Nephew Julian had promised a year’s work on the plantation, but after his experience at sea, he never really trusted me again. Perhaps he had heard some local stories, though I can’t be sure, and perhaps he had alarmed his wife, for Laura would miscarry her first baby three months into term. In the midnight hours just before that happened, I sat up with her while Kate and Julian got some rest. There was high wind that night, the whole house sighed and rattled.
Not wishing to impose on this young woman (who had railed at me only a few weeks before), I asked if she might not prefer to be left alone. Too exhausted to spit up anything but the plain truth, she shook her head. “Mr. Watson, I’m ever so grateful for your company,” she said. “Why I’m so afraid of darkness I cannot imagine. But I’m less afraid on these windy nights than on the still ones when everything seems suffocated and the only sound is the mosquitoes whining at the screens. That’s when I fear there is something else out there, something that’s waiting.” She paused. “Something that will come for us, sooner or later.”
“Well, my dear, something will come for us one day, that is quite true.”
“Is it only death I fear? Because of my baby?” She seemed desperate. “I don’t really know what I’m afraid of. I’m just scared.”
“Not of me, I hope.” I was doing my best to seem benign and reassuring.
Laura studied me, a little feverish. “Uncle Edgar, you make everyone feel lively, that’s the ginger in you. But when you laugh, you sometimes seem to be laughing at our expense.” She waited. “Does everything strike you as absurd?”
“Not everything.”
Afraid she’d gone too far, she closed her eyes, perhaps to recoup her strength. I went to the window and peered out at the reflections of cold moonlight shattered by small wind waves on the river.
From behind me her voice came in a rush, “I’m frightened of a man who wears a gun under his coat in his own house out in the wilderness.” When I said nothing, she continued bravely, “I come down sometimes when I can’t sleep and there you are, still sitting in your corner on the porch, and all I can see is the glow of your cigar. Who are you waiting for?”
I returned to the bedside. I could have said I feared Wally Tucker’s brother, who had sworn vengeance in Key West saloons, or one of the Bass clan from Kissimmee, or that dirty bounty-hunting Brewer who came here with the Frenchman years ago. But of course it was none of these I feared and I had no idea who I was waiting for. I only knew that one day he would come-the Man from the North, as I had always thought of him. Since Chatham River was so far away in the wild south, in a brackish labyrinth of swamp and muddy river at the farthest end of the American frontier, the one I awaited could scarcely come from any other direction. Anyway, it was no known man with a name.
To Laura this would make no sense so I said, “Jack Watson, maybe.” I wanted to end this conversation since Kate, come to relieve my vigil, was in the door. “Long-lost brother,” I added, when they looked confused. I said good night and went away.
At daybreak, weeping, Kate brought Laura’s dead child, wrapped in fresh muslin. The young parents, shattered, thought he was a miscarriage, too early and too small for Christian rites, it seems Laura wanted me to handle it. I took the child from Kate and went outside. Upriver, I dug a little grave and kneeled and laid the bundle in and buried it, haunted by an image of that unborn babe at Lost Man’s Key gasping for life in its mother’s corpse under the current. Still kneeling, I exhumed the bundle, took it up. Lightly brushing off the dirt, I held it a few minutes before finding the resolve to part the muslin and confront the small blind shrunken face. Was this what Bet Tucker’s unborn had looked like? Still on my knees, I lifted him toward daybreak in the eastern sky over the Glades, then bent and kissed the tiny cold blue brow, greeting and parting.