choose to live in this damp houseboat I’ll never know. You can afford better.”
“It suits me, Marilynn. What are you doing here?”
“I was concerned. Never heard from you when you got back. Everything went all right in England?”
“Just fine.” He took a deep breath and exhaled. “Thanks for asking.”
Her intrusion ticked him off and he struggled to be cordial. Everything changed over the last few weeks, particularly after their conversation while he was in San Diego. The Nico Petrosky investigation seemed less important to her, and whatever they had going on between them had cooled. She seemed willing to move on to more important matters since their meeting in D.C. It surprised him she even showed up tonight; her actions made him suspicious. Marilynn always had an agenda.
He never kidded himself about their relationship. He knew from the first day that this wasn’t going to be a forever thing with them. Marilynn wanted to climb, to achieve, and she hungered for power, a lust she learned from her father. Their relationship had become a matter of convenience. To be brutally honest, he preferred it this way. His agenda didn’t include others-including Marilynn. Finding his parents’ killer was his primary goal in life.
Everything else no longer mattered.
She walked across the room, tossing her coat on the couch. “Colder than Alaska in here. Mind if I turn up the heat?” Without waiting for a response, she cranked the dial to high. “There, now we can get comfortable.”
“You should have called. I just got back and I’m about to hit the sack.”
“Want some company?” She smiled, running her fingers through his hair. “We can really warm up this place fast.”
He stiffened, causing her face to tighten. “Not tonight. I’m beat and I’ve got a lot to do before…”
She eyed him curiously. “Before you what, leave again?”
“I’m surprised your father didn’t tell you.”
Anger replaced her curiosity. “My father always keeps me in the dark. He only tells me if he needs something… for him.”
“I’m shipping out next week. Not sure when I’ll be back. Kane seems to have cleared it with my boss and the task force.”
“I’m heading the task force, or have you forgotten? I wasn’t told anything.” Now, her anger seemed directed at him.
He shrugged. “What can I say?”
She reached down and began to unbuckle his belt. “Are you sure I can’t get you to tell me what you’re up to?”
Trapping her hand on his belt, he tried to push her away. “Not tonight.”
Marilynn moved closer. “You sure?” She straddled his lap, pressing against him. Her lips traveled across his cheek, ending at his earlobe.
Gerrit felt himself weaken. This was not love, not even lust for him anymore. It lay somewhere between the two-when nightmares and memories seemed overpowering and two bodies coming together managed to push back the pain for a moment. He used to feel guilty, as if he might be using her for his own personal gratification. But as time passed, he realized they were using each other. He just didn’t understand her purpose. Nor did he care.
She must have felt his body give in, responding to her embrace. “See. I told you-I always win.” She smiled, slowly and seductively climbed off his lap, then led him by the hand to the bedroom.
Whispers awoke him hours later. He raised his head from the pillow and glanced toward the red glare of the digital clock. 3:00 a.m.
He rose and stumbled over a shoe as he padded his way toward the bedroom door. He heard Marilynn’s voice, hushed, coming from the other room. The door stood ajar. He peered through the opening.
She huddled in the kitchen, farthest away from the bedroom. She must have snatched up one of his T-shirts. The green glow from the oven light fell across her body, bathing her in muted light. She covered her mouth, a cell phone pressed against her ear. She glanced toward the bedroom and he drew back. “You might wake him up.”
Marilynn listened for a moment, as the man continued talking. She finally responded. “No. He is not telling me anything. I tried…believe me, I tried.”
Gerrit thought back to earlier, after their passion subsided. Marilynn casually tried to elicit information about where he went in England and why he was leaving again. He chalked it up to her insatiable curiosity. Kane had ordered a lid on all this information, so Gerrit revealed nothing to Marilynn. This seemed to irritate her.
As Gerrit opened the door all the way, Marilynn jerked her head up and seemed to stiffen. “I’ve got to go. I’ll…I’ll call you from the office.”
“Who was that?” Gerrit walked toward her.
“Hey, I’m sorry I woke you. Got this call and heard it vibrate. Thought I could return it in here without disturbing you.”
He waited for further clarification.
“Just work.” She dropped the phone on the counter, crossing her arms. “We have a surveillance going on in another case, and the guys were just checking in.”
Gerrit watched her face, trying to figure out why she was lying.
She walked past him into the bedroom and began gathering her clothes. “I need to get back to the office. Need to return this call on a more secure line.” She disappeared into the bathroom. “Be out in a jiffy. Why don’t you go back to bed?”
He waited until he heard the shower turn on and then reached for her phone. Flicking on the menu, he thumbed to the last call received, hit the Select button, and a menu emerged. The words Private Caller flashed on the readout. He tapped to the last incoming call and saw the number of the caller Marilynn spoke to. He glanced at the number, recognizing the numerals immediately.
Richard Kane.
Why was Kane calling her in the middle of the night-here?
Footsteps sounded across the bedroom. Marilynn appeared at the doorway, toweling herself off. “I forget my…”-she glanced at what he was holding-”my phone.”
He held it up. “Just getting it for you. Saw it here on the counter.”
The darkness prevented him from seeing her expression, but her voice seemed tight. “Just drop it in my purse. I’m almost ready.”
He complied, turning on a table lamp near the couch. Her purse had been left on the floor. He stooped down and slipped the phone inside. A few minutes later she emerged, fully clothed. He handed her the purse. “The cell’s inside. Wouldn’t want you to miss any more calls.”
Her eyes, questioning, shifted from the purse to his face. She brushed his cheek with her lips. “Call me later. Maybe we can do dinner?”
He nodded, watching her leave. He heard her car start up, tires slipping on gravel. Quietness settled around him.
He slipped on some jeans and a T-shirt before walking to the glass door. He slid it open and stepped out onto a small porch that sat only inches above the lake. He looked over the water toward downtown Seattle. Cold night air made him shiver. He watched as the running lights from a small craft cut through the night, the city’s silhouette beyond.
The dark water below him ebbed and flowed as small waves slightly raised and lowered the houseboat. Water carried a certain amount of force, of power, that moved like an unseen hand beneath him. Like his life, this current pushed and pulled without permission. Life seemed to forge ahead, inextricably dragging him along in its wake.
A warning blast from a horn carried across the water, bringing him back to the present. This feeling of emptiness-starting when his CO broke the news about his folks years ago-hounded him whether he was awake or asleep. There would be no peace until he learned what happened. Until then, he would just exist, even in moments when he and Marilynn lay on the bed in a passionate embrace. That phone call she fielded reminded him once again about how much his world had changed.
And who he could trust.