Mary held their gazes, waiting.
Finally, Felicity nodded. "Very well; you've chosen. We shall-"
"There's just one more thing."
Anne raised one fine eyebrow. "What is that?"
Mary swallowed. "I shall need to live in lodgings, if I am truly to pass as 'Mark Quinn'. I took a room at a lodging-house in Lambeth this morning."
Both women were silent with astonishment.
After several long seconds, Mary said tentatively, "I'll begin with the practical reasons: the workers I meet on the building site might ask whereabouts I live. It would be rather unusual for 'Mark' to live in St John's Wood, and it would be useful to have a generally-known address. If anybody enquired into the address, a lodging-house would give nothing away – whereas it would be extremely odd for me to live at a girls' boarding school."
"And there are reasons apart from the practical?" prompted Anne.
Mary took a deep breath. "It will be simpler if I don't alternate between being myself and being Mark. I will make a more convincing boy, if I am not a girl as well. And…" Her voice wobbled, and she waited a moment before going on. "And when I was younger, and passing as a boy, I never left the role. I should like to re-create that situation."
Anne frowned. "Why? Why deliberately return yourself to a frightening and dangerous past?"
Mary hesitated. "I don't know quite how to explain it. I think – I believe – that it might help me to stop fearing it."
Anne looked thoughtful. "Strong reason," she murmured. "Any others?"
And, Mary thought, if I don't return to the comforts of the Academy, I'll be less inclined to give up or give in part way. "No," she said.
There was a pause, during which the two women looked at each other. After several moments, Anne nodded once. "I shall organize our information network so that you can communicate with us while under cover. There's a pub near Westminster where you may leave a written message, in code, by giving a password. But to collect messages, we'll use somewhere in Lambeth itself. We've a contact in a baker's shop in the Cut who might prove useful…" She looked at Mary. "However, should you change your mind, at any time…"
Mary was already on her feet. "Thank you. I shan't."
"Wait a moment," said Felicity. "That extra coaching I promised you: meet me before dinner this evening and we'll go for a walk. Perhaps down the pub."
Mary knew she ought to look pleased, even excited at the prospect. But the best she could manage was a nod before bolting from the room. She had just managed to close the door behind her when her knees wobbled. The corridor was quiet and empty, so she leaned into the wall for a moment, eyes closed. It was done. She was on the case, on her own terms. But instead of satisfaction, she felt that wild thrill of fear grip her again. It was energizing, of course – and dangerous, too. Had she taken on too much?
"Of course not." The words came from within the office, but made her start all the same. The voice was Anne's.
"And you approve of this scheme?" That was Felicity.
Hesitation, then a low reply that Mary didn't catch. Anne and Felicity must be speaking much more loudly than usual, for the sound to carry through the heavy oak door. Mary stood perfectly still, dismayed by what she heard, although she couldn't make out the words. Never before had she known Anne and Felicity to quarrel. They politely disagreed, on occasion, in ladylike tones. But this waspish severity was new.
Mary understood now what she'd interrupted, and the understanding was unwelcome. She had walked into the middle of a dispute – about the case, about the Agency, about her? She had no idea, and it was beneath her to stay and listen. Even if she could make out the words, she couldn't eavesdrop on her employers.
As she forced her heavy feet into motion, Mary felt that fear drain away – yet it came as no relief.
For this time, it was replaced by dread. Four Monday, 4 July On the road to the Palace of Westminster
It was only a short walk across the Thames from her new lodgings in Lambeth to the building site in Westminster. Nervous as she was about the first day of the assignment, Mary forced her attention outwards, to streets she would come to know well. All about her, men, women and children shuffled slowly workward, or perhaps home again after a night shift. The pubs did steady business as labourers drank their breakfast pints. Occasionally, a fresh scent – new bread from a bakeshop, a barrowful of lilies going to a florist's – cut through the thick, earthy, acidic smells of the city. She dodged a wagon heaped high with sides of beef, and grinned at the pack of dogs trailing it hopefully.
Her destination, St Stephen's Tower, loomed over all this. It was designed to look glorious and imperial, but the effect was spoiled from her angle by the absence of hands on two of the clock faces. To Mary the tower merely looked blind, a spindly, helpless outcast marooned by the river's edge. As she stepped onto Westminster Bridge, she realized she was breathing shallowly. How foolish to think she could mitigate the odour of the river! She inhaled a careful breath and forced herself to take measure of its stench. Yes, it was still intensely familiar, if slightly less disgusting because of the cooler weather. After last year's Great Stink, appalled Londoners had spent months arguing about the need to clean up the Thames. Campaigners crusaded, newspapers excoriated, politicians pontificated. But like most Londoners, Mary would believe it only once she saw the results. For now, she was grateful that the stink was no worse than last year.
She slowed her pace along the bridge, taking a long, deliberate look at the Palace of Westminster. Every child knew that this was the seat of government, where the House of Lords and House of Commons met. Yet she'd never paid close attention to the actual buildings, sprawling and imposing as they were. They'd been under construction since well before she was born. For most Londoners now, the Palace's twenty-five-year reconstruction was merely an obvious, unfunny joke about government and the ruling classes.
Nothing moved inside Palace Yard. It was too early for the law-makers, and too late for the night-watchmen. The entrance to the building site was separate and there would be no need to enter the Palace itself; no dangerous mingling of peers and working men. Even so, she made a circuit around the Palace proper, entranced now by its colossal mass, its relentless detail. It was a revelation: not beautiful in a restrained, classical way, but fierce and extravagantly Gothic. The intricacy of the design was hypnotic, overwhelmingly so, and the arrogance and tradition it represented made itself felt in the pit of her stomach.
She passed the length of the Palace in a daze, and on looping back up towards St Stephen's Tower, had to stop to remind herself of who she wasn't. She touched the back of her neck self-consciously. Although she looked the part of a twelve-year-old boy, she still didn't quite feel it. Last night's coaching session with Felicity – a pint and a cold meat pie eaten out of hand in a public house – had been of some use. But it had also intensified her awareness of the very different world of men. Years in an all-girl's school had changed her. And now, behind the site fencing there would be swarms of men and boys, roaring and swearing and doing whatever it was builders did while preparing to work, and they would all scrutinize her and know immediately if something was amiss. Of course, it was much too late to turn back. Mary took a deep breath, wiped her damp palms on her trousers, and marched through the narrow entrance gate into the building site proper.
She was braced for a wall of noise, an audience of raucous, suspicious masculinity. Yet if anything, the building site was quieter than the street. Small clusters of men chatted as they unpacked tools, or swallowed the last bits of breakfast, or inspected the incomplete work. None looked up as she passed.
There didn't appear to be much order to the site – not to an outsider, at least. A small shed to her right seemed to function as an office; at least, it contained a desk covered with several inches of papers, but no person. No one appeared to challenge her presence, so she walked about the site slowly, simply looking.
She'd imagined a building site to be like a cross between a factory and an anthill: scores of people milling about, busily doing nothing, until a giant bell rang calling them to work, at which point they would all fall into line. Yet what she saw seemed more leisurely and self-directed. Already a pair of bricklayers had begun to mix up some mortar, and other tradesmen seemed to be finding their places for the day. None took any notice of her, and she suspected that it wasn't due to the excellence of her masculine costume.
On the south side of the building site, a cluster of perhaps half a dozen men and boys loitered purposefully in the shadow of the Palace. As she drew nearer, Mary realized they were all hovering around one man. He was perhaps in his late forties, with the usual beard and moustache and well-fed paunch. He was also the only man on site wearing a collar and tie, which meant the chances were good that he was the site engineer, Mr Harkness. The fact that he looked tired and harassed rather confirmed this.
"I understand," he was saying, "that you're short-handed at the moment. I shall try to find a man to assist you this week, but it is your responsibility to engage a new member for your gang."
The workman he addressed – a tall, powerfully built man in his middle thirties – glowered with frustration. "Don't I know it! But it takes time, that. We're missing an experienced bricklayer, not some useless apprentice."
A muscle jumped under Harkness's left eye. "I know," he said in a placating tone. "As I said, I shall do my best."
The foreman pushed his way out of the crowd, his face dark with anger. "'I shall do my best,'" he simpered, imitating Harkness's tones. "Bloody useless son of a-" His eyes met Mary's and flared with temper. "What the hell you staring at, boy?"
She quickly averted her eyes and edged deeper into the pack. So that man had been Wick's workmate. She wondered if they'd been friends.
It took a long time for Harkness to give each labourer his directions. When Mary finally presented herself, he stared at her for a long moment with red-rimmed eyes. "Who?"
Had she not spoken clearly enough? "Mark Quinn, sir. I'm to begin today as an errand boy, if you please."
The twitch came again, and he pressed a weary hand to his disobedient eye. "As a general errand boy?"
Mary tried to look confident. "Yes, sir." What could have gone wrong? Had someone failed to organize the position? Did she – her stomach plunged at the idea – did she not look the part? A few men nearby had stopped and looked at her curiously as soon as she'd addressed Harkness. Perhaps they could tell, somehow…
Harkness scrubbed his face abruptly with one hand. "And how old are you – what did you say your name was?"
"Quinn, sir. I'm twelve."
"Quinn. Twelve. And you want work as an errand boy."
"Yes, sir." Mary was beginning to think Harkness very slow indeed.
"Hmph." He eyed her speculatively. "Nicely spoken…"
Damn it all. She'd worked so hard to make her voice gruff and diffident, to get the accent just right, but she'd compromised the role from the start by using the wrong vocabulary. What sort of boy would say "begin" instead of "start", or "if you please" instead of simply "please"? Five seconds into the job and she'd already made her first blunder.
Harkness fumbled in his inner coat pocket and pulled out a battered sheaf of papers. "Read that."
Burning with shame, Mary took the bundle and read blankly, automatically, from the top. "'The recasting of the bell by the Whitechapel Foundry is merely the first-'"