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Had both directories - the book

Of Heaven and the book of Bell.

It had a mirror and a chair,

It had a window and a bed,

Its ribs let in the darkness where

Rain glistened and a shopsign bled.

Not tears, not terror, but a blend

Of anonimity and doom.

It seemed, that room, to condescend

To imitate a normal room.

Wherever some automobile

Subliminally slit the night,

The walls and ceiling would reveal

A wheeling skeleton of light.

Soon afterwards the room was mine,

A similar striped cageling, I

Grouped for the lamp and found the line

"Alone, unknown, unloved, I die"

in pencil, just above the bed.

It had a false quotation air.

Was it a she - wild-eyed, well-read,

Or a fat man with thinig hair.

I asked a gentle Negro maid,

I asked a captain and his crew.

I asked a night clerk. Undismayed

I asked a drunk. Nobody knew.

Perhaps when he had found the switch

He saw the picture on the wall

And cursed the red eruption which

Tried to be maples in the fall?

Artistically in the style

Of Mr. Cherchill at his best,

Those maples marched in double file

From Glen Lake to Restricted Rest.

Perhaps my text is incomplete.

A poet's death is after all

A question of technique, a neat

Enjambment, a melodic fall.

And here a life had come apart

In darkness, and the room had grown

A ghostly thorax, with a heart

Unknown, unloved - but not alone.

1950

Комната

Ночной отель, и номер в нем,

Где принял смерть свою поэт.

Здесь были черный телефон

И список тех, кого уж нет.

Здесь были: зеркала овал,

Окно, кровать и стул. Везде