Before Thorleif unlocks his car, he stops and glances around. Cars and buses zoom up and down Bygdoy Alle. Pedestrians are quietly using the pedestrian crossing, but nobody is walking down Nobelsgate in his direction. His hands tremble as he opens the door and gets in. He checks the rear-view mirror. Sees nobody.
He takes a breath, starts the engine and drives towards the centre of Oslo where he finds a parking space in Kirkegaten. The engine has just stopped when there is a bang on the windscreen. Thorleif is startled and jumps, but all he sees is a man in tracksuit bottoms and a white T-shirt walk away from the car at a leisurely pace.
Then Thorleif notices the yellow Post-it note attached to the windscreen. He gets out, searches for the man and sees him disappear around the corner. He doesn’t look back. Thorleif snatches the note and reads what it says.
Oslo Cathedral. Five minutes.
A wave of panic sweeps through him, and he has to make an effort to breathe. It’s starting again. He leans forwards and supports himself against the bonnet of the car while he tries to calm down. He stands like this for a while before he straightens up and takes a deep breath. Then he walks up Kirkegaten in the direction of the cathedral whose spire and verdigris top soar towards the open sky. His footsteps are feeble, reluctant, as if deep down he is hoping they will refuse to lead him to his executioner, acquire a will of their own and carry him to safety. Thorleif looks up at the pedestrians coming towards him, trying to make eye contact, but nobody returns the looks he gives them. I’m on my own, he thinks. I’m the only one who can deal with this.
He crosses Karl Johansgate and continues towards the cathedral while he wonders if he can stop himself from crying. The cathedral door is open, he sees, as he crosses the street by the taxi rank on Stortorvet. He enters the darkness and is instantly mesmerised by the silence that always fills a church space.
He hears mumbling, sees fingers pointing up at the ceiling, at the stained-glass windows and the paintings. He checks his watch. He needs to be at work in five minutes. He swears quietly to himself and instantly feels remorseful in view of the location and his surroundings. His shame evaporates when he detects the smell of leather behind him. He spins around and stares right into a grave face. The same face he learned to fear yesterday.
They remain opposite each other for a while. The man looks at Thorleif for a long time before he nods and walks further into the cathedral. Thorleif follows him. They sit down on a bench. The man waits until a group of Japanese tourists have moved on. Then he slips one hand into the inside pocket of his leather jacket and takes out a box. He opens it with care and shows it to Thorleif.
‘W-what’s that?’ Thorleif whispers, looking down at it. Reluctantly, he realises that he is intrigued.
‘This,’ the man says, reverently. ‘This is a piercing needle.’