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T.A.H.

  Yes, he was that, or that, as you prefer—  Did so and so, though, faith, it wasn't all;  Lived like a fool, or a philosopher.  And had whatever's needful for a fall.  As rough inflections on a planet merge  In the true bend of the gigantic sphere,  Nor mar the perfect circle of its verge,  So in the survey of his worth the small  Asperities of spirit disappear,  Lost in the grander curves of character.  He lately was hit hard: none knew but I  The strength and terror of that ghastly stroke—  Not even herself. He uttered not a cry,  But set his teeth and made a revelry;  Drank like a devil—staining sometimes red  The goblet's edge; diced with his conscience; spread,  Like Sisyphus, a feast for Death, and spoke  His welcome in a tongue so long forgot  That even his ancient guest remembered not  What race had cursed him in it. Thus my friend  Still conjugating with each failing sense  The verb "to die" in every mood and tense,  Pursued his awful humor to the end.  When like a stormy dawn the crimson broke  From his white lips he smiled and mutely bled,  And, having meanly lived, is grandly dead.