What I never forgot was the shock of silence after the shock of noise. First thing I heard out of that silence was a woman’s high clear voice-Oh God! Oh God! They are killing Mister Watson! By the time Edna Watson realized what had happened, her husband was dead and on his way to Hell.
Watson’s young family was sunk down on the store steps in a sobbing heap. Poor Edna was plain terrified, my sister said, that this “mob,” having tasted blood, might turn on the dead man’s widow and his little children. I hate to admit this but she weren’t all wrong. Their fear made these men vengeful, and the most dangerous was the very ones who had looked the other way for all them years-the ones claimed Watson never killed a soul, only one-two riffraff on his place that had it coming. Same ones who was so angry he had scared ’em all them years that they pumped bullets into the dead body. These same brave fellers scared his widow so bad that she grabbed her kids and crawled on hands and knees under the store, even cheered and jeered the fine round of her hip when her frock tore as she crawled into the dark, then dirty-joked about Old Man Watson mounting his young mare. If that man laying there had could of heard how them men terrified his wife and little children, he’d of flew straight back from Hell like an avenging angel.
I hollered, tried to shame ’em off like I’d caught ’em peeping at some lady in the bushes, then quit because I weren’t no better. I peeped, too.
Mortified, I called under the store, “Come on out, Mis Edna! Ain’t nothing to be feared of!” (To say something that stupid with my rifle barrel still warm and her dead husband, too? That poor widow must of thought I lost my mind!) All that come back was little squeaks and whimpering. Poor things was huddled in there amongst them putrefied chickens for damn near an hour, laying still as rabbits, though the skeeters was whining something terrible and that stink was sickening, just awful.
My sister done her best to soothe ’em, murmuring down between her storm-warped floorboards like she might talk to a scaredy-cat or something. When finally the last men was gone and she could coax ’em out, them poor souls stunk so bad that the family where they was lodging wouldn’t take ’em back. That stink was only the excuse for what them people was aiming to do anyway. They had a new baby and was scared Cox might come prowling after Edna like he done up in north Florida, was the excuse. Told that little family they weren’t welcome because they had the stench of Hell on ’em. Pushed her stuff at Edna through the door crack. Didn’t want no truck with outcasts, not with armed drunks wandering around, not with Cox still on the loose. And here Wilson Alderman who was supposed to be Ed Watson’s friend was right there alongside of us down at the landing, though of course he would claim he never pulled his trigger. Didn’t want either side to think the less of him, I reckon.
So here it was black moonless night and the mother crazed by her own fear and them broken kids bewailing that queer mound down by the water that had been their daddy.
Mamie took Edna and her kids into her tore-up house. My sister has ugly ideas when it comes to nigras, but she has grit and a big heart. Lots of our Chokoloskee folks are that same way. Mule-head ignorant, suspicious of everyone except their own, but good, tough, honest, God-fearing Americans that lives out a hard poor life and don’t complain.