I left the hospital on a Thursday morning, after three nights on the machine and one more night just to make sure my ribs were going to stay put. The doctor took one more X ray, gave me strict orders to do nothing more strenuous than drive home and go to bed for a couple more days, and then I was a free man.
The wind was waiting for me as I stepped out the front door of the hospital. It hit me across the face with a blast of air so cold it made my eyes water. Vinnie was sitting in my truck.
“Welcome back,” he said as I eased myself in. “How d’ya feel?”
“Cold,” I said. Even with the heater going, the car seat felt like a slab of ice.
“The wind chill is minus forty today,” he said as he put it in gear. “I say we point this truck south and keep driving until we run out of gas money.”
“I’m not going anywhere until I eat breakfast,” I said. “I mean real food.”
“Jackie’s waiting for you,” he said. “Soon as you drop me off at the casino. My car wouldn’t start this morning.”
“Some day I’ll get this window fixed,” I said. It felt strange to be sitting on the wrong side of my own truck, especially with the cold air whistling through the plastic.
“I saw your man Leon this morning,” he said. “He looked like he hadn’t slept in three days. He came into Jackie’s for a cup of coffee. When he saw me he took me outside and told me he was checking on a couple guys at one of the motels. I’m supposed to tell you that he’s already working on the other, what did he say, the other individuals at large in Canada.”
“He’s something else,” I said.
“Alex, don’t you think he’s a little weird?”
“Just drive,” I said. “I’m too hungry to talk.”
As the snow blew across the road, it swirled in an ever-changing pattern, hypnotizing me as I watched it. I wrapped my coat tight around my body and leaned back in the seat. Somehow I dozed off, even with the cold wind in my ear. When I opened my eyes again, we were just coming to the Bay Mills Reservation. Even on a freezing cold Thursday morning in the middle of January, the casino parking lot was mostly full.
“Thanks for picking me up,” I said as he opened the door.
“Watch out for snowmobiles,” he said.
I slid over and took the wheel. My head started to hurt again as I concentrated on the road, but I thought about Jackie’s omelets and that kept me going. On the main road into Paradise, I looked for the Brass Anchor Motel on the left. There it was, just after the welcome sign. It was a simple string of doors, maybe eight units in all. A dark green Jeep was parked at the end closest to the road.
Alex is back in town, boys.
The Glasgow Inn was mostly empty. It was late in the morning, so the snowmobilers were already out on the trails. Although how the hell they could ride around out there all day in this weather was beyond me. It hurt just to think about it.
“Good God Almighty,” Jackie said when he saw me. “If you aren’t the ugliest thing that ever walked in here.”
“Nice to see you too,” I said. “I need an omelet with the works.”
“Too late for breakfast,” he said. “Kitchen’s closed.”
“Jackie, even with two broken ribs, I will kill you with my bare hands if you don’t get your ass in that kitchen.”
“Go sit by the fire,” he said. “I suppose you want the paper and a Bloody Mary, too.”
“You’re a good man, Jackie. God will reward you some day.”
He shot me a funny look on his way through the kitchen door. I pulled a chair close to the fireplace and threw another log on. When I was settled in, I promised myself that I wouldn’t move from that spot for the next week.
When Jackie came back with the food, he stood over me for a long time, looking down at me.
“What is it?” I said.
“Seriously, are you gonna be all right? You look like shit”
“That’s how I feel,” I said. “But yes, I’m gonna be all right.”
“I got a case of Molson waiting for you,” he said. “Just let me know.”
“Bless you,” I said.
He gave me another funny look and left me to myself. I sat there in the chair and watched the fire. The wind kept blowing outside. An hour later, I finally got off my lazy ass long enough to use the bathroom. While I was up I went over to the window and pulled the curtains open, looked out at some snowmobiles buzzing by and then down the road toward the Brass Anchor Motel. I could just see the corner of the sign through the trees.
This is insane, Alex. There are two men holed up in that motel, waiting for you to do something. And you’re holed up here in the bar doing absolutely nothing, waiting for somebody else to find out who they are and why they’re watching you.
I went to the bar and grabbed the phone. When I reached the sheriff’s office, I asked for Bill. He wasn’t in. I left a message for him to call me at the Glasgow Inn. I went back to my chair by the fire for all of two minutes and then I got back up and picked up the phone again.
What was that number? I couldn’t remember it. It might have changed by now, anyway. It’s been over fourteen years. I called Information in Detroit, asked for the number for my old precinct. When I had the receptionist on the line, I went through every name I could think of-my old sergeant, a couple detectives, every officer I could think of. None of them were in the precinct anymore. I asked to talk to the desk sergeant on duty. When she switched me over, I tried to explain to him that I was a former officer, and that I needed to run a license plate. He wasn’t buying it. I couldn’t blame him.
I walked around the room a couple times, went back to the window and looked down the road again. Then I remembered a couple more names of old police officers I had worked with. I went back to the phone and tried them out on the receptionist. Nothing. Everybody I had worked with, they were all gone. I wondered if most of them were even cops anymore.
My old partner, I didn’t have to wonder about.
Leon came in a little while later, letting in a cold blast of air as he opened the door. You wouldn’t confuse the man with a GQ model to begin with, but now he looked horrible. His unruly red hair was even more of a mess than usual, and the rings under his eyes made me wonder if he had slept at all in the last three days. He looked even worse than I did.
“What the hell happened to you?” I said.
“I’ve been working, Alex. I’ve been looking for Bruckman. I just wanted to swing by, check on our friends at the motel, see how you’re doing.” He came over to the bar and sat on a stool.
“Have you slept, for God’s sake?”
“Here and there,” he said. “In the car. I’ve been trying to hit the stores and restaurants during the day, and then again during the evening, along with the bars.”
“What, are you crazy? Where have you been-”
“In Canada,” he said. “Remember? We know he’s probably in Canada somewhere.”
“You’ve been going to every store and restaurant and bar in Canada?”
“No, think about it, Alex. They rode their snowmobiles here, right? How far across the river can they be?”
“Anywhere in Soo Canada,” I said. “Which is only four times bigger than Soo Michigan.”
“It’s not that hard,” he said. “You just hit one place and then the next. You get into a rhythm. He’s gotta be somewhere over there, Alex. He has to eat. And you said he was high, right?”
“Yeah, so?”
“How many cokeheads you know just sit inside all day?”
“I don’t know, Leon.”
“Potheads are another story. But when you’re on coke, you need action. You need to be out all night, making the scene. You know, lights, music.”
Jackie put a Canadian in front of me, looked at Leon and then rolled his eyes. “I need coffee,” Leon said. “As strong as you can make it.”
“Don’t say that,” I said. “His coffee is bad enough already.”
“So I’ve been hitting all the nightspots extra hard, Alex. Because I know he’s out there somewhere. And there aren’t that many places to go at night. I mean, compared to all the places you can go during the day.”
“I guess that makes sense,” I said. “Have you tried the hockey rinks?”
“Hockey rinks,” he said.
“Yeah, you said it yourself. He needs action. He’s a hockey player.”
“Of course,” he said. “Goddamn it. Of course.”
“If he’s anything like the baseball players I’ve known,” I said. “Or the basketball players. Or whatever.”
“Even if he’s hiding out over there, he’s gonna have to get out on that ice eventually. Hurry up with that coffee, Jackie. I gotta get back out there.”
“Leon, will you just relax for a minute? You’re gonna kill yourself. Eat some lunch at least.”
“Okay,” he said. “You’re right. You’re absolutely right. I have to pace myself.”
“I’ve been sitting here thinking about what to do with our guys in the motel,” I said. “I tried calling Brandow, but he’s not in. I even tried to call some of my old cop friends in Detroit, see if I could get somebody to run the plate.”
“I already ran their plate, Alex.”
“How did you do that?”
“I called the Secretary of State and gave them the number on my P.I. license. Didn’t you know you could do that?”
“Uhh, no,” I said. “But then… Well, never mind. What did you find out?”
“There is no such license number in the state of Michigan.”
“That’s impossible.”
“That’s what the lady told me.”
I picked up the phone off the bar and called the sheriff’s office again. Bill still wasn’t in. “Damn it,” I said as I put the phone down. “This is driving me crazy.”
“So what are we waiting for?” he said. “Let’s go pay them a visit.”
“I promised Bill I’d let him handle it,” I said. I turned around on the stool and looked at the window. “Hell, I’ll give him until tomorrow morning. If he hasn’t done anything by then, I’ll go over there.”
“I’m with you, partner.”
I looked at Leon. Maybe for the first time, I really looked at him. “Go home,” I finally said. “Get some sleep.”
“Couple hours,” he said. “Then I’m going back. I wonder how many ice rinks there are in Soo Canada?”
It was dark by five o’clock that evening, the daylight slipping away so fast you wondered if it had really happened. By nine o’clock I had called Bill back three more times. The last message I left for him was simple. My promise expires tomorrow morning. Either call me or come to the Brass Anchor Motel to watch me knock on their door.
With the sun down it had gotten even colder. Just stepping outside was an act of bravery. The snow made a sound like breaking glass when I walked on it. I could see a few lights on down the street. Another bar. A restaurant that catered to the snowmobile crowd. Woodsmoke rising from chimneys. Beyond that the motel. I couldn’t see it in the dark, but I knew it was there. I pictured the two men in their room. In their undershirts, maybe. One man sitting by the window. The other man, what? Cleaning his gun? Sleeping? I wished them a good night. Their last night before I came calling on them.
The truck hesitated in the cold. I shouldn’t have left it sitting outside all day without going out to start it. Not when it was this cold. Finally, it started. I pumped the heater on all the way and felt nothing but cold air coming out. Goddamn it all to hell, it is too fucking cold, I thought. It’s bad enough without being tired and sore, and already feeling like I’m a hundred years old.
I drove home. When I got to my road I put the plow down and cleaned up some of the drifts. Vinnie’s car was there. But then he said it hadn’t started that day, right? I dropped him off at the casino. Either he’s still there or he got a ride home. Whatever. I was too tired to think about it.
You did nothing but sit on your ass all day, Alex, and now you’re so tired you can barely keep your eyes open. You are some physical specimen. Okay, so you have broken ribs and stitches over your eye, and it goddamn hurts when it’s so cold, and now you’re just talking to yourself, so go home and go to bed.
The front door to my cabin was actually closed for a change. But I stood outside the cabin anyway and told myself that nobody was inside waiting for me. Nobody has been here at all today. Nobody is watching you. Those guys are way the hell down the road at the motel. And Bruckman and his boys are way the hell over in Canada, with Leon hot on their trail, God help them. You’re feeling spooked because of everything that happened to you, so just forget it and go inside the damned cabin before you freeze to death.
When I finally went in I saw that Vinnie had spent a lot of time there trying to make things right again. There was food in the refrigerator, some new plates stacked on the kitchen counter. He had even put a new mattress on my bed to replace the one that had been slashed. He probably took it from one of the other cabins.
I got a fire going in the woodstove. The air didn’t draw well because it was so cold. I had to fight to get an updraft going but when I finally won that battle the fire burst through the paper and wood and started to give some warmth to the room.
I went into the bathroom and looked in the mirror at the ugliest, most beat-up and broken man I had ever seen. There was a swelling over my left eye where the stitches were, green and purple against the white of the bandage. I didn’t even want to look at the bruises on my body. I took the pain pills out of my pocket and read the label. Every four to six hours, as needed.
As needed.
You’ve been down this road before, Alex. If you take them tonight you’ll take them again tomorrow morning and then at noon and then with dinner and then tomorrow night you’ll stand here and count how many are left. And then the pills will own you again.
I put the bottle down on the sink and turned off the light. With my clothes still on I climbed into my bed and lay there listening to the wind whistling through the cracks in the walls. I rolled around for a while, trying to find a position that didn’t make my side ache. I thought about the pills again. It was going to be a long night.
The phone woke me out of a half sleep. I looked at the clock as I got up. It was just after midnight.
“Alex, it’s me,” the voice said.
“Leon? What is it?”
“I found him. I found Bruckman.” In the background I could hear the low growl of a jukebox.
“Where are you?” I said.
“I’m in a little bar on the east side of town. I caught up to them over here at the Straithclair Ice Rink. They were just leaving. I guess they got tossed from a game or something. I followed him to this place. They just started playing pool, so I think they’ll be here for a while. How soon can you get here?”
“Leon, we should call the police.”
“They’re in Canada,” he said. “What are we gonna do, call the Mounties? You think they’re gonna arrest these guys and send them back for us?”
“They’re wanted for assault,” I said. “We should call the sheriff and let him handle this.”
“Like he’s handling the two guys at the motel? Listen to me, Alex. We’ll call the police if you want to, but don’t you want to talk to these guys? Maybe they didn’t take Dorothy, but they’ve got to know something. Don’t you want to get Bruckman against a wall and make him tell you what the hell is going on?”
I stood there shivering for a long moment. On the phone I heard nothing but the distant sound of music and laughter. And then the sharp crack of a cue ball.
“What’s it gonna be, Alex?”
“Give me the address,” I said.
I wrote it down, put my coat and boots back on, and headed out into the night.