I advanced, slowly at first, and then, once I had managed to touch his thigh with my knees, my movements became even more enveloping. I circled him lightly with an arm. His body stiffened and his breath seemed to falter for a few moments. He stayed motionless, blocking off all contact with the world. With my outstretched little finger I gently touched his erection. It was powerful, yet incredibly light. I had never touched a real erection before. That was why my hand moved higher and higher until it reached his heart. When he lightly brushed my fingers, I realized that nothing would be as before.
“Do you want to sleep with me tonight?” I asked him.
We were at Cosenza in Calabria, and the university where I was staying had put two rooms at my disposal, one for me and the other for my companion.
“It’s horrible sleeping on your own…,” I went on, plunging farther and farther into my embarrassment.
“OK,” he replied, his cheeks growing fiery.
The smell of his neck was intoxicating, he was young, he was a child. He was everything I wanted.
“The scent of your breath…,” he whispered suddenly in the night, “I love the scent of your breath.”
I clutched his T-shirt with my fingers and closed my eyes.
He imprisoned my breath in a glass jar, and he sniffs it every time he makes love with me.