“You still have that car?” I asked Bill the second he answered the phone.
“What car?”
“Any car.”
“Sure. Why?”
“Pick me up. We’re going to New Jersey.”
Teaneck, specifically, our goal was. Where Dr. Paul Gilder, eighty-four, lived with his granddaughter’s family.
“It never crossed my mind he might still be alive,” I said as I snapped my seat belt. “Much less near here. He’s like a fairy tale character. I didn’t expect him to be real.”
“I wonder if he’ll be happy to know that.” Bill pulled the car into traffic.
“According to C. D. Zhang he doesn’t know much. His granddaughter said the same thing: He’s in and out. Why are you stopping here?”
“So you can get a cup of tea for the drive. I’m well trained.”
“Very. But please, no. I’ve spent the whole day with old Chinese men. You have no idea how much tea that involves.”
As we drove I told Bill about my phone conversation with Paul Gilder’s granddaugher, Anita Horowitz. “I came clean with her: told her I’d spoken to Mr. Chen, Mr. Zhang, and C. D. Zhang, told her about the Chinese cop and Joel, and about Wong Pan and Alice. The whole thing worried her, but she’s willing to let us speak to Paul. Though she doesn’t see how he can help. He’s only lucid sometimes, for one thing, and anything he ever knew, Mr. Chen and Mr. Zhang would know.”
“Maybe not, if they were just kids when the Shanghai Moon disappeared.”
“No, but since they came here in ’sixty-six they’ve been in touch with him. They’ll have pumped him long since.”
Bill’s GPS led us to a neat raised ranch with bright plastic toys dotting the lawn. A dark-haired woman answered the doorbell.
“You’re the detectives? I’m Anita Horowitz. Paul Gilder’s granddaughter.” As she stood aside to let us in, a toddler clomped up. She looked from one of us to the other and offered Bill half a cracker.
“Thank you.” He accepted it gravely.
“This is Lily,” Anita Horowitz said. “Lily, these people are here to see Zayde. Can you show them where he is?”
Lily ran off. As we followed, Anita Horowitz smiled at me. “You’ll be pleased to know you have a sterling reputation.”
“I beg your pardon?”
“After we talked, it occurred to me I should find out more about you. I called our lawyer and asked him to check around. I was prepared to send you packing, but he called back with a glowing report.”
“Well,” I said, straightening. “I’m pleased to hear it.”
“Now you, on the other hand…” She turned to Bill, but still with a smile.
“Don’t worry about it,” I said. “I’ll keep him in line.”
We came to a glassed-in porch, where Lily leaned against the knee of an old man in a wheelchair. He was smiling at her, smoothing her hair.
“He’s usually not sure who she is,” Anita Horowitz whispered. “He’s always asking her if anyone’s taking care of her. He’s relieved to see me with her, though half the time he doesn’t know who I am either. Wait here a minute.” She crossed the room and crouched next to him. “Zayde, some people are here to see you.” He looked up with interest, and she gestured us in.
“Dr. Gilder,” I said, pulling over a chair, “I’m so pleased to meet you.”
He peered through thick glasses. I tried to match his crumpled face to the photo of the young boy grinning next to Rosalie, but I had trouble. He looked up at Bill, then back to me, frowned, and leaned forward. A slow, marveling smile lit his face. “Mei-lin!”
I glanced at Anita, then back as Paul Gilder’s stiff fingers grasped my hand. “I’m so glad to see you, Mei-lin! Oh, my goodness, so glad! Why has it been so long?” His voice was weak, his English German-accented: “gled” and “vhy.” “And who is this? Ah, I know. An American, a soldier.”
“Navy, sir,” said Bill.
Paul Gilder shrugged. “Soldier, sailor. You’re very welcome in Shanghai, my friend. Mei-lin.” He searched my face. “You’re all right?”
“I-I’m fine.”
“When we didn’t hear, we feared… It was said the general… but enough! Rumors, all rumors. Such a relief! Where is Rosalie? Does she know you’re back? Have you seen your little Li? What a handful he is! Oh, he’ll be so happy to see you!”
“I…”
“Zayde,” Anita said, leaning toward him, “this is Lydia Chin. From New York. She wants to ask you some questions.”
Paul smiled. “Anita, my dear. Have you met…” Confusion seeped into his face. He looked from her to me. “Mei-lin? How is it… Anita…” He trailed off.
“This is Lydia Chin,” Anita patiently repeated. “She wants you to tell her about Shanghai.”
“Shanghai, yes, Mei-lin has come back to Shanghai.” But his voice was uncertain, and his gaze wandered into the garden.
Anita stood and spoke softly. “I’m sorry. I didn’t think he’d be able to help you. I don’t want him getting upset.”
“I understand.” I squeezed Paul’s hand. “I’m happy to have seen you. I’m sorry, but we have to go now.”
He turned and met my eyes. “Mei-lin. Wait.”
“Zayde, they have to go,” Anita said.
“But Mei-lin’s book. Haven’t you come for your book?”
“What book, Zayde?”
“In the chest. With… with the letters.” His brow furrowed. “Rosalie kept it safe for you, as you asked. And I… after Rosalie…” He set his chin, determined to go on. In a firm voice he spoke to Anita. “In the chest.”
“The red chest?”
“Of course.”
“All right. I’ll get it.”
She left the porch, Lily thumping after her. I stayed sitting by Paul. I didn’t intend to ask him anything, just to be companionable. But he suddenly spoke. “Have you seen Kai-rong since you’ve come back? I don’t know where he’s gone… he wasn’t hurt badly, you know. They hadn’t had time.” He smiled at me. “You saved his life. You were very brave.”
I said, “I’ve never been brave.”
He laughed, and suddenly I could see the fourteen-year-old in the garden. “Mei-lin, when did you learn modesty? How will we get used to such a change? Never mind. Kai-rong and I are lucky to have such sisters.”
Anita came back with a shoebox-sized chest of lacquered wood. A lock clinked against a bronze disk. “He brought this from Shanghai,” she whispered. “He never opens it.”
My breath caught. A box from Shanghai, that Rosalie Gilder’s brother has had all this time and never opens-could it be? No, Lydia, that would be too easy.
“Where is the key?” Paul asked Anita.
“You have it, Zayde.”
“I have? Ah.” His stiff fingers worked into a pocket and brought out a key ring. He carefully separated keys, until he found the smallest. “This,” he told Anita. “It sticks,” he added. With a little jiggling-it did stick-Anita opened the box, releasing a swirl of rosewood and age.
Inside, a string-bound bundle of letters nestled on a small book, but the box held nothing else. I caught Bill’s eye; his shrug told me we’d been thinking the same thing. Paul lifted out the book and shut the box. No one spoke while he gazed at the book’s once-rich leather cover, now mildew-spotted and flaking. Then he presented it to me with both hands, the formal Chinese way.
“I’ve waited…” Again, the confusion. “I’ve waited a long time to return this, Mei-lin.” Briefly, his eyes closed.
“I’m very grateful.” I glanced at Anita, who was looking worried. “You’re tired,” I said to Paul. “We’ll go now. Thank you very much.”
“I am tired. Lately I’m often tired. But Mei-lin. You’ll come back?”
“Yes, of course.”
“It was an honor to meet you, sir,” Bill said.
Paul Gilder, his arm wrapped around the box, looked at Bill. “Mr. American Sailor.”
“Yes, sir?”
“If you’re keeping company with Mei-lin, be careful of the general.”
“The general, sir?”
“He’s a dangerous man. We thought… After Mei-lin went to Number 76… Just keep an eye out.”
“Sir? Number 76?”
“Very brave. Mei-lin, you were very brave.” Paul nodded. Lily ran over and leaned into his knee. He looked at her in surprise, then smiled. “Lily.”
“Please,” Anita whispered.
Leaving Paul cradling the rosewood box, Bill and I followed Anita to the living room. She said, “I’m sorry. I was afraid he wouldn’t be much help.”
“He thought I was Mei-lin. Kai-rong’s sister. Do you know what he meant about her being brave?”
“I barely know her name. I told you on the phone, he’s never talked much about Shanghai.”
“Or the Shanghai Moon?”
“That, never. The first I heard of it, I was eleven. My Hebrew School teacher invited Zayde to come talk about the Shanghai ghetto. He said he would if I did research and could give the facts-how many refugees, from where, things like that.” She smiled. “I wasn’t very bookish, and he was trying to help. Anyway, I found a reference to the Shanghai Moon, and that it had been Great-Aunt Rosalie’s. I was a little girl with my head full of princesses, so I loved the idea of a romantic lost gem, but when I asked Zayde he just said it was gone.” She looked through the doorway at her grandfather and her daughter. “He said wherever it was, it was cursed, and he wished it had never existed. He said the important things about Shanghai were the Yiddish theaters and the coffeehouses, that people had bar mitzvahs and seders and lit Shabbos candles for ten years on the coast of China, and I should remember that and forget this nonsense about gems. That he didn’t want to hear about it again.” She paused. “It was the only time he was ever short-tempered with me.”
“So you don’t know what happened when it disappeared?”
“No. The only times I heard it mentioned were when Cousin Lao-li visited. Rosalie’s son. Even then they hardly ever spoke about it.”
“Do you see him often, Chen Lao-li?”
“More often now, since we moved here. He comes for holidays and the kids’ birthdays, things like that. I grew up in California, so when I was little I didn’t see him much. I wasn’t born yet when they came here, he and his cousin, but my big brother used to tease Zayde about how excited he’d been when he got the letter that they were coming. He flew to New York three days early, so if he got delayed he’d still be there to meet them.”
“I wonder why they didn’t ask him to sponsor them?” Bill said. “Instead of C. D. Zhang, whom one of them didn’t know and the other didn’t like.”
“They did, and he tried. But he wasn’t a close enough relative for the INS. So Zayde tracked down C. D. Zhang. I have the feeling they might not have contacted him at all if they didn’t have to.”
I asked, “When did Dr. Gilder come to this country?”
“In 1949. He was one of the last refugees to leave. Very few stayed, but Zayde had been planning to. My father used to say we all could have been Chinese.”
“Why didn’t he?”
“Stay on? Well, I suppose he had less reason to, after Rosalie died.”