MADAME DESTINE AND Cornelius Quaint had not been returned from Crawditch long. Whilst Quaint busied himself with working up a plan to search for Prometheus, Destine was unusually gifted with some much appreciated free time. She sat alone on a wooden bench opposite the circus, train in Grosvenor Park station, embroidering a shawl, replaying recent events in her head. She still found it inconceivable that Prometheus had escaped. His actions had made things far worse, and now the finger of blame would lie irrevocably at his feet. As much faith as she had in him, he was certainly not making things any easier-for himself, or for those who sought to clear his name. Clouds of smoke and steam squealed and hissed around her noisily from the train engine, as a man in filthy grey overalls fiddled around with a wrench underneath it. If the noise and dry stench offended Madame's senses, she did not show it.
'Hey, Madame,' called Barracks the engineer. 'Don't s'pose your premonitions've given you any hint as to when I'm going to finish Bessie's repairs, have they?'
Destine smiled over at the man. 'Do you want the good news or the bad news, Raymond?'
'Ah,' nodded Barracks. 'Like that, is it? Righto! Whilst Miss Ruby is getting the rehearsals ready I'm a pair of hands down workin' on the ol' girl. I'd best not waste any more time chattin' to you then, eh?' the engineer grinned, returning to his chores underneath the engine. 'Here, an' it looks like someone else wants an audience with you now anyway.'
Madame Destine looked up quizzically, and spotted Butter scuttling along the platform towards her. The Inuit had a most uncharacteristically distant look upon his wizened face.
'Good day to you, Madame,' he said, above the din of the squealing train. He approached the bench, and planted himself next to Destine upon it. 'Do you mind if I may speak with you please? There is something concerning to me, and I…I wish for your advice upon its regard.'
'Of course you may. Your English is improving nicely, Monsieur. Ruby is teaching you very well,' Destine said, resting her embroidery on the bench next to her. She placed her hand on the little Inuit's shoulder. 'How may I be of assistance?'
'Well, Madame…I suppose…I just want to be more of use to the boss.'
'More use? Oh, Butter, where has this come from?' Destine turned to face him, sandwiching his hands within her own. 'You are being silly! You are a wonderful organiser, a fantastic deputy manager, and most of the crew could not find their socks without you.'
'That is kind of you to speak, Madame. I suppose…I just hope boss trusts me, that he knows he can rely upon me.'
'Butter, mon ami esquimau, you have Cornelius's implicit trust, believe me! He already relies upon you far more than you could possibly know, comprenez-moi? Of late you are far more useful to him than I.'
'I do not believe that is true, Madame,' nodded Butter firmly. 'The boss would be lost without your guidance.'
'Once perhaps I would have agreed with you…but these days I am afraid my premonitions are not as reliable as they used to be. They seem to delight in perplexing me, rather than inform. I am almost afraid of opening up, afraid of what I may see. They do not provide much to offer Cornelius.' Destine played with the hem on her veil, tightening her grip to ensure her features were obscured. 'I do not always share all my visions with Cornelius, Butter…with anyone, come to think of it. Sometimes it is better to keep what I learn to myself…otherwise, will I not ever be the bearer of bad news, mon ami?'
As well as adding to the mystery of the fortune-teller, Destine's veil provided her with a welcome retreat from the telltale signs that could be seen within her eyes. She used the veil as a wall, behind which she could hide her true self. This was an escape much needed in her role as a fortune-teller, a retreat away from all she could see and sense. The veil gave her the power to detach her thoughts and fears from her words. She could quite happily lie in the face of someone, knowing that her eyes would not give away the truth. Not a lie as might be perceived a lie, but a mistruth, sometimes called a white lie, as if that somehow made it more palatable. A lie was a lie, Destine knew that, but just as there are sometimes valid reasons to tell a lie, there are often valid reasons to hide the truth. As she spoke to Butter of her concerns about her own reliability, Madame Destine found her thoughts and words merging as one. She was unable to lie to him, and in an instant the wall had crumbled, and she was suddenly unnerved by her nakedness.
Butter cocked his head to one side, and thrust his hands into the pockets of his anorak. 'I am glad we could speak, Madame, I shall try not to let these bothers take residence in my heart,' he said.
Destine lowered her head. 'Good for you, Butter. Everyone has doubts it seems-everyone except Cornelius.' She smiled warmly as her mind's eye entertained an image of the man. 'He has a natural affinity with over-confidence, Butter, and that sometimes serves to inject us all with questions of our own importance. You will feel better in time, mon ami. You will find your place.' Butter nodded. 'That is my hope, Madame. And you also?' 'Oui, that is my hope,' confirmed Destine, as she gathered up her embroidery and clutched it close to her chest. 'Now…I have other matters to attend to. Butter, if you will excuse me, I must return to my quarters. You are wrong to question your worth, mon ami… I only hope that my own fears prove just as unfounded.'