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Hate, Disbelief, Hope [poetry] - читать онлайн бесплатно полную версию книги . Страница 12

There is but pain

All I feel now is the pain,

All my hopes were but in vain,

And there is no one to blame...

Damn it, have I gone insane ?!

Will this be all just the same,

Am I but a soul lame,

Cursed to be left alone

With no love, no hope, all prone?

If I'm such a foul man -

Then ignore me when you can,

Never giving any hope,

Never leaving me to mope !

Oh, my girl, but you insist...

Yes, I’m able to resist,

Yes, I may not surrender...

Will that help, I truly wonder?

Oh, I can bury my feeling

And become the coldest being,

"Normal" man without heart,

Yes, I can resist you, but ...

You will drop me soon enough

Just to find the man that's tough -

One, that's able to resist,

One, whose heart will never twist.

Trust me, I am used to this,

I do have to pay my fees

All in hope to find one day

Only one, who won't say "nay",

Only one, chosen for me...

I will find her, you'll see !

But for now I won't resist,

Have some pleasure, at the least...

People all walk strangest ways,

Passing by without trace,

Hoping to find love one day

And forget to say theirs "nay"...