THE WATER MAIN BREAK turned out to be a lollapalooza. Mr. Wren still wasn’t home by ten that night, so Mo had to let her sister climb in bed with her, which was the only way she’d ever go to sleep. After her bath Dot smelled truly, purely sweet, not her usual artificial-flavoring sweet. Mo had the window open, and that sweetness mingled with the fragrance of Mrs. Steinbott’s roses, perfuming the room.
But Mo did not sleep well. She dreamed of a family of foxes in grave danger. Something large and formless stalked them-no sooner did they settle down in their cozy den than they had to flee for their lives, threading between the dark trees, hunting for a safer place. The mother fox stayed far ahead, running so fast the kits kept losing sight of her and the father-where was he? He’d disappeared, poof! The small foxes huddled, unsure which way to go.
Her pounding heart woke her. Her sister lay with her arms flung up over her head as if she’d been dropped from the sky. Outside it was middle-of-the night quiet. Mo ran down the hall.
Her father’s bed was empty.
She ran down the stairs, stepping on the beer bottle Dottie had left on the bottom step so someone could break their neck. Mo landed on all fours, her heart in her mouth. She stumbled into the living room.
There he was. On the couch, sound asleep, still wearing his water department uniform. A streak of mud shot across his forehead like a comet.
Mo cupped a hand over her sprinting heart. Home. He’d always come home. Always be there. He’d promised her, a hundred times. A thousand times.
Gently, she tugged off his work boots. How heavy they were, soles and laces caked with yellow clay. Mr. Wren stirred, then began to snore with a little putt-putt noise, like a boat on a calm sea. Mo went back to bed, and this time she fell sound asleep.
Sundays were quiet on Fox Street. Mercedes had to spend most of the day at church with Da, who couldn’t wait to show her off. When Mr. Wren finally got up, he was very grumpy, but Mo talked him into cooking them what he called a restaurant breakfast-eggs, home fries, bacon, a stack of toast drenched in butter. When he owned his own place, breakfast would be on the menu all day long. Afterward he and Mo went out into the backyard to throw the ball around. But the yard was small, and the plum tree got in the way, and though she wanted to keep his spirits up, Mo found playing catch boring. She wasn’t sorry when he said he thought he’d join a pickup game over by the middle school, and that Mo and Dottie should meet him at the Tortilla Feliz, up on Paradise, later. They’d get a table out back and order their favorite, the Burro Burrito.
So Mo unkinked the green hose and gave the plum tree a hearty drink. A shiny-winged blackbird, high in its branches, eyed her with approval. Then Mo settled on the front steps while Dottie crouched in the dirt beneath the bushes and held a funeral for a housefly. Mo watched Mrs. Baggott push Baby Baggott in the stroller and wondered how it could be that Mrs. Baggott’s flip-flops only went flop, not flip. Mr. Duong mended a bicycle on his front lawn. The summer sun ricocheted off the roofs of the parked cars and winked in the diamond-paned windows of Da’s yellow house. Mrs. Steinbott was clipping the grass around her roses. Snipsnipsnip, rhythmic as a heart’s beat.
This was the spot where Mo’s mother would sit, waiting for Mo to come home from school. As soon as she turned the corner and passed the Kowalskis’ hedge, she’d spy her mother’s wild, rusty red hair and start to run. In those days, her backpack held maybe one piece of paper and her crayons. It was empty and light. A little kid’s burden.
The Kowalskis had moved away a long time ago. The people who lived there now worked the night shift somewhere and slept all day, and nobody ever saw them. Their front windows still said MERRY XMAS in spray-on snow.
“I now pronounce you dead,” said Dottie, smoothing the dirt and sprinkling it with dandelions. “Rest in peas, almonds.”
Mo flattened her hands on the warm wooden step. The sun was sliding down the sky. A ray slanted onto Mrs. Steinbott’s clippers and made them gleam. Clipclipclip. Everything’s going to be okay, Mo told herself. Things will all work out.
Still, she wished she didn’t feel so alone. What she needed was a sign. Something real, with a weight she could feel in her hand. Something to anchor her the way, when you did a headstand or a cartwheel, you found a spot on the wall to focus your eyes, so you could keep up, up and down, down.