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CHAPTER XVIII "THE VICAR OF BULLHAMPTON"--"SIR HARRY HOTSPUR"--"AN EDITOR'S TALES"--"CAESAR"

In 1869 I was called on to decide, in council with my two boys and

their mother, what should be their destination in life. In June of

that year the elder, who was then twenty-three, was called to the

Bar; and as he had gone through the regular courses of lecturing

tuition and study, it might be supposed that his course was already

decided. But, just as he was called, there seemed to be an opening

for him in another direction; and this, joined to the terrible

uncertainty of the Bar, the terror of which was not in his case

lessened by any peculiar forensic aptitudes, induced us to sacrifice

dignity in quest of success. Mr. Frederic Chapman, who was then

the sole representative of the publishing house known as Messrs.

Chapman & Hall, wanted a partner, and my son Henry went into the

firm. He remained there three years and a half; but he did not like

it, nor do I think he made a very good publisher. At any rate he

left the business with perhaps more pecuniary success than might

have been expected from the short period of his labours, and has

since taken himself to literature as a profession. Whether he will

work at it so hard as his father, and write as many books, may be

doubted.

My second son, Frederic, had very early in life gone to Australia,

having resolved on a colonial career when he found that boys who did

not grow so fast as he did got above him at school. This departure

was a great pang to his mother and me; but it was permitted on the

understanding that he was to come back when he was twenty-one, and

then decide whether he would remain in England or return to the

Colonies. In the winter of 1868 he did come to England, and had a

season's hunting in the old country; but there was no doubt in his

own mind as to his settling in Australia. His purpose was fixed,

and in the spring of 1869 he made his second journey out. As I

have since that date made two journeys to see him,--of one of which

at any rate I shall have to speak, as I wrote a long book on the

Australasian Colonies,--I will have an opportunity of saying a word

or two further on of him and his doings.

The Vicar of Bullhampton was written in 1868 for publication in Once

a Week, a periodical then belonging to Messrs. Bradbury & Evans.

It was not to come out till 1869, and I, as was my wont had made

my terms long previously to the proposed date. I had made my terms

and written my story and sent it to the publisher long before it

was wanted; and so far my mind was at rest. The date fixed was the

first of July, which date had been named in accordance with the

exigencies of the editor of the periodical. An author who writes

for these publications is bound to suit himself to these exigencies,

and can generally do so without personal loss or inconvenience, if

he will only take time by the forelock. With all the pages that I

have written for magazines I have never been a day late, nor have

I ever caused inconvenience by sending less or more matter than I

had stipulated to supply. But I have sometimes found myself compelled

to suffer by the irregularity of others. I have endeavoured to

console myself by reflecting that such must ever be the fate of

virtue. The industrious must feed the idle. The honest and simple

will always be the prey of the cunning and fraudulent. The punctual,

who keep none waiting for them, are doomed to wait perpetually for

the unpunctual. But these earthly sufferers know that they are making

their way heavenwards,--and their oppressors their way elsewards.

If the former reflection does not suffice for consolation, the

deficiency is made up by the second. I was terribly aggrieved on

the matter of the publication of my new Vicar, and had to think

very much of the ultimate rewards of punctuality and its opposite.

About the end of March, 1869, I got a dolorous letter from the

editor. All the Once a Week people were in a terrible trouble. They

had bought the right of translating one of Victor Hugo's modern

novels, L'Homme Qui Rit; they bad fixed a date, relying on positive

pledges from the French publishers; and now the great French author

had postponed his work from week to week and from month to month,

and it had so come to pass that the Frenchman's grinning hero would

have to appear exactly at the same time as my clergyman. Was it

not quite apparent to me, the editor asked, that Once a Week could

not hold the two? Would I allow my clergyman to make his appearance

in the Gentleman's Magazine instead?

My disgust at this proposition was, I think, chiefly due to Victor

Hugo's latter novels, which I regard as pretentious and untrue to

nature. To this perhaps was added some feeling of indignation that

I should be asked to give way to a Frenchman. The Frenchman had

broken his engagement. He had failed to have his work finished by

the stipulated time. From week to week and from month to month he

had put off the fulfilment of his duty. And because of these laches

on his part,--on the part of this sententious French Radical,--I was

to be thrown over! Virtue sometimes finds it difficult to console

herself even with the double comfort. I would not come out in the

Gentleman's Magazine, and as the Grinning Man could not be got out

of the way, by novel was published in separate numbers.

The same thing has occurred to me more than once since. "You no

doubt are regular," a publisher has said to me, "but Mr. ---- is

irregular. He has thrown me out, and I cannot be ready for you till

three months after the time named." In these emergencies I have

given perhaps half what was wanted, and have refused to give the

other half. I have endeavoured to fight my own battle fairly, and

at the same time not to make myself unnecessarily obstinate. But

the circumstances have impressed on my mind the great need there is

that men engaged in literature should feel themselves to be bound

to their industry as men know that they are bound in other callings.

There does exist, I fear, a feeling that authors, because they are

authors, are relieved from the necessity of paying attention to

everyday rules. A writer, if he be making (pounds)800 a year, does not think

himself bound to live modestly on (pounds)600, and put by the remainder

for his wife and children. He does not understand that he should

sit down at his desk at a certain hour. He imagines that publishers

and booksellers should keep all their engagements with him to

the letter;--but that he, as a brain-worker, and conscious of the

subtle nature of the brain, should be able to exempt himself from

bonds when it suits him. He has his own theory about inspiration

which will not always come,--especially will not come if wine-cups

overnight have been too deep. All this has ever been odious to

me, as being unmanly. A man may be frail in health, and therefore

unable to do as he has contracted in whatever grade of life. He who

has been blessed with physical strength to work day by day, year

by year--as has been my case--should pardon deficiencies caused

by sickness or infirmity. I may in this respect have been a little

hard on others,--and, if so, I here record my repentance. But

I think that no allowance should be given to claims for exemption

from punctuality, made if not absolutely on the score still with

the conviction of intellectual superiority.

The Vicar of Bullhampton was written chiefly with the object of

exciting not only pity but sympathy for fallen woman, and of raising

a feeling of forgiveness for such in the minds of other women. I

could not venture to make this female the heroine of my story. To

have made her a heroine at all would have been directly opposed

to my purpose. It was necessary therefore that she should be

a second-rate personage in the tale;--but it was with reference to

her life that the tale was written, and the hero and the heroine with

their belongings are all subordinate. To this novel I affixed a

preface,--in doing which I was acting in defiance of my old-established

principle. I do not know that any one read it; but as I wish to

have it read, I will insert it here again:--

"I have introduced in the Vicar of Bullhampton the character of a

girl whom I will call,--for want of a truer word that shall not in

its truth be offensive,--a castaway. I have endeavoured to endow

her with qualities that may create sympathy, and I have brought

her back at last from degradation, at least to decency. I have not

married her to a wealthy lover, and I have endeavoured to explain

that though there was possible to her a way out of perdition, still

things could not be with her as they would have been had she not

fallen.

"There arises, of course, the question whether a novelist, who

professes to write for the amusement of the young of both sexes,

should allow himself to bring upon his stage a character such as

that of Carry Brattle. It is not long since,--it is well within the

memory of the author,--that the very existence of such a condition

of life as was hers, was supposed to be unknown to our sisters and

daughters, and was, in truth, unknown to many of them. Whether that

ignorance was good may be questioned; but that it exists no longer

is beyond question. Then arises the further question,--how far the

conditions of such unfortunates should be made a matter of concern

to the sweet young hearts of those whose delicacy and cleanliness

of thought is a matter of pride to so many of us. Cannot women,

who are good, pity the sufferings of the vicious, and do something

perhaps to mitigate and shorten them without contamination from the

vice? It will be admitted probably by most men who have thought

upon the subject that no fault among us is punished so heavily

as that fault, often so light in itself but so terrible in its

consequences to the less faulty of the two offenders, by which a

woman falls. All of her own sex is against her, and all those of

the other sex in whose veins runs the blood which she is thought

to have contaminated, and who, of nature, would befriend her, were

her trouble any other than it is.

"She is what she is, and she remains in her abject, pitiless,

unutterable misery, because this sentence of the world has placed

her beyond the helping hand of Love and Friendship. It may be said,

no doubt, that the severity of this judgment acts as a protection

to female virtue,--deterring, as all known punishments do deter, from

vice. But this punishment, which is horrible beyond the conception

of those who have not regarded it closely, is not known beforehand.

Instead of the punishment, there is seen a false glitter of gaudy

life,--a glitter which is damnably false,--and which, alas I has

been more often portrayed in glowing colours, for the injury of

young girls, than have those horrors which ought to deter, with

the dark shadowings which belong to them.

"To write in fiction of one so fallen as the noblest of her sex,

as one to be rewarded because of her weakness, as one whose life

is, happy, bright, and glorious, is certainly to allure to vice

and misery. But it may perhaps be possible that if the matter be

handled with truth to life, some girl, who would have been thoughtless,

may be made thoughtful, or some parent's heart may be softened."

Those were my ideas when I conceived the story, and with that

feeling I described the characters of Carry Brattle and of her

family. I have not introduced her lover on the scene, nor have I

presented her to the reader in the temporary enjoyment of any of

those fallacious luxuries, the longing for which is sometimes more

seductive to evil than love itself. She is introduced as a poor

abased creature, who hardly knows how false were her dreams, with

very little of the Magdalene about her--because though there may

be Magdalenes they are not often found--but with an intense horror

of the sufferings of her position. Such being her condition, will

they who naturally are her friends protect her? The vicar who has

taken her by the hand endeavours to excite them to charity; but

father, and brother, and sister are alike hard-hearted. It had

been my purpose at first that the hand of every Brattle should be

against her; but my own heart was too soft to enable me to make

the mother cruel,--or the unmarried sister who had been the early

companion of the forlorn one.

As regards all the Brattles, the story is, I think, well told.

The characters are true, and the scenes at the mill are in keeping

with human nature. For the rest of the book I have little to say.

It is not very bad, and it certainly is not very good. As I have

myself forgotten what the heroine does and says--except that she

tumbles into a ditch--I cannot expect that any one else should

remember her. But I have forgotten nothing that was done or said

by any of the Brattles.

The question brought in argument is one of fearful importance. As

to the view to be taken first, there can, I think, be no doubt. In

regard to a sin common to the two sexes, almost all the punishment

and all the disgrace is heaped upon the one who in nine cases out

of ten has been the least sinful. And the punishment inflicted is

of such a nature that it hardly allows room for repentance. How is

the woman to return to decency to whom no decent door is opened?

Then comes the answer: It is to the severity of the punishment alone

that we can trust to keep women from falling. Such is the argument

used in favour of the existing practice, and such the excuse

given for their severity by women who will relax nothing of their

harshness. But in truth the severity of the punishment is not known

beforehand; it is not in the least understood by women in general,

except by those who suffer it. The gaudy dirt, the squalid plenty,

the contumely of familiarity, the absence of all good words and all

good things, the banishment from honest labour, the being compassed

round with lies, the flaunting glare of fictitious revelry, the

weary pavement, the horrid slavery to some horrid tyrant,--and then

the quick depreciation of that one ware of beauty, the substituted

paint, garments bright without but foul within like painted sepulchres,

hunger, thirst, and strong drink, life without a hope, without the

certainty even of a morrow's breakfast, utterly friendless, disease,

starvation, and a quivering fear of that coming hell which still

can hardly be worse than all that is suffered here! This is the

life to which we doom our erring daughters, when because of their

error we close our door upon them! But for our erring sons we find

pardon easily enough.

Of course there are houses of refuge, from which it has been

thought expedient to banish everything pleasant, as though the only

repentance to which we can afford to give a place must necessarily

be one of sackcloth and ashes. It is hardly thus that we can hope

to recall those to decency who, if they are to be recalled at

all, must be induced to obey the summons before they have reached

the last stage of that misery which I have attempted to describe.

To me the mistake which we too often make seems to be this,--that

the girl who has gone astray is put out of sight, out of mind if

possible, at any rate out of speech, as though she had never existed,

and that this ferocity comes not only from hatred of the sin, put

in part also from a dread of the taint which the sin brings with

it. Very low as is the degradation to which a girl is brought when

she falls through love or vanity, or perhaps from a longing for

luxurious ease, still much lower is that to which she must descend

perforce when, through the hardness of the world around her,

she converts that sin into a trade. Mothers and sisters, when the

misfortune comes upon them of a fallen female from among their

number, should remember this, and not fear contamination so strongly

as did Carry Brattle's married sister and sister-in-law.

In 1870 I brought out three books,--or rather of the latter of

the three I must say that it was brought out by others, for I had

nothing to do with it except to write it. These were Sir Harry

Hotspur of Humblethwaite, An Editor's Tales, and a little volume

on Julius Caesar. Sir Harry Hotspur was written on the same plan as

Nina Balatka and Linda Tressel, and had for its object the telling

of some pathetic incident in life rather than the portraiture of a

number of human beings. Nina and Linda Tressel and The Golden Lion

had been placed in foreign countries, and this was an English story.

In other respects it is of the same nature, and was not, I think,

by any means a failure. There is much of pathos in the love of

the girl, and of paternal dignity and affection in the father.

It was published first in Macmillan's Magazine, by the intelligent

proprietor of which I have since been told that it did not make

either his fortune or that of his magazine. I am sorry that it

should have been so; but I fear that the same thing may be said of

a good many of my novels. When it had passed through the magazine,

the subsequent use of it was sold to other publishers by Mr.

Macmillan, and then I learned that it was to be brought out by them

as a novel in two volumes. Now it had been sold by me as a novel

in one volume, and hence there arose a correspondence.

I found it very hard to make the purchasers understand that I had

reasonable ground for objection to the process. What was it to me?

How could it injure me if they stretched my pages by means of lead

and margin into double the number I had intended. I have heard the

same argument on other occasions. When I have pointed out that in

this way the public would have to suffer, seeing that they would

have to pay Mudie for the use of two volumes in reading that which

ought to have been given to them in one, I have been assured that

the public are pleased with literary short measure, that it is

the object of novel-readers to get through novels as fast as they

can, and that the shorter each volume is the better! Even this,

however, did not overcome me, and I stood to my guns. Sir Harry

was published in one volume, containing something over the normal

300 pages, with an average of 220 words to a page,--which I

had settled with my conscience to be the proper length of a novel

volume. I may here mention that on one occasion, and one occasion

only, a publisher got the better of me in a matter of volumes. He

had a two-volume novel of mine running through a certain magazine,

and had it printed complete in three volumes before I knew where I

was,--before I had seen a sheet of the letterpress. I stormed for

a while, but I had not the heart to make him break up the type.

The Editor's Tales was a volume republished from the St. Paul's

Magazine, and professed to give an editor's experience of his

dealings with contributors. I do not think that there is a single

incident in the book which could bring back to any one concerned

the memory of a past event. And yet there is not an incident in it

the outline of which was not presented to my mind by the remembrance

of some fact:--how an ingenious gentleman got into conversation

with me, I not knowing that he knew me to be an editor, and pressed

his little article on my notice; how I was addressed by a lady with

a becoming pseudonym and with much equally becoming audacity; how

I was appealed to by the dearest of little women whom here I have

called Mary Gresley; how in my own early days there was a struggle

over an abortive periodical which was intended to be the best

thing ever done; how terrible was the tragedy of a poor drunkard,

who with infinite learning at his command made one sad final effort

to reclaim himself, and perished while he was making it; and lastly

how a poor weak editor was driven nearly to madness by threatened

litigation from a rejected contributor. Of these stories, The Spotted

Dog, with the struggles of the drunkard scholar, is the best. I

know now, however, that when the things were good they came out

too quick one upon another to gain much attention;--and so also,

luckily, when they were bad.

The Caesar was a thing of itself. My friend John Blackwood had set

on foot a series of small volumes called Ancient Classics for English

Readers, and had placed the editing of them, and the compiling of

many of them, in the hands of William Lucas Collins, a clergyman

who, from my connection with the series, became a most intimate

friend. The Iliad and the Odyssey had already come out when I was

at Edinburgh with John Blackwood, and, on my expressing my very strong

admiration for those two little volumes,--which I here recommend

to all young ladies as the most charming tales they can read,--he

asked me whether I would not undertake one myself. Herodotus was

in the press, but, if I could get it ready, mine should be next.

Whereupon I offered to say what might be said to the readers of

English on The Commentaries of Julius Caesar.

I at once went to work, and in three months from that day the little

book had been written. I began by reading through the Commentaries

twice, which I did without any assistance either by translation

or English notes. Latin was not so familiar to me then as it has

since become,--for from that date I have almost daily spent an

hour with some Latin author, and on many days many hours. After

the reading what my author had left behind him, I fell into the

reading of what others had written about him, in Latin, in English,

and even in French,--for I went through much of that most futile

book by the late Emperor of the French. I do not know that for a

short period I ever worked harder. The amount I had to write was

nothing. Three weeks would have done it easily. But I was most

anxious, in this soaring out of my own peculiar line, not to disgrace

myself. I do not think that I did disgrace myself. Perhaps I was

anxious for something more. If so, I was disappointed.

The book I think to be a good little book. It is readable by all, old

and young, and it gives, I believe accurately, both an account of

Caesar's Commentaries,--which of course was the primary intention,--and

the chief circumstances of the great Roman's life. A well-educated

girl who had read it and remembered it would perhaps know as much

about Caesar and his writings as she need know. Beyond the consolation

of thinking as I do about it, I got very little gratification from

the work. Nobody praised it. One very old and very learned friend

to whom I sent it thanked me for my "comic Caesar," but said no

more. I do not suppose that he intended to run a dagger into me.

Of any suffering from such wounds, I think, while living, I never

showed a sign; but still I have suffered occasionally. There

was, however, probably present to my friend's mind, and to that

of others, a feeling that a man who had spent his life in writing

English novels could not be fit to write about Caesar. It was as

when an amateur gets a picture hung on the walls of the Academy.

What business had I there? Ne sutor ultra crepidam. In the press it

was most faintly damned by most faint praise. Nevertheless, having

read the book again within the last month or two, I make bold to say

that it is a good book. The series, I believe, has done very well.

I am sure that it ought to do well in years to come, for, putting

aside Caesar, the work has been done with infinite scholarship, and

very generally with a light hand. With the leave of my sententious

and sonorous friend, who had not endured that subjects which had

been grave to him should be treated irreverently, I will say that

such a work, unless it be light, cannot answer the purpose for which

it is intended. It was not exactly a schoolbook that was wanted,

but something that would carry the purposes of the schoolroom even

into the leisure hours of adult pupils. Nothing was ever better

suited for such a purpose than the Iliad and the Odyssey, as done

by Mr. Collins. The Virgil, also done by him, is very good; and so

is the Aristophanes by the same hand.