It never fails. I open my mouth and I wind up in hot water. But in this case the circumstances were special. After all, I was only following orders.
“Open, Bern. A little wider, huh? That’s right. That’s fine. Perfect. Just beautiful.”
Beautiful? Well, they tell me it’s in the eye of the beholder and I guess they’re right. If Craig Sheldrake wanted to believe there was beauty in a gaping mouthful of teeth, that was his privilege and more power to him. They weren’t the worst teeth in the world, I don’t suppose. Twenty-some years ago a grinning orthodontist had wired them with braces, enabling me to shoot those little rubber bands at my classmates, so at least they were straight. And since I’d given up smoking and switched to one of those whiter-than-white toothpastes, I looked somewhat less like a supporting player in The Curse of the Yellow Fangs. But all of the molars and bicuspids sported fillings, and one of the wisdom teeth was but a memory, and I’d had a wee bit of root-canal work on the upper left canine. They were respectable teeth for one as long in the tooth as I, perhaps, and they’d given me relatively little trouble over the years, but it would be an exaggeration to call them either a thing of beauty or a joy forever.
A stainless-steel probe touched a nerve. I twitched a little and made the sort of sound of which one is capable when one’s mouth is full of fingers. The probe, relentless, touched the nerve again.
“You feel that?”
“Urg.”
“Little cavity, Bern. Nothing serious but we’ll tend to it right now. That’s the importance of coming in for a cleaning three or four times a year. You come in, we shoot a quick set of X-rays just as a routine measure, we have a look around, poke the old molars a bit, and we catch those little cavities before they can grow up into big cavities. Am I right or am I right, keed?”
“Urg.”
“All this panic about X-rays. Well, if you’re pregnant I suppose it’s a different story, but you’re not pregnant, are you, Bernie?” He laughed at this. I’ve no idea why. When you’re a dentist you have to laugh at your own jokes, which might be a hardship but I suspect it’s more than balanced by the fact that you remain blissfully unaware of it when your precious wit goes over like a brass blimp. Since the patient can’t laugh anyway, his silence needn’t be interpreted as a reprimand.
“Well, we’ll just take care of it right away before I turn you over to Jillian for a cleaning. First molar, lower right jaw, that’s a cinch, we can block the pain with Novocaine without numbing half your head in the process. Of course some practitioners of the gentle art would wind up depriving you of sensation in half your tongue for six or eight hours, but you’re in luck, Bern. You’re in the hands of the World’s Greatest Dentist and you have nothing to worry about.” Chuckle. “Except paying the bill, that is.” Full-fledged laugh.
“Urg.”
“Open a little wider? Perfect. Beautiful.” His fingers, tasting as though they’d been boiled, deftly packed my mouth with cylinders of cotton. Then he took a curved piece of plastic tubing attached to a long rubber tube and propped it at the root of my tongue, where it commenced to make slurping noises.
“This is Mr. Thirsty,” he explained. “That’s what I tell the kids. Mr. Thirsty, come to suck up all your spit so it doesn’t gum up the works. Of course I don’t put it quite so crudely for the little tykes.”
“Urg.”
“Anyway, I tell the kids this here is Mr. Thirsty, and when I whack ’em out with nitrous oxide I tell ’em they’re going for a ride in Dr. Sheldrake’s Rocket Ship. That’s ’cause it gets ’em so spacy.”
“Urg.”
“Now we’ll just dry off that gum there,” he said, peeling back my lower lip and blotting the gum with a wad of cotton. “And now we’ll give you a dab of benzocaine, that’s a local that’ll keep you from feeling the needle when we jab a quart of Novocaine into your unsuspecting tissue.” Chortle. “Just kiddin’, Bernie. No, you don’t have to give a patient a liter of the stuff if you have the skill to slip the old needle into the right spot. Oh, thank your lucky stars you’ve got the World’s Greatest Dentist on your team.”
The World’s Greatest Dentist shot me painlessly with Novocaine, readied his high-speed drill, and began doing his part in the endless fight against tooth decay. None of this hurt. What was painful, albeit not physically, was the patter of conversation he directed my way.
Not at first, though. At first everything was fine.
“I’ll tell you something, Bernie. You’re a lucky man to have me for a dentist. But that’s nothing compared to how lucky I am. You know why? I’m lucky to be a dentist.”
“Urg.”
“Not just because I make a decent living. Hell, I don’t have any guilt on that score. I work hard for my money and my charges are fair. I give value for value received. The thing about dentistry is it’s very rewarding in other ways. You know, most of the dentists I know started off wanting to be doctors. I don’t know that they had any big longing for medicine. I think half the time the attraction was that their parents thought it was a great life. Money, prestige, and the idea that you’re helping humanity. Anybody’d be happy to help humanity with all that money and prestige there as an added incentive, right?”
“Urg.”
“Speak up, Bern, I can’t hear you.” Chuckle. “Just joking, of course. How we doing? You in any pain?”
“Urg.”
“Of course you’re not. The WGD strikes again. Well, all these guys went to dental school instead. Maybe they couldn’t get accepted at medical school. A lot of bright guys can’t. Or maybe they looked at all that education and training stretching out in front of them, four years of med school and two years internship and then a residency, and when you’re a kid a few years looks like a lifetime. Your perspective on time changes when you get to be our age, but by then it’s too late, right?”
I guess we were about the same age, getting a little closer to forty than thirty but not quite close enough to panic about it. He was a big guy, taller than me, maybe six-two or six-three. His hair was a medium brown with red highlights, and he wore it fairly short in a deliberately tousled fashion. He had an open honest face, long and narrow, marked by warm brown eyes and a long down-curving nose and sprinkled with freckles. A year or two back he’d grown a mustache of the macho variety sported by male models in men’s cologne ads. It was redder than his hair and didn’t look quite bad enough for me to counsel him to shave it off, but I sort of wished he would. Beneath the mustache was a full mouth overflowing with the nicest teeth you could possibly imagine.
“Anyway, here you’ve got a load of dentists who secretly wish they were doctors. Some of them don’t even keep it a secret. And you’ve got others who went into dentistry because, hell, a man has to go into something unless he wants to go on welfare, and it looked like a decent deal, set your own hours, a steady buck, no boss over you, some prestige, and all the rest of it. I was one of this group, Bern, but in my case something wonderful happened. Know what it was?”
“Urg?”
“I fell in love with my work. Yep, that’s what happened. One thing I recognized right off the bat is dentistry’s about solving problems. Now they’re not problems of life and death, and I’ll tell you, that’s fine with me. I sure as hell don’t want patients dying on me. The doctors are welcome to all that drama. I’d rather deal with smaller life questions, like Can This Tooth Be Saved? But a man comes in here, or a woman, and I look around and take X-rays, and there’s a problem and we deal with it then and there.”
No urg this time. He was rattling along too well to need encouragement from me.
“I’m just so damn lucky I wound up in this line of work, Bern. I remember my best friend and I were trying to decide what we wanted to do with our lives. I picked dental school and he went into pharmacy school. His educational route looked easier and his potential income was certainly much higher. You own your own store, you branch out and open other stores, hell, you’re a businessman, you can make a ton. For a little while there I wondered if maybe I shouldn’t have taken the road he took. But just for a little while. Jesus, can you picture me standing behind a counter selling Kotex and laxatives? I couldn’t be a businessman, Bern. I’d be rotten at it. Hey, open a little wider, huh? Perfect, beautiful. I’d be rotten at it and I’d go out of my bird with boredom. I read somewhere that pharmacists get more action than any other occupational group. Some study out of California. I wonder if it’s true or not? What woman would want to ball a druggist, anyway?”
He went on with this line of thought and my mind drifted off a ways. I was a captive audience if there ever was one, and I had to sit there and take it but I didn’t, by God, have to pay attention.
And then he was saying, “So I sure as hell wouldn’t want to be a pharmacist, and I swear I wouldn’t want to be anything but what I am. Satisfied Sam, huh? True, though.”
“Urg.”
“But I’m normal, Bernie. I have fantasies just like everybody else in this world. I try to think what I’d be if dentistry just didn’t happen to be an option for me. Just asking myself the hypothetical question, like. And because it’s hypothetical and I know it’s hypothetical, why, I can feel free to indulge myself. I can pick something that would call for someone a lot more adventurous than I actually know myself to be.”
“Urg.”
“I try to have fantasies of being a professional athlete, for instance. I play a lot of squash and a fair amount of tennis, and I’m not absolutely lousy, in fact I’m getting so I shape up pretty decent on the squash court, but there’s such an obvious gulf between my game and the pro game that I can’t even fantasize about playing that role. That’s the trouble with reality. It gets in the way of the best fantasies.”
“Urg.”
“So I’ve settled on something I’d like to be, and I can enjoy it on a fantasy level because I know virtually nothing about it.”
“Urg?”
“It’s exciting, it’s adventurous, it’s dangerous, and I can’t say I don’t have the skills or temperament for it because I don’t know exactly what they are. I gather it pays a whole lot and the hours are short and flexible. And you work alone.”
“Urg?” He had me interested by now. It sounded like the sort of thing I might be interested in.
“I was thinking about crime,” he went on. “But nothing where you have to point guns at people or where you wind up with them pointed at you. In fact I’d want a criminal career with no human contact involved in it at all. Something where you work alone and don’t have to be a part of a gang.” Chuckle. “I’ve pretty much narrowed it down, Bernie. If I had it to do all over again, and if dentistry was just out of the picture, I’d be a burglar.”
Silence.
“Like you, Bernie.”
More silence. Lots of it.
Well, of course it rocked me. I’d been set up with considerable skill. Here was ol’ Craig Sheldrake, Mr. Laid Back and World’s Greatest Dentist, just running pleasantly off at the mouth about how much he loved his work, and the next thing I knew he’d dropped this brick into my open mouth and all the Novocaine in the world couldn’t have numbed the shock.
You see, I’ve always kept my personal and professional lives as separate as possible. Except during my blessedly infrequent stays as a guest of the state, at which times one’s freedom of association is severely proscribed, I don’t hang out with known criminals. My friends may swipe stationery from the office or buy a hot color TV. They almost certainly fiddle a bit on their income tax returns. But they don’t make their livings lifting baubles from other people’s apartments, or knocking over liquor stores and filling stations, or writing checks drawn on the Left Bank of the Wabash. Their moral caliber may be no greater than mine but their respectability quotient is infinitely higher.
And as far as any of them know, I’m as respectable as the next fellow. I don’t talk much about my work, and in the sort of casual friendships toward which I gravitate there’s nothing remarkable about that. It’s generally understood that I’m in investments, or living on a small but apparently adequate private income, or doing something dull but earnest in import-export, or whatever. Sometimes I’ll assume a more colorful role to impress a youngish person of the interesting sex, but for the most part I’m just Good Old Bernie, who always has a buck in his pocket but never throws it around recklessly, and you can always count on him for a fifth at poker or a fourth at bridge, and he probably does something like sell insurance but hasn’t thank God tried to sell it to me.
Now my dentist evidently knew I was a burglar. The fact that my cover was blown wasn’t horrible-there were people in my apartment building who knew, and a few other folks around town. But the whole thing was startling, so was the manner in which it had all been brought to my attention.
“Couldn’t resist that,” Craig Sheldrake was saying. “Damn if you didn’t just about drop your lower incisors on my linoleum. Didn’t mean to shake you up but I couldn’t help myself. Hell, Bern, it don’t make no never mind to me. You had your name in the paper when they were trying to hang a murder charge on you a year or so ago and I happened to notice it. Rhodenbarr’s not the most common name in the world, and they even gave your address, which I of course have in the files, so it looked to be you all right. You’ve been in a few times since then and I never said anything because there was never any need.”
“Urg.”
“Right-but there is now. Bernie, how’d you like to rack up a really nice score? I guess different burglars like to steal different things but I never heard of a one who doesn’t like to steal jewelry. I’m not talking about crap from the costume counter at J. C. Penney. I’m talking about the real stuff. Diamonds and emeralds and rubies and lots of fourteen- and eighteen-carat golderoo. Stuff any burglar would be proud to stash in his swag bag.”
I wanted to tell him not to use what he evidently thought was thieves’ argot. But what I said was “Urg.”
“You betcha, Bern. But open a little wider, huh? That’s the ticket. Let me get to the point. You remember Crystal, don’t you? She worked for me, but that was before your time. Then I made the mistake of marrying her and lost a great dental hygienist who put out and gained in return a slovenly wife who also put out-for half the world. But I know I’ve told you my troubles with that bitch. I poured that tale into any ear that would stand still for it.”
How could any ear escape it when it shared a head with a mouth with Mr. Thirsty slurping up the saliva?
“Bought her all the jewelry in the world,” he went on. “Sold myself on the idea that it was a good investment. I couldn’t just hold onto money, Bern. Not built that way. And she gave me this song and dance about investing in jewelry, and I had all this undeclared cash I couldn’t invest in stocks and bonds, it had to go into something where you can pay cash and keep the whole thing off the books. And you can get good bargains in the jewelry line if you’ll do business that way, believe me.”
“Urg.”
“Thing is, then we went and got divorced. And she got all the pretties, and I couldn’t even pitch a bitch in court or the IRS might stand up and start wondering where the cash for those pretties came from in the first place. And I’m not hurting, Bern. I make a good living. But here’s this bitch sitting on a couple hundred thousand dollars in jewelry, plus she got the house and everything in it, the co-op apartment on Gramercy Park with a key to the fucking park and everything, and I got my clothes and my dental equipment, and on top of that I pay her a healthy chunk of alimony every month, which I have to pay until she dies or remarries, whichever comes first, and personally I wish that what comes first is her death and that it comes yesterday. But she’s healthy, and she’s smart enough not to remarry, and unless she drinks and screws herself to death I’m on the hook forever.”
I’m not divorced, never having gotten married in the first place, but it seems to me that everyone I know is either divorced or separated or thinking of moving out. Sometimes, when they all carp about alimony and child-support payments, I feel vaguely out of it. But most of the time what I feel is grateful.
“You could knock her off easy,” he went on, and then he began explaining just how I could go about it and when she was apt to be off the premises and all the rest. He went into greater detail than you have to know about, with me supplying the urgs whenever he stopped for air or zeroed in for some serious work on the old molar. When the drilling was done he had me rinse and then he set about putting in a filling, and throughout the whole process I heard just what an easy score it would be and how profitable I would find it, and more than anything else, what a bitch she was and how she had it coming. I suppose a lot of this last part was rationalization. Evidently he figured I would be happier stealing from a bad person than a good one. In point of fact I’ve found that it doesn’t make much difference to me, and that what I really prefer is to burgle a victim about whom I know absolutely nothing. This business works best when you keep it as impersonal as you can.
He went on, did Craig Sheldrake, World’s Greatest Dentist, and so did the elaborate process of filling my tooth. And finally his conversation was finished and so was my tooth, and Mr. Thirsty made his exit and so did all the now-sodden wads of cotton, and there was a spate of rinsing and spitting, a bit of opening wide a final time while the great man checked the results of his handiwork, and then I sat back in the chair while he stood beside me, I examining my remodeled tooth with the inquisitive tip of my tongue, he holding one hand with another and waiting to ask the urgent question.
“Well, Bern? Have we got a deal?”
“No,” I said. “Absolutely not. Out of the question.”
I wasn’t just fencing. I damn well meant it.
See, I like to find my own jobs. There are a lot of burglars who love to work on the basis of inside information, and God knows there’s a lot of such information to be had. Fences are a prime source of this sort of data. A fence will oftentimes contact a thief, not merely with a request for a particular item but with the specs and location of the item all written out for him. This is an easy way to work and a lot of burglars are crazy about it.
And the jails are full of them.
Because what do you really know when you’re dealing with a fence? Receivers of stolen goods are a curious breed, and there’s something unquestionably slimy about the greatest portion of them. If I had a daughter, I certainly wouldn’t want her to marry one. A fence does something manifestly illegal but he rarely does a single hour behind bars for his sins, partly because it’s hard to nail him with the evidence, partly because his crime is the sort there’s little public outcry against, and partly because he’s apt to be pretty clever at playing both sides against the middle. He may pay off cops, and if paying them off with cash and furs doesn’t work, he may turn to paying them off by setting up other criminals for them. I don’t say that you’re likely to get set up if you take jobs a fence hands you, but I’ve managed to dope out one thing in my time. If you’re the only one who knows you’re going to pull a particular job, then nobody’s in a position to rat on you. Any trouble you fall into is either your own damn fault or the luck of the draw.
Now I certainly wasn’t worried about Craig setting me up. There was little chance of that. But he liked to talk, accustomed as he was to all those immobile ears, and who could say when it would seem like a good idea to talk about the clever job he and good old Bernie Rhodenbarr had pulled on sluttish Crystal?
Ahem.
Then how did I wind up in the very same Crystal ’s apartment while someone was stopping her heart?
Good question.
Greed, I guess. And perhaps a portion of pride. Those were two of the seven deadly sins and between them they’d done me in. The Gramercy Park apartment sounded as though it would yield a sizable score with minimal risk and no special security equipment to overcome. There are no end of apartments every bit as easy to get into but most of them contain nothing more valuable or portable than a color TV. Crystal Sheldrake’s place was a prime grade-A target, the only drawback being that Craig would know about my role in the deal. With the state of my bankroll what it was, which is to say slim indeed, this objection gradually paled to the point of invisibility.
Pride came into it in a curious way. Craig had gone to great lengths to talk about what a groovy thing it was to be a burglar, how it was adventurous and all, and while that may have been largely a buildup to that Like you, Bernie punch line, it still was not without effect. Because, damn it all, I guess I see what I do as glamorous and adventurous and all the rest of it. That’s one reason I find it impossible to stop making surreptitious visits to other people’s residences, that plus the fact that the only job for which I have any training is making license plates, and you have to be behind bars to pursue that career.
A thought occurred to me, although not until later. I may have known all along I was going to go for the deal. I may have acted reluctant in order to keep the World’s Greatest Dentist from expecting too much in the way of a finder’s fee. I don’t think I was aware of that aim, but aware or not it worked pretty well. I don’t know what Craig may have had in mind to ask, but in the course of talking me into changing my mind his percentage dropped to a fifth of whatever I netted when the take was fenced. Now that was eminently fair, considering that Craig got to sit home in front of the television set, never fearful of being shot or arrested in the name of justice. But he was an amateur, and amateurs rarely have a sense of proportion about these matters, and he could easily have wanted as much as half if I’d been eager from the start.
No matter. When he got down to twenty percent I suppressed an urge to see just how far down he’d go-he obviously wanted her to lose the jewels more than he wanted his own share of the proceeds. And I caved in and told him I’d do the dirty deed.
“Fantastic,” he said. “Super. You’ll never regret it, Bern.”
Even then, I wished he hadn’t said that.
I stayed in the dental chair. Craig went off, doubtless to boil his hands before facing another patient, and in no time at all Jillian took over. I was encouraged to lean back in my chair again while she picked and poked at my teeth and gums, liberating tartar, scaling, and doing all the unpleasant chores that come under the heading of dental cleaning.
Jillian didn’t talk much, and that was really all right. Not that I had anything against her conversation, but my ears were due for a rest and my mind had thoughts to play with. At first the thoughts centered upon the Crystal Sheldrake apartment and how I would endeavor to knock it off. I was not entirely certain that I should have said yes, and so I did a certain amount of arm-twisting on myself, building up my resolve, telling myself it was like finding money in the street.
These thoughts, while undoubtedly useful, ultimately gave way to thoughts about the comely young lady who was probing my oral cavities-which, come to think of it, sounds a damn sight more appealing than it actually was. I don’t know why one would be inclined to have reprehensible fantasies about a dental hygienist but I’ve never been able to avoid it. Maybe it’s the uniform. Nurses, stewardesses, usherettes, nuns-the male chauvinist mind will go on weaving its smarmy webs.
But Jillian Paar could have been a laundress or a streetsweeper and she’d have had the same effect on me. She was a slender slip of a girl, with straight dark brown hair cut as if with a soup bowl over her head, but clearly by someone who knew what he was doing. She had that spectacular complexion associated with the British Isles -white porcelain illuminated with a rosy glow. Her hands, unlike her employer’s, were small, with narrow fingers. They did not taste boiled. Instead they smelled of spice.
She tended to lean against one while working on one’s mouth. There was nothing objectionable in this. Quite the contrary, truth to tell.
So the cleaning seemed to pass in no time at all. And when it was all done and my teeth had that wonderfully shiny feel to them that they only have the first few hours after they’ve been cleaned, and after we’d exchanged a few pleasantries and she’d shown me for what seemed like the thousandth time the proper way to brush my teeth (and every damned dental hygienist shows you a different way, and each swears it’s the only way) she batted an eyelash or two at me and said, “It’s always good to see you, Mr. Rhodenbarr.”
“Always a pleasure for me, Jillian.”
“And I’m so glad to hear you’re going to help Craig out and burglarize Crystal ’s jewels.”
“Urg,” I said.
I suppose I should have bailed out there and then. It was the right time for it-the plane was still in the air and I had a parachute.
But I didn’t.
I wasn’t happy about things. My tight-lipped dentist had managed to break security within five minutes. Presumably Jillian was his trusted confidante, and quite likely she received a good number of his confidences while both parties were in a horizontal position, an hypothesis I’d entertained earlier in light of her obvious attractions and Craig’s historic predilection for diddling the help.
This didn’t butter no parsnips, as my grandmother would never have dreamed of saying. (Granny was a strict grammarian who wouldn’t have said ain’t if she had a mouthful.) As far as I was concerned, if one person knew a burglar’s plan, that was awful. If two people knew, that was ten times as awful. It didn’t matter if the two people were sleeping together. Hell, maybe it was worse if they were sleeping together. They could have a falling-out and one of them could go about blabbing resentfully.
I did take time to speak to Craig, assuring him that it would be in everybody’s interest for him to give his errant tongue a Novocaine hit. He apologized and promised to be properly silent in the future, and I decided to let it go at that. I wouldn’t bail out. I’d see if I couldn’t fly the damn plane to safety.
Pride and greed. They’ll do you in every time.
That was on a Thursday. I got out to the Hamptons for the weekend, spent half a day out on a bluefish boat, worked on my tan, sampled the bar scene, stayed at a fine old place called the Huntting Inn (spelling it with two T’s was their idea), agreed with everyone that the place was a damn sight better now that the season was over, and in the course of things struck out with an impressive number of otherwise charming young ladies. By the time I was back in Manhattan where I belong, I’d eaten up a little more of my case money and was almost glad I’d decided to hit the Sheldrake residence. Not wild about it but, oh, let’s say sanguine.
I spent Tuesday and Wednesday casing the joint. Wednesday night I called Craig at his East Sixty-third Street bachelor digs to get another report on Crystal ’s routine. I told him, not without purpose, that Saturday night sounded like the best time for me to make my move.
I didn’t intend to wait until Saturday. The very next night, Thursday, I had my conversation with Miss Henrietta Tyler and cracked Crystal ’s crib.
And languished in her closet. And probed for a pulse in her lifeless wrist.