And now she and anyone else from The Green Bird who was interested were invited to the house in Oxfordshire, because there would be an evening of music and dancing, a miniature festival, and Julie's music would be sung. Sarah had been invited for the whole weekend. She did not really want to see him in his house, his other life — his real life? Their friendship was threatened, so she felt. Surely it was a tenuous thing, based on imaginings, on phantoms? She knew very well what she was afraid of: that the 'magic', the charm, would simply evaporate. But of course she had to go, and she even wanted to. During the week before that weekend, they met for dinner, on his suggestion. She could see that he too was uneasy. He was giving her information, facts, one after another, fielding them to her, she thought, and even said it to him, earning a smile — like an elder brother practising bowling on a sister, watching to make sure she accepted what was sent in the right way. 'No, no,' she parodied, 'don't step back, you'll knock the stumps off! Elbow, up, as you bring the bat forward.'
The house was his wife Elizabeth's. His was the money. No, it certainly was not for mutual convenience they had married, but the house was central to their lives: they both loved it.
There were three children, boys, at boarding school. They like boarding school, he insisted, in a way that said he often had to insist. She was interested that people like him felt they had to defend the sacred institution. Boarding school suited them, said Stephen. Yes, it was a pity they hadn't a daughter. 'Particularly for me,' he said. 'Perhaps if we'd had a daughter, Julie wouldn't have got to me the way she did.' But there would not be another child. Poor Elizabeth had more than done her bit.
They were good friends, he and Elizabeth, he said, choosing his words, but not looking into her face, rather down at his plate. Not because he was evading something, but because — she felt — there was more he might be saying, which he expected her to see for herself.
He liked to think he managed the estate productively. Elizabeth certainly ran the house well. Every summer they had festivals. 'Half the county come to them, and we do them proud. Elizabeth had the idea first, but it was because she knows it's the kind of thing I like. Now we both put everything we've got into it.' This was said with satisfaction, even pride. They were going to expand, become something like Glyndebourne, only on a much smaller scale. And only in the summers. Sarah would see it all for herself, when she came.
Again she felt that another meaning was carried by these words: and wondered if he was aware that everything he said seemed to be signalling: Listen to this carefully.
'I want you to see it all,' he insisted, this time looking at her. 'I like the idea of your being there. I'm not really the kind of man who likes his life in compartments — yes, I know there are plenty who do, but I… ' His smile had energy in it, the mild elation that seemed to expand him when he talked of his house and his life in it. 'You mustn't think I don't know how extraordinarily lucky I am,' he said, as they strolled to the tube. 'Well, you'll see for yourself. I don't take anything for granted, I assure you.'