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And almost vulgar in its robust truth!

The article was by Jim Coates. To Jim

Forthwith I wrote. Got her address from him.

Drove west three hundred miles to talk to her.

770Arrived. Was met by an impassioned purr.

Saw that blue hair, those freckled hands, that rapt

Orchideous air - and knew that I was trapped.

"Who'd miss the opportunity to meet

A poet so distinguished?" It was sweet

Of me to come! I desperately tried

To ask my questions. They were brushed aside:

"Perhaps some other time." The journalist

Still had her scribblings. I should not insist.

She plied me with fruit cake, turning it all

780Into an idiotic social call.

"I can't believe," she said, "that it is you!

I loved your poem in the Blue Review.

That one about Mon Blon. I have a niece

Who's climbed the Matterhorn. The other piece

I could not understand. I mean the sense.

Because, of course, the sound - But I'm so dense!"

She was. I might have persevered. I might

Have made her tell me more about the white

Fountain we both had seen "beyond the veil"

790But if (I thought) I mentioned that detail

She'd pounce upon it, as upon a fond

Affinity, a sacramental bond,

Uniting mystically her and me,

And in a jiffy our two souls would be

Brother and sister trembling on the brink

Of tender incest. "Well," I said, "I think

It's getting late..."

I also called on Coates.

He was afraid he had mislaid her notes.

He took his article from a steel file:

800"It's accurate. I have not changed her style.

There's one misprint - not that it matters much:

Mountain, not fountain. The majestic touch."

Life Everlasting - based on a misprint!

I mused as I drove homeward: take the hint,

And stop investigating my abyss?

But all at once it dawned on me that this

Was the real point, the contrapuntal theme;

Just this: not text, but texture; not the dream

But a topsy-turvical coincidence,

810Not flimsy nonsense, but a web of sense.

Yes! It sufficed that I in life could find

Some kind of link-and-bobolink, some kind

Of correlated pattern in the game,

Plexed artistry, and something of the same